What am I doing wrong?

[EasySuccess]

Hi, I'm new here and I really believe in this law. I have used it for a long time, but now I'm lost somehow.
I have a lot of problems, but my job is my biggest problem right now. This is my story:

I live in country where it's very hard to get a job. I quit my college to start working because I needed money.  I changed a few jobs, but I wasn't happy anywhere. I got my dream job a year ago.  I always wanted to  do this. I worked hard to get it, so I thought my job problems are over. But I was wrong.

 I have all the best work conditions, good money an it's fun to do this. But I have a very bad boss that makes my life so hard. This is my 3. job, and everywhere people used me and make me work harder than normal. I thought that this place is perfect, so now I don't know what to wish for. I work 15 hours everyday and have no free time at all. My employers treat me and everyone else  very bad. I try to be positive all the time, but I'm so tired that I can't enjoy life. I'm even thinking about quiting my dream job cause I can't take it anymore. This is in my head all the time, and all this negativity is no good.

Maybe it's the victim mentality, how can I brake it?

I had a big  social anxiety & depression  problem in the past. I went trough Cognitive bihevioral therapy and I feel very good now. I learned a lot about myself and life. I had a self esteem problem. Now it's much better, and I'm learning a lot still.
I had no friends, no job, money or anything. When I started to think positive things just fall in to place. I really believe that I can get anything that I want if I set my mind to it. I was very happy for some time.  I even get back to study to maybe get a promotion sometime.

I'm thinking to start my own business first time in my life. That way I don't have to work for others and deal with them. I still don't know what would I like to  do because this is all new to me.  Than I could make my own rules in business. Is all this a mistake?

So my dream came true, and it's not like I expected. What to wish now? It looks like there is now hope.
Some advice please

Clash

[Galia]

Clash,

I can see you are a person that cares a lot of spiritual growth and healing the past.
The fact you took a therapy is amazing and proves how big is your desire to live and change things for a better life!

So congratulations! I never met a person standing working 15 hours daily! This is not a human treat and it's  certainly not something anybody could do! You are stronger than you think and you have so much courage! I admire you!

Listen, just to show you anything is possible...I'll tell you about my friend - she finished law in a German University and found immediately a job she was always dreaming of ...actually it was the dream job until she got it. She started working in this so dreamed company, so famous all over the world ....and she was so very desappointed....
Her boss was treating her like pure shit, no respect, like a dog! The money was low, the collegues were awful because trying to survive in that working conditions...

She had to pass through that and accept the dream job, wasn't so dreamed in reality.....she had pictured something that wasn't existing...at least not in that specific company.

She tried to find another job after 8 months, and she did...she accepted something she didn't imagine she could ever accept...and believe what...now it has been 2 years she's working  for that small and  almost unknown company, she has awesome collegues, the greatest boss she ever had, and she multiplied her first salary by 5!!!

You know how she did that? She applied law of attraction in a very simply way. She described what she wanted perfectly clear, the income she wanted, the kind of people to work with and the boss she wanted... That took only a month to change her working place.

So what I can advice you, is first of all to remain positive and see the good part in your situation and the difficulties you're obliged to face. That makes you stronger and able to help and understand people who are in the same situation you are...

Then just accept it is like this but tell to yourself you can handle this greatly and make a list of the specific things you want in your job:

1. I'm now my own boss, I make huge money working for myself....

2. I just settled down my own perfectly succesfull bussines

etc , etc.....

Once it is clear in your head, ask it from the Universe! You need to remain positive and happy so it can come to you easily.
You need to feel the feelings you will have when you achieve your goal and that is making you powerful and gives you strengh....

Clear your surpose, write it down, see it, feel it and it is already happening!

Bless you, Clash! I hope I helped!

[Sneha Kulkarni]

hi
Galia well said:), clash all i can say is you have started analysing yourself, what else can you ask for !

I feel to get connected with your inner self is the first step to law of attraction people often keep attracting things from outside but do not realize everything starts from within!!.When i first started applying law of attraction got frustrated but then realized there is something within me which has formed a block and which need to be cleared only then i can achieve and manifest my outside world.
sneha

[EasySuccess]

 You are completely right. I just need to rest and sleep good. I'll be positive again. I'm already working on my dream.

Thank You!