As a bit of an update, I so far took inspired action by putting what I want on yahoo answers and now i'm waiting for some one to reply but i'm also going to start putting it out there on more sites and I feel a bit excited and inspired to keep up with what i'm doing not just to show to myself that I can but because this is what I always wanted to be and now I finnally have the mind set to actually do what I want! I always used excuses why I couldnt achieve this dream such as I dont have enough money and than when I started to study the law of attraction, it opened my mind to there being more possibilities than going to college to become what I like! Now I know that its all about thinking about the end result instead of thinking about the means! This is the best forum I ever saw and I wouldnt know what I would be doing now if I would of never stummbled upon it!