Back with the One I Love.......

[BigGauss72]

   The more I think about her the more it hurts ( in a good way ) when I tell stories about her I start to well up, and start to cry. I feel this pain in my chest and then my head gets really Light then Boom. I have loved before but I can Honestly say that I have never loved anybody this much EVER. My Friends have seen a huge Diff in Me. The way I drive the way I talk and the way i move. They say im still the same person but a new and improved version

[powewow8]

Maid of Athens! I am gone:
Think of me, sweet! when alone.
Though I fly to Istambol,
Athens holds my heart and soul:
Can I cease to love thee? No!

[kh]

Well, thank you both for your comments.  I am going down to where my ex lives this weekend 250 miles away to spend a week there with my kids, as I love the area but also hoping that I may run into my ex.  I have spent time trying to visualise this and I suppose found LOA specifically for this purpose. I have spent the last 6 months working on me - I lost weight, got fit, got organised, worked hard, got rid of alot of baggage and found law of attraction.  I feel I have got to the end of the race, and want the prize at the end.  I know I have changed for the better, I just hope that my ex might meet me for a few minutes, just long enough to see that I have changed and I am a wonderful person again.  I just want to get him thinking about the good parts of me again.  We had ended on a bad note and I have apologised and did all the things initially that I shouldnt have done - begged etc etc.  But have given him some space and now I am back!!!  So fingers crossed, I keep visualising a fun relaxed spontaneous meeting.  I will let you know.  If anyone has any tips for final ensuring this meeting happens - very grateful for it!!!!!  Thanks Kate