Thank you so much
I am happy to be here.
Well my story goes: I was in a relationship for a year and half. It was the best relationship i have ever been in. I havent been in many but this one was special. I felt a spark, a connection (for real) when i was in contact with my love. He didnt really want to get into a relationship at all but we jsut went that way, he felt love for me and we went with the flow. I just knew we would be together. So we moved in together within two months, yah really fast. Then during the relationship my insecurities got the better of me. I kept asking Do you love me and jsut questioning. Sure it got on his nerves bla bla. Lesson learned. He broke up with me in Jan this year but officially left me in late March. So recently in March he moved south, and i moved too somewhere different, living in the same state. We would be in contact with each other until recently he decided to disconnect from me because he thinks i cant accept friendship due to my insecurities got the better again, with jealousy. As I found out he was interested in someone else but wouldnt tell me. Now he deleted me of fb and I am hurt by this but now i am learning to let go. Sure I do want him back, but right now to get back into a relationship would be just not ideal, we need to learn and grow within ourselves but hopefully one day we can reunite. But I do want to be a part of his life and i thought he wanted that too. As he said he does care alot about me? I am wondering really, but u deleted me of fb?
I need to get to know who I am, so i can be strong and get rid of my insecurities before stepping into a relationship with him or anyone else. I know I can. So learning to detach is something i am doing, and learning to love myself.
However i just want to know because it has been on my mind. You set your intention to the Universe, are u suppose to visualise, affirm even when u detach/let go?
I also want to learn how to be positive and happy again and get a nother job that will be awesome for me too
Gain more like minded friends and travel
Thank you
