My vision board fell on my head and woke me up then I went on ...

[prettylolita]

My vision board fell on my head and woke me up then I went on facebook and the guy I like was on strange. Could my board be working?
Hello I'm yuki or you can call me Lolita which every is fine. I really don't know what to say about myself but I'm just sick of being sad and whatever so I decided to change my thinking and here I am. I'm not saying its easy but this is only my 5th day of doing this. And it isn't easy.

I was introduced to the law about a year ago. I saw it on a show and read the book the secret. I couldn't bring myself to do it. I just couldn't think why or how someone could change there thinking being the depressed person I was. In the past  I was treated for that and nothing I was taught as a child mirrored this law. I was confused but here I am.


I like the idea of making a dream or vision board. It really helps I would say that I'm on my 3rd one. My first board I wouldn't consider to be one I wrote things on my mirror that I wanted to come true and they all did except for me losing weight. My second one I wasn't having a good year so i ripped it apart some pictures survived and they are on my new board which I finished. I feel so good about my new board.
I spent a week making it. I really asked myself is this what you wanted even fighting with myself over one image. I am too scared my mom will take the picture I wanted to put that picture under friends but that's what I would end up getting out of this relationship and that's not what I want, and I know there is something deep with us so I stood there really thinking and it was the first part of my board I finished. And I loved everything on my board. but I forgot to but a new job on it. I'm not worried though because I think many of my pictures have two or more meanings and they will be what they are so I'm not worried at all.

Sorry this was so long. I hope to share my journey on here, and I forgot what is really helping me is a future self journal. ^_^

~Lolita