hi to all of you.... I am Melanie from Germany
just discovered this forum and really hope that we can reach great manifestations together

at the moment I am not in a good state...
just lost my best friend due to cancer (the only one who was always there for me), lost my soulmate (I am sure he is).... reasons enough to get depressed and I really am

but that was not enough- my car got broken and I have no money to get a new one, my working hours have been reduced, so I have much less money.
well, just trying to get my feed back on the ground--- to be honest, I try all at the moment to make my life better.
I am not new to LOA, its been a few years ago but somehow I lost the connection to it.
I hope that you can help me to get it started again.
In german there was a book "cosmic ordering" from Baerbel Mohr. She said, once you made your order, you have to forget it and never think about it again.
so I am confused- is visualizing better or forget about it?
anyway..... thanks for reading

Melanie