All my life even as a child I have seen that whatever I have got has been a manifestation of my subconcious desire. Hence, when I bumped on this it made sense.
Starting from the degree of abuse each of us children got from our parents (I managed to get lesser beatings) but got much more emotional abuse because somewhere I had started to want it.
The abusive marriage I completely manifested myself...getting out of it was also part of attracting happiness
All the attention and proposals (yes I have honestly lost count) I have got thru the power of the mind (without actually knowing about the law of attraction per se)
Having said that, I subconciously also pushed away my soulmate my other half because I was used to abuse and not used to the level of respect, space I got.
I broke up with him on ground I may have created

, I soon realised what I did - but

he was too hurt to want to patch up.
He really is my soulmate and I his, never has anyone else felt as right as he feels to me and I to him. I truly believe we are meant for each other and will be together. Hence I am going to give law of attraction a go and wil keep you guys posted on how it goes. I start with a user name that's MrsYSB (his initials)

. Perhaps logically more difficult as we live longdistance, but he has been trying to move to where I am and I will attract him a job too.
Good wishes to each of you. Each of our stories unique. My good vibes to all with clean intentions.
