Call me "Heart" (LOA for my ex-boyfriend)

[heartel]

Hello there everyone, you can call me "Heart" and I have been a solid and true believer of Positive Thinking and Law of Attraction. Everyone says how happy person I am and they never would see me in a negative or sad-dull life. Well, I guess that is what people see in me.

I have always been positive and confident that me and my ex-boyfriend (or maybe I should call him still, my boyfriend, lol just for LOA purposes.) will get back, be together and have this more meaningful-happy relationship together. Yes, I did worked on myself - I am right now and still working with it. I read books and what not just to know and learn more too.. I just don't know if I am doing things right. I have been confident about us getting back but I am not so sure if this is a way for me to attract him specifically.

I recently started doing positive affirmations about me and about us - thanks to the articles here that I have read about - it has given me insights to add on my positive affirmation lists. There is one thing troubling me though, it's either I don't know if I am in the leg go process, in-denial or what. That part makes me confused. Has anyone ever encountered this?

Every day, I would start everything playing Positive Affirmations of myself and body from Louise Hay's MP3's. I would read a list of positive affirmations also regarding with me and my man from the notebook I have written. Then, I go with my usual routine.. I actually started dating another man and my thoughts of my "ex" are drifting away when I am talking to him, being with him but deep within my heart, I know I still love him and he is still the person I love most. At the end of the day, I would play the positive affirmation mp3 again and read the list on my notebook once again, then think of him - go to sleep. Am I confusing the universe this way? Am I still attracting my ex? Am I moving forward? When people say let go - - am I in the process of let go?

I have started practicing this LOA with my ex since last year, sure.. he did come but we didn't dwell really on the relationship area but more on like.. he comes and tells me he can't get over me, he can't find another woman like me.. he is so much into me, attracted to me, etc.. but we never had a relationship. He says that out of the blue then  have a relationship with another girl - makes me all so confusing. If you can't commit to me, then why would you always have another girl to be with. (Though, maybe I have attracted that thought because of me being afraid of the cycle being repeated of him, breaking up with a girl, going to me, then find a girl again then go to me.)

But this time, I want to make things right. Few days more and we are all about to enter 2012. I want to work on this to get what I want, be happy, feel loved and at ease with my own self too - finally, knowing what I am doing is right.

Anyone can help me or give me tips or tell me if I am doing the right stuff here?

[tereza]

Hi Heart! Welcome to the forum.

Am I confusing the universe this way? Am I still attracting my ex? Am I moving forward? When people say let go - - am I in the process of let go?

Those are good questions, though I don't really know what the answer is. Maybe you could ask for some clarity and perhaps the answer will be revealed to you?

(Though, maybe I have attracted that thought because of me being afraid of the cycle being repeated of him, breaking up with a girl, going to me, then find a girl again then go to me.)

Yeah, you probably did attract that. I know I used to attract a similar recurring situation with the guys I dated. I'd fall for someone and then later on discover that there was another girl. I think back then I was insecure or afraid of a relationship.

Anyway, I hope you find the answers you're looking for. Also, if you have more questions post a new thread in the relationships forum. I think you'll find more answers there. 

[heartel]

Yes, thank you for those advice.

I will do that.