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Messages - kitten7
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« on: November 13, 2012, 11:50:28 PM »
I've driven all you lovelies batshit crazy over my bouncy ball emotions regarding my ex. Do I want him? No. Yes. No. Yes. Anyway, the last update regarding him was that we were being friendly. No ulterior motives. Just friendship. Besides occasionally telling myself "oh he misses me" .. and visualizing once or twice recently, I did nothing else. I just told a girlfriend last night that he misses me but I am not getting back together with him. I really was never planning to get back together with him. I never actually thought he would really come out and want it again..
I only post this to tell you loves that are waiting for yours to return, or attempting to attract new ones... that time and distance just don't matter. He's 2 hours away from me... and we've been apart for 9 months. I think it's been a mix of a lot of things..... I work out, I dated, I am focusing on my school/career, admitting to myself that I needed to stop running away and just accept the feelings I have for him (I've been running into the arms of other men for months, this is a very bad idea in case you're wondering...), and really, with all my heart, wanting to let go of the attachment I had not to him, but TO having a relationship and someone to love.. Loneliness really began to consume me. & well, I just was firm that we were NOT getting back together!
Anyway... I am taking it slow... very slow... and just seeing how it goes. But really, I am still in shock.
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« on: November 05, 2012, 07:32:31 AM »
Ok which binaurals? I went through all 14 pages.. but I may have went too fast lol.
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« on: November 05, 2012, 03:58:51 AM »
I am officially off the dating market...... but NOT because I met someone. Started chatting with someone a few days ago.. turns out he is cray-zay. It's just made me realize that this online dating thing is just not for me... and I loove myself way too much to keep putting myself out there for guys who are taking advantage, or just flat out nuts. I'm a happy girl to focus on my other goals in life... 
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« on: November 04, 2012, 04:35:40 AM »
Short back story... My mother was very young when she had me, and my father was very old ($$) .... he got sick with cancer and died after my 2nd birthday. His other children have nothing to do with me ... and neither do their children. A few yrs ago, my nephew (who is my age) tracked me down on facebook... we stopped talking after while.. and this wk I found some photos of my bio dad and I... and I thought, how funny would it be to run into someone from that side of my family? Today.... it happened! I saw my nephew in the Target toy aisle.. we were just little ones last we saw each other.. and I just openly stared with my mouth open in shock... I didn't say anything.... I only knew what he looked like from his FB. So..... really, anything and everything is possible... whether you have communication or not... 
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« on: November 01, 2012, 08:36:56 PM »
Things are really starting to shift... not just dating wise, but inside of me. I am much much more of the playful spirit that I used to be - I really LOVE playing (fun) tricks on people... and I lost that for a very long time! I have been much much happier lately, actually watching some of my favorite TV shows and laughing the entire time. After my break-up, I stopped watching tv pretty much completely... Today I began working out again since I broke my tailbone back in Sept... It feels great, tiring, but great. I am beginning to love being single... love! I love my time to myself, I love flirting with men where there is no pressure... and also, it helps me stay centered --- and focused on myself.. which has become super important to me. It is easy for me to slip into total co-dependence.. and I am NOW a strong independent woman..... rawr. Things with my ex are going nicely.... He did admit to having a sexual dream of me. LOL. They were fun times! S is still flirting.. each day.. Kind of surprising.. I don't know whether he is playing with me or what his goal is... Still no word from the guy I DO like.. Txt him during the hurricane and no response.. Oh well. If you're not going to at least check and make sure things are OK, then you just aren't worthy of me. *sassy finger snap*
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« on: October 29, 2012, 05:28:59 AM »
Ok.. some updates.. I realized that by being bitter and rehashing the details of my relationship with my ex.. it was really only hurting..... me! he was mean to me on my birthday... but i decided i am just going to be nice - no matter what. and you know what? it's actually helped me begin to heal. i know that i still do not want him back.. but my heart feels lighter where he is concerned.. and i am enjoying friendly chatter. I went on a date with another man yesterday.. I was tense, and he could sense it.. I'm not sure why I was so tense.. but it was OK. He would like to take me out again... we'll see. A man that I had one time been interested in.. and am no longer interested in.. seems to be pursuing just a bit.. Funny how that worked out. I met a new friend.... which makes me happy.. i think he'll be a great guy to hang out with, and great gym buddy. I RS'd with 528 hz the guy that I DO want... He's going to come around soon... Oh, and hot worksatthestore guy.. I think he loudly sighed behind me. bahaha! I knew I should have turned around, but alas.. I did not! Would have been a good opportunity to start a dialogue.. come on universe, lets try that again. lol.
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« on: October 25, 2012, 06:57:10 PM »
dear universe, i'd appreciate a phone call from w. love, am
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« on: October 25, 2012, 06:55:01 PM »
This has been informative and entertaining!  I've been RS'ing for two weeks now - with not so much as a word from my guy. He's been pretty badly hurt in the past and I just have to wonder, like FF, if he is fighting his feelings here.. He'll eventually come around!
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« on: October 24, 2012, 09:17:42 PM »
wow kitten you are truly in heat these days 
LOLOLOL. Don't I know it!!! I've even got the ladies looking at me strangely.
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« on: October 24, 2012, 08:46:36 PM »
When a person looks at you... the energy burns throughout your body...  Happens every time...
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« on: October 24, 2012, 06:29:08 AM »
Lovely Universe, I'd like hot target guy to strike up a conversation with me & score his number. Thank you! Love AM
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« on: October 24, 2012, 06:27:47 AM »
dear universe,
I'd appreciate a passing mark with my math/algebra/college math placement test. THANK YOUUU! <3
Love
AM
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« on: October 24, 2012, 06:26:47 AM »
Sounds like fun, why not? ...Mel, not sure if you want these in separate posts, sorry to post so much..... mwahahaha! dearest universe, I'd like to order a PASSING mark with my bio placement test. Thank you kindly!!! Love AM
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« on: October 23, 2012, 09:44:43 PM »
Pretty- how long did it take you?
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« on: October 23, 2012, 06:52:46 PM »
Well.. I've been RS'ing my guy (not the one above) for about two wks... A mix between binaural beats, wendi, and just music.. I've also got my subliminal blaster going.. and when I'm in a good place and it FEELS good to say ____ loves me, _____ is my boyfriend .. I do that.. only when that feels good though.... & no change in our situation. I was feeling inspired to send a card last wk to say, thinking of you... and never heard a word from him.
I'd love to SEE some kind of physical evidence start showing up.. I don't feel attached to the situation.. I get on with my day just fine, and my thoughts aren't only of him.. Beginning to feel a bit defeated.
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