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« on: August 12, 2012, 11:07:41 PM »
I have this very odd feeling today and its only odd because im not use to it but I feel love all over me. Its weird but as I was going to the store, I felt so good and felt love like I love everything, I am loved and I am love.
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« on: August 12, 2012, 10:55:24 PM »
This is my song today because I imagine that this is the point of view of my soulmate and how he feels about me. I wont settle for less than this.
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« on: August 12, 2012, 09:46:02 PM »
There's no need to worry. You are still so young. Trust me its all coming. You may end up having several relationships before finding one you want to marry or you may end up marrying your next girlfriend. Either way, you'll have love in your life.
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« on: August 12, 2012, 09:35:51 PM »
This is absolutely true Stef. Right on the money.
What I have realised is that when I attracted the relationship with D I was still in a place of not loving and not valuing myself. The relationship was a reflection of that... like every relationship I have had.
There was pain and trauma from my childhood that ran so deep, that nothing superficial was going to change anything.
I had to change it AT THE CORE OF MY BEING!!
I believe all the work I have been doing and connection to source has created an evolution of sorts, I am closer to my whole and authentic self... if I had not done all of this work I would not have been compelled to end things with D. The relationship (as it was) was a reflection of the old me. The one that didn't value myself.
I am truly, truly grateful for him. Because I know, that on a soul level, he agreed to help me learn this valuable lesson.
If there is to be a new relationship with him or with anyone else it will be based upon my knowing that I am worthy and loveable and perfect just the way I am.
So I see how everything I was vibrating with led me down this path... there was two things going on simultaneously.
One... What I experienced was a reflection of my doubt and lack of love and self worth.
But also the Universe was responding to my request for REAL LOVE, it knew the block between me and my desire and pushed me to a point where I could no longer stay in the place of lack... it gave me an experience that showed me my true worth.
This may just sound like ranting to some of you. But for me it is a life altering moment. The most powerful and loving moment of my life. And everyone who had a part in encouraging me to go... you are my angels!!
You didn't know it but you were conspiring with the Universe to bring about my greatest good.
I am eternally grateful.
I am free of fear for the first time in my life.
You arent ranting at all. Your saying some very profound things. I relate with the childhood trauma that affected you at the core and needed to healed. I kept having to repeat the same struggles and lessons in relationships over and over until I got it. truelove, You will have all the love and success you want and even more. I really believe that.
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« on: August 12, 2012, 09:12:12 PM »
Yes we are planning on having kids!  It excites me just to think about it because a few years ago I thought Id never have the opportunity to be a mother. I wanted to be a mother more than anything but only in the right situation with the right man that not only would make a great husband but the best dad that a kid could ever want. Now I have that and I pinch myself everyday. Ive come so far. This morning we got up early and rode bikes together. I use to always ride my bike with the wind blowing my hair and feeling so free but wanting someone riding with me especially when id see other couples riding. We like to take long walks together and hike on trails as well. Its really cool to have a guy that takes care of his body yet he isnt obsessed with the gym or anything. He's just athletic and stays on top of his fitness within reason. He also loves my figure and thinks its perfect for him. Everytime I mention a flaw of mine, he kisses it and says its beautiful.
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« on: August 12, 2012, 08:56:03 PM »
Ill take the guy in the Beyonce video. He would help me get through alot of hard times. Ive seen him in something else but dont know his name.
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« on: August 12, 2012, 04:36:25 AM »
FindDivineTogether, Thank you for that response. I needed to read that and I so relate to everything you wrote.
This is so true :I think for me now, knowing the ''mechanics'' of LOA and being SO AWARE of what needs to be done, it takes away from living..enjoying life..and letting go, which ultimately is what has to be done to manifest anything..without separation of that desperation nothing can happen
I hear you also about the sign stuff. Im ready for the actual manifestation cause sometimes it seems like I just keep manifesting signs and I really dont know if they even mean that I will get what I want.
I just said a little prayer for your job/financial situation. God is working out everything for our behalf. I just need to get my mind off the term law of attraction for a while and live my life with faith, confidence and not over think things.
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« on: August 12, 2012, 03:15:19 AM »
crazysoul, I love your new house and best part you can see the ocean everyday. Its impossible to be depressed when you are around such beauty. J is so in love with you and he wasted no time proposing huh? I guess he was making up for lost time of all the time he was without you.
beautifulmesss, I love the mountains and I love cute little cabins as well. Congrats on the wedding. God bless you and your man. You will be together for life, I have no doubts.
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« on: August 12, 2012, 02:42:42 AM »
This was the song that was in my head when I woke from my nap today
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« on: August 12, 2012, 12:21:56 AM »
I woke up this morning and saw a journal from last year. I somehow opened it up right to my old soulmate wish list. Ive always wrote things down of what I wanted even before I knew about law of attraction and have had several of these lists. The list before that I did end up manifesting pretty much everything on the list except he lived in a different state and realistically wouldnt have worked because of the distance and where we in were at in our lives.
Anyways so I look at the list from last year that I found and many of those things I wouldnt want now. That entire journal was really negative because I was coming from a depressed desperate state. I took the journal and threw it in the trash but im wondering if anyone thinks since I wrote that list before my final soulmate scripting story, that the universe will bring me the original one first? I dont want it anymore but that hasnt stopped other things that I dont want anymore from manifesting. I also thought after I threw it out that maybe this will be seen as "letting it go" so it will end up manifesting faster than what I want now.
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« on: August 11, 2012, 11:46:39 PM »
I apologize for the super long posts. I just wrote all my thoughts down as if it were a diary. It does get frustrating. The job situation, I am working on the side business but thats gonna take longer than I thought and ive been wanting to manifest a part time job for bills in the meantime. Ive never struggled with getting the opportunites for what I wanted until I started purposely using the law to get them. I know the LOA works as it did before I knew thats what I was doing but its all in the mindset of when I didnt know about it. It was alot easier cause I was carefree and not thinking of this stuff.
Thanks for replying crazysoul. We will have what we want. Your align with your reality thread is really the only one I need right now cause it makes me feel good. I just need to feel good and not think of anything else.
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« on: August 11, 2012, 10:57:54 PM »
Knowing about it all has made me way too aware of everything and im less relaxed cause everyday my mind is on law of attraction and how I can attract this or that and it makes it go further away from me. I didnt think of the how before cause I didnt even know I was using the law of attraction when I would set my intentions.
I would attract good and bad things and when I had a certain confidence just in myself period or felt good, the good things that I wanted happened so fast. And like I said, I wasnt even ready for some of those good things like I am now like relationships and jobs so I would end up sabotaging them yet I was still able to attract them.
I cant go back to being unaware of the law but I need to be in that state of before where I would set my intentions for fun and just watch it turn out the way I wanted.
I do still believe certain things are fated because there is a such thing as divine timing so maybe the man im gonna spend the rest of my life with will be at the exact right time and thats why theres a delay but theres so many things I know I wouldve already attracted before consciously knowing about the law because I use to attract what I wanted so easily back then.
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« on: August 11, 2012, 10:53:05 PM »
Ive said this before on this board that I did manifest easier before I consciously knew it was the law of attraction. This morning I was thinking in detail about how easy it was for me to manifest before.
I would manifest things super fast too. Let me give you a few examples. There was this guy that I had a huge attraction/connection with. I told him I was gonna meet him the next day on his lunch break. Only thing was it was suppose to storm (and badly storm) the entire day. It was also that cold rain yet I decided to wear these cute shorts and this shirt I wanted him to see me in.
When I got on the train to go out there, people were saying you need to change, your gonna make yourself sick in those shorts, its cold and rainy. I said no I wont because its gonna be sunny and warm in a little bit, you'll see. Litterally as soon as I get there, the sun comes out and it starts warming up. He gets to see me in the shorts I wanted him to and we talked so long (to where he missed almost the rest of his day not just lunch hour), held hands, held eachother and I got to give him my note. I wanted him to see me in those shorts and I wanted it to be sunny and you could say it was a coincidence but it was suppose to storm and stay chilly the entire day according to the weather report.
I use to manifest bills being paid by just saying I dont know how, but im gonna get help with this bill and I would. If I wanted to see a certain person that day, in the morning I would say im gonna run into so and so and I would. I manifested friends and even relationships. The guy I just wrote about, I know I manifested him because he would say exactly what I would put into my head and daydreamed about for years of what a boyfriend would say and he was everything I had wanted at the time. It was like I dreamed him into life cause the first time I saw him, my heart felt like It could fly.
I also wrote down a wish list for a dream guy and manifested a guy who fit everything on it shortly after. Problem was he lived in a different state. I shouldve been more specific.
A couple of times I manifested people offering me jobs without even applying. Id say id like to do this for a living and next thing I know I got an opportunity for it. I cant say I was even aligned most of the time with what I wanted because several things I would get and then I wasnt ready for them like relationships or certain jobs. I was an emotional wreck in so many ways but at time the same time carefree when it came to things that I wanted and didnt analyze everything to death so maybe thats why it was easier to manifest.
Big and small I would manifest. If something would start messing up like my phone, I would litterally tell it to start working and it would sometimes instantly.
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« on: August 11, 2012, 08:58:21 AM »
I gotta agree with tereza. I wouldve had that conversation with him a long time ago. You cant really have closure until you at least know things from his side. If he doesnt give you a clear answer, then there's your answer. In my experiences when guys havent given me concrete answers or their wishy washy its because they dont fully want to be with me. Maybe apart of them does so they do enough to keep my interest but they may want something different long term and want to keep their options open. With your guy though since he never really knew how you felt, I still give him the benefit of the doubt.
If your at peace and want to move on than thats good but IMO its better to have that conversation first. You already sent that text so the cat is somewhat out of the bag that you are feeling something deeper. You should know what he feels as well. You dont want to be left wondering.
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« on: August 11, 2012, 08:23:58 AM »
He shouldve probed deeper after your message. You never told him you were into him so he shouldve looked at that message and been confused and asked what is that even about and why its breaking your heart but guys rarely do probe deeper after goodbyes cause of their pride. Maybe he does care but he's just not ready. Im glad you feel at peace. Now you can move on.
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