Ok.. To be truthfully honest I want to win the lottery jackpot. I want the experience of winning that large lump sum of money instantly. I don't play the lottery that much but lately after learning about the law of attraction I think. . .. well I thought i was given signs from the universe to buy tickets. . . itchy palm, spare of the moment thought to purchase a tickets.
The last 2 times I bought tickets, some one else would win that very drawing. I don't think it was a coincidence, I believe I was supposed to win but I started to panic the night of those drawings and it went to someone else. Maybe the universe is trying to warn me and get me prepared for when it is my time to win I wont panic. This is getting confusing.

Can someone please help me. I visualize about winning the lotto jackpot all day every day. It feels so real to where I just start shouting Thank you Thank you Thank you! Someone won last nights lotto, i normally would be upset but surprisingly I wasn't. I just said to myself "Its okay your time is coming real soon". I tried EFT and that doesn't work for me. What am I doing wrong?