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Alrighty... so I know to be detached.. and keep busy. I am on summer break from school... focusing on my daughter, art, getting fit, and my own hobbies.... But still, there is a part of me that drifts off into focusing on my guy. I do send loving thoughts because it makes me feel peaceful.. but honestly, I miss him... We haven't talked since last week... and the convo before that, he said he'd consider us working it out... but that his month is busy - that I had my two weeks and he was taking his? (I had a huge take home psych final to work on .... and mothers day...)
I do feel quite sad... even though I'm already busy with so many other things.. What else can I possibly add into my day or life to keep from focusing on the lack of him? I also realize how very possible it is to attract him back - since I did it with my ex numerous times!
I laid in bed yesterday and wondered what I would do with a 600 million win...
Even after splitting it down the center (after giving 10% in tithes to churches -- seriously, that would help a lot of churches out) .... I calculated how much I could spend each month for the next 70 years.. and i honestly don't know what I would do with all of that money. It would be awesome to win.. but part of my heart kept thinking, it'd be great to work to make millions. But TRUST - Universe, if you want to send me 600 million, please do!
Just getting out of a relationship... which I am sad over.. and have ended up manifesting 2 men.. Well, not that they are interested in me..
#1 - I was thinking, oh it'd be nice to meet a guy from my church.... voila... a guy from a dating site goes to my church... and is friends with a relatives gf. Weird. He didn't even tell me about the church, I noticed it on his fb and asked.
#2 - Since I am not attracted to #1, I was randomly thinking of other attributes (successful, nice) that I like in a man --- and bam... a very successful man with an internet business and consulting firm hits me up....
I haven't played around with loa in a very long time.... so maybe i will begin again.
I began working out last summer..... and wow! My body has transformed in some major ways. I'm 47lbs lighter (-4 dress sizes)... but not only that, I have got some serious muscle going on.. and overall, look much leaner than most people at my weight.
I lift heavy, and sometimes do HIIT cardio.
Sometimes, I run my subliminal blaster and have a couple messages about a high metabolism and how fat melts right off my body. I've changed my eating habits dramatically as well... It takes work (action)- - - I am excited to see what I look like next year....
Alright a few weeks ago, I manifested a guy sooooooo very close to my list. Amazing....
He turned out to be a little on the crazy side.. unfortunately. He had his own share of trust
issues and insecurities that he was unwilling to acknowledge.. coupled with control issues.. and a nasty temper..
I feel pretty at peace with this all... however, I must say, I am pretty tired of guys coming and going....
« on: January 25, 2013, 09:41:32 PM »
I get what you're saying... you love your friends freely.. and don't expect a promise that they won't leave.
FOR ME.. commitment is more or less us being committed to the relationship we're building, and promising to one another that we're only sharing the intimacy (all aspects, not just sex) to one another.. If we decided not to label it.. I would still want a promise that he wasn't off sleeping with other girls.... etc. It's a deep connection that I only desire to share with 1 person.. that I'm committed to..
But at any time that he is ready to go.. he is free to go..
« on: January 23, 2013, 07:54:04 PM »
You know what? That's OK.
I went on a date before Christmas with a man.. who was close to what I wanted on my list.. He checked out the waitresses boobs in front of me.. LOL! Also, I got lost for 30-45 mins before I found my way... Plus, he was saying 'ill wait til you are ready for sex' -- meanwhile he had a sex listing... lolol.
Now, I have met someone really wonderful.. I think these people are just steps closer to where we are going...
« on: January 23, 2013, 06:43:23 AM »
Foxie, I'd stop asking opinions. My friends can give their opinions, but this is my journey.. my life.. and my intuition that I need to listen to.. We can support you, but we can't direct your steps.
He seems safe since he is not looking for anything serious... and getting out of the house, to me, and having fun sounds like self-love ... also, less time to think / worry about the ex.
« on: January 23, 2013, 05:20:19 AM »
Is it just me or is the luv's dad a little creepy? It would weird me out if he was driving by my house all the time...
As for the date, go with your intuition.. Do you get a weird feeling about him.. or is this just because reminders are popping up? If it's the latter, I say go on the date. I had to REALLY have my own life - regardless of WHAT signs showed up in my world pertaining to my ex (when i was trying to attract him back). I kept dating men who didn't have the qualities on my "list" - and just kept going...... and the right guy showed up...
« on: January 22, 2013, 12:43:10 AM »
Oh, the salary doesn't bother me... when I am done school, our combined income will double - and be way over the 100k i had written.
But because I had it written on the list..... that is what made me go, hmm...
He's great. Really great.. with a bod that is DROOL worthy and a heart of gold..... and yes, I was super specific. I want to dig the list out, because I think it went on for pages. Lol!
« on: January 21, 2013, 11:21:27 PM »
Last spring I wrote a list of what I wanted in a man. Now I have not looked at this list since then.. I don't even know where it is. In fact, I re-wrote it a few times..
Some of my key points that I recall were a handsome black man, a great smile, loves God, will do missionary trips with me, is sweet, single, no kids, into fitness, has a great career.... and... makes $100k a year so that we're able to spend our money and time doing missionary work.
Okay, so I have met THIS GUY. He is all of the above.... except he doesn't make the 100k - he actually does have a great salary, though. Does this mean the universe has sent me one CLOSE to the match, or is it possible this one IS my match?
He is just.... so, so, great.. and I feel extremely happy.. and very connected to him. Normally, I have got serious trust issues & I feel completely at peace. But I keep wondering, if this the match, even though....
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