the year has just began and it started off really wonderful, to be honest- unexpectedly

the universe works in such amazing ways!!!
now i know- it went all back to a few months ago....
that day i have found a key- chain on the street. a small silver key- chain, it was a charm with the letter "P" with small crystals in it.... i wondered what was that about and i liked it, so i just kept it and put it on my keys which i always use at work.
i dont know anyone who begins with P or has a BF beginning with this letter.
and i guess, it all started from there as i dont believe in coincidences!!!

as i posted already before, the year wasnt good at all.
it started to shift when a very nice member and friend of here appeared in my dreams (and that NEVER happened to me), telling me that the worse is over, that was back in october. she and i also got the X- rune, which indicates fresh beginnings and that love is near.
shorty after that i got a message from my ex after 7 months of NC.... of course i was full of hope since i still loved him and missed him very much. but, again, it turned out that this is NOT the right person for me and never will be. so i have made a cut- a big one this time. i have used subliminals and hypnosis alot during that time. i have also made a meditation to cut the cord off between me and him, i was serious. i didnt want these hurtings anymore and wanted to really close that chapter, so i did.
i went on a dating- site to give the universe a chance to deliver what i have been wishing for since 1 year.... a healthy, committed and loving relationship, best with someone from the uk. and it was not easy to get someones interest when you actually live in germany and looking for someone in the uk.
as i was almost about giving up my profile- since i have met alot of fakes and right the opposite of what i really want- i suddenly got a message from someone..... telling me how my profile had cheered him up already, since he was new on there and so on.
we messaged back and forth and i liked him more and more. we started to talk on phone since we use Viber for free calls and messages. we talk for hours each day, we message all day long..... and- i am going to visit him by the end of jan

i cannot tell you, how nice and caring this man is. we dont know each other for long, but do you know this feeling--- this IS right? i only had this certain feeling, that someone is REALLY honest and truthful only once before in my life, and that was with my ex husband.... and it turned out to be true. he never ever left, cheated or lied to me.
its just the same right now!! i can soooo feel that he is for real. he is everything i wished for on my soulmate list, he lives even near to the coast and has a sweet dog, which i was dreaming and journaling of!!!

he treats me like i always wished to be treated, he is just sooo perfect and i am still in shock!! i really wasnt prepared for that. it just happened over night so to say!!!! right now i am more than happy and very grateful to have him in my life.
and guess what? HIS NAME STARTS WITH P!!!!!!

well, this is how things are right now.... i still cant believe that i got exactly what i have been wishing for.
NEVER EVER GIVE UP- CAUSE EVERYTHING YOU HOPE AND BELIEVE IN WILL COME!!!
and even in the darkest night there will be suddenly light.

i wish all the members here so many blessings as well and for all of you who are still "waiting" for someone special to appear---- HE/SHE WILL, in the right time!!!!
and yes- LOA DOES WORK BIG TIME

thank you for reading....