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« on: February 16, 2013, 06:54:54 AM »
OUCH!!! So I decided to call him hoping to get an answer. But he kept answering the phone and hanging up on me!! He did this 4 times in a row! I was able to call private and leave 2 voicemails... just when I felt my vibration rising and feeling hope he will come back, he does that to me...  I dont know what to do.. is there still hope??
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« on: February 16, 2013, 04:12:58 AM »
UPDATE: I wrote the earlier post a couple hours ago... and something inside me just snapped. I have been reading the posts on here about attracting your ex back. And now I feel so stupid for what I just posted and how I have been feeling. I decided to get out of bed, take a nice hot bath, shave my legs (yeah.. its bad when you dont even do that..) and I am going to put on some makeup and look nice. For myself. I feel stupid for texting him the suicide text. He knows I am serious about it though. I have done it before, several months ago, and he actually called 911 and I was taken to the hospital just in time to save my life. I just realized that by sending that suicide text was just a desperate attempt. I probably made him mad. I have also been calling him blocked. I do know if someone blocks your phone number, that even if you call blocked, you still cant get through. I am obsessed with thinking if he blocked me. So far he hasnt. But if I focus on it enough (as i have) he will end up blocking me. So I called him blocked one more time about 10 mins ago, and it rang and rang and rang and went to voicemail. He hasnt blocked me. So I told myself, Im not going to call him again. I have decided to use affirmations. I seen one that said "name" is madly in love with me." and im going to use "name is thinking about me and missing me." "name has texted me and everything is fine" and so on. I am also going to apply makeup as if Im waiting and expecting him to come by tonight. I have decided to erase all negative stupid feelings out of my mind and body. I had the latch on my door and the deadblot locked, so incase if he did show up, he wouldnt be able to get through the door than he would worry. By keeping the door locked, it was just telling the Universe that Im not ready to let him back in my life. So i unlatched the door as if Im expecting him to come in. I have been going through this the wrong way.. Now that I feel a shift in my vibration, I have no doubt he will be back. And soon.  I will keep you all updated Hello all. Once again, its been awhile since I have written on here. Things were going okay with my boyfriend and I for awhile. I went to stay and visit with him in October, but than I sort of just ended up staying there. It wasnt an agreed 'hey why dont you just move in?' type of deal. I just came and stayed. I had no where else to go. I lost my apartment and everything awhile back. The longer I stayed, the more I fell in love with him. Him and I have been seeing each other on and off since last May. Well, about 2 weeks ago, we got into a huge fight and he made me move out. He put me up in this hotel (its a weekly hotel, like a studio apartment) for a week. He even texted me every single day like nothing had happened, like we were still together. 3 days later, he came and took me out to lunch, and he came over that night. We had an amazing evening together, like nothing ever happened. He came by again the next night, and everything seemed fine. I was sleeping and I heard him come in, but I stayed half asleep. I was awake enough to feel him touch him face, and I knew he was looking at me. I could feel the love.. than 2 days later he changed. He said he hoped I didnt have any false hope of us getting back together but it was over and I had to move on. He did a complete 360 on me! I asked him if he met someone else, and he said no. He was actually starting to enjoy being single. My heart shattered. I tried to text him.. he wrote me nothing. Finally the next evening he told me he was just busy at work and had a headache. I havent heard from him since. That was 3 days ago. Him and I texted EVERY SINGLE DAY since September. I feel so lonley and Im having such a hard time dealing with this. What Im about to tell you is going to probably cause some negative reactions, so please dont say anything negative. Im already very heartbroken and cant handle anymore negativity. I texted him and over and over and he never responded. He didnt block my phone number, but I dont know if he blocked my texts. He hasnt responded at all. He was supposed to come by and drop some things off to me, and he never did. So 3 nights ago, I texted him that I couldnt handle the pain anymore. I told him to take my stuff to Goodwill, because I wouldnt need it. I gave him my dads phone number. I told him he would need it. I told him I loved him and Goodbye. Than I tried to commit suicide by taking numerous pills. As you can see, I didnt die. He still hasnt texted me back, called or even come up here to check on me. I dont know what to do. I have tried scripting, visualizing, and I have tried letting go. I feel okay for awhile, but than I break down and lose it again and start crying. I asked the Universe to send me signs. I asked to see a man or woman in a yellow shirt and a pink shirt (i was watching tv) and sure enough, within 30 seconds, a commercial came on with a man in a pink shrrt. Than I saw pink shirts and yellow shirts. I felt so happy and excited. I knew it was a sign he would come back. I havent called or texted him in 3 days. Im upset he hasnt tried to contact me. I feel like he dosent care if i died. I dont know what to do from here. Please dont yell at me.. im sure some of you have felt the same way before a time or two. Please help me.. thank you. Im just so heartbroken right now. I have tears running down my face as I type this. I love this man so much. Can I really get him back??? 
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« on: January 03, 2013, 02:03:33 AM »
Hello everyone once again!! This site is really addicting isnt it?? LOL. Its really a blessing, but sometimes you see so many things you want to click on and read, than you see another link, than another link, than you have open numerous links!! LOL. But question for today is, about a job. I posted yesterday or the day before under "major problems" (i believe), and so my first step is getting a job. I have a bad job history im ashamed to admit. I never stayed at a job very long, but I was younger. Im 31 now. I do CNA WORK. I LOVE LOVE LOVE taking care of our older generation! So my question is: Whats some good powerful techniques to use for getting the job I want? Personally, I want my old job back that I lost 10 months ago. My last job. But I violated a policy and Im not allowed on property. Its dumb actually... i just told someone who lived there, something personal about me... now im not allowed on property. Its been almost a year tho.. Im wanting to email the mangement. So how should I go about this? Scripting? I have had success with scripting before, but I kind of forget how I did it. Can someone please give me some good websites or links on it? Also, what about props? Should I email myself an email back from my former employer asking to pick a time to have a meeting to dicsuss my comming back? Or should I get all my old uniforms out and wash them and hang them up like im going to use them for work? How about spirit guides? Im having a hard time meditating and visualizing. Please help me there too.  Any other advice would be great!! I need a steady income, but I also need a blessing of money right now.. I need money to get an attorney to get my daughter back.. i really appreciate all your replies guys!! and gals!! This website really does make a difference. I find myself much happier after being here, and Im anxious to check it too!! Thanks again!!!
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« on: January 01, 2013, 07:02:30 AM »
Thank You very much for your kind words. They do mean a lot to me *hugs to you*
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« on: January 01, 2013, 06:10:23 AM »
Hello All! Its been a very long time since I have wrote in here.. If you can re-call, my last post was about this man "J" that I had wanted so badly.. well.. im at his dining room table right now typing this, so as you can see, I DID end up getting him.. But thats not why Im here. Since I last wrote, in August I believe, I was evicted from my apartment after living there for 5 years. I wasnt able to pay rent one month, so they booted me out the door with my 8 year old little girl. I had one day to move out, find a truck, a person to help me move and a storage. I lost all my furniture, dishes, microwave, food, and many other things. The only things I were able to get were my clothes, my daughters clothes and her toys. All my household items were thrown in the dumpster the next day. It hurt so bad to see my life just setting there in the dumpster and other tenates picking through and taking my things home. The apartment complex also billed me for that. They called me a week later to tell them I owed them a balance of $1,500.00 and they wanted to know when I could come in and pay. ARE YOU SERIOUS?!!! If i had the money to pay $500.00 rent, I wouldnt be in this situation. I was so mad I threw my phone! I went to look at other apartments, but I was automactically denied because I have an eviction on my credit report and a balance. I have to pay off my last balance from my apartment and they even said that that wasnt a garentee I could get into an apartment on my own, and I cant think of anyone who would co-sign for me. I dont blame people for not wanting to co-sign. Its a stressful deal if the person defaults on rent, because than the co-signer has to pay. Its frusterating! I asked the apartment manager to please consider the fact that I was a loyal tenant for 5 years at my last apartment, and she told me that it didnt matter. An eviction hurts you bad. I also had my car respossed and taken away and was unable to pay the full balance of $4,000 to get it back. I was living in hotels for a couple weeks, untill someone found out, and my child was taken from me and given to her father who she hadent seen in almost 4 years. He GAVE UP HIS RIGHTS in 2009! So my little girl was taken from me and given to a man who has no legal rights to her...I see her one day a week and thats not even over-night. ONE DAY! I have had my little girl with me everyday since the day she was born! This has really hurt her and me.. Life has really spiraled downhill for me, and I have been in and out of depression. I have been staying with my boyfriend since October, but he has tried to move me out more times than I can count.. so I know this isnt permanent.. it would be nice if it was.. I do love him... The other problem is, I still havent found a job. Im a CNA in the healthcare field, and my bad past job history is preventing me from even getting a chance of someone hiring me. I was able to get a car, but it has no exhaust pipe, so the car is always filling up with exhaust inside and im always stinking of gas and fumes and it makes me sick to my stomach, burns my eyes and lungs, and has given me numerous headaches. I just dont know what to do.. Im hoping you guys can help me out.. its hard to stay positive during all this, but my life has been taken away in a matter of months.. what can I do? I need a job, an exhaust pipe would be nice, my own apartment, and money for an attorney to get my daughter back.. i just want MY life back. Im looking forward to hearing back from you.. Its new years eve and Im hoping to get some positive feedback before the new year hits in a few hours.. Everyone have a Happy New Year and I KNOW The LOA works! I just need help from friends like you... Thank You!
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« on: June 08, 2012, 01:41:55 PM »
I agree 100%!! I attracted my ex back AFTER letting go, and when I met someone else I liked. Now, my ex and I are just friends because I dont have those 'I need him or i will die' feelings anymore.. but right now, I have a HUGE HUGE crush on someone. And I want us to be together. I have been trying to use remote seduction, because have you ever had a gut feeling, or maybe an inner voice that keeps PUSHING you to do something?? I have that, and I keep feeling pushed even though he said he dosent see us getting serious. But he told me that he would always be around if I wanted to say hi. We spent 4 dates together. But his scedule and my scedule are completley crazy! I have kids, and he dosent. I just keep hearing this voice telling me to persue him.. because I really feel in my heart that hes the one for me.. i have never felt this before. I have never went after anyone like I have this guy before. I have even asked this guy many times if he wanted me to delete his number and leave him alone.. he told me No.. i didnt have to do that.. I do know that he was very badly hurt from his ex.. and i think hes just scared of getting hurt again.. but, can anyone expain this "inner voice" or this gut feeling Im having to persue him?? I keep visualizing how happy I could make him.. what is the best way to get my crush?? Scripting? Vision Board? Just letting go?? Remote seduction?? I have no trouble getting a boyfriend. Im very attractive. I have never been turned down before (once again, im not trying to sound conceited, because Im not.. I am who God made me, and Im not a conceited person. I just have a nice butt, i guess. LOL!!) anyway, i am on the dating website POF, and I had 167 messages in one week.. so when I say that I keep getting this feeling to pursue this guy, its because I really feel that its a sign that Im supposed to end up with him....
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« on: June 08, 2012, 12:58:27 PM »
MyLife- There are many things I left out of the post, due to comments I would receive that wouldnt benefit me at all. I have manifested my ex back into my life twice before, and my ex HATED ME, wanted nothing to do with me, said the most horrible nasty things to me, but he came back into my life twice.. I just didnt use the bineaural beats with my ex.. so Im trying them now with this new guy who i will call "J". Please dont take that offensivley either.. i wasnt trying to be rude. I am very glad I have found this forum tho.. its not like i can just call up my friend or text her and ask her questions about LOA.. this forum is a gift from God. A life that God intended us to have, and if we were to bring this stuff to some people's attention, they would think we were off our rockers.. because I have had friends tell me i was nuts.. ouch... But, Im not nuts.. none of us are.. we have just found a 'secret' that God had intended for everyone to use. Only some people use it, others dont.. I am one that def does!!
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« on: June 08, 2012, 12:45:13 PM »
Hello everyone! I just wanted to share some of my manifestations since signing up here on the forum many months ago. The first manifestation that happened was with my phone. It was so long ago, I cant really remember how it went exactlly, but I struggled for hours to unlock my phone. I just couldnt figure out my password that I used to set my phone up with when I first got the phone almost 2 years ago. So I remember saying to myself "I am so happy and grateful now that I got my phone unlocked." and I put in a password that I hadent used yet, AND MY PHONE UNLOCKED! I knew right than and there that LOA is very real. I have manifested my ex back into my life twice now with the law of attraction. If you go back and read my posts from December 2011, you would see how heart broken I was. I was so heartbroken I couldnt function!! Lets fast forward to now, 6 months later.. my ex has came back into my life twice. But guess what? I NO LONGER have those feelings for him. Him and I are still very good friends though. He helps me with bills and stuff, and hes there for me. I would like for us to get back together, but the feelings are just not there like when I first wanted him back. I want more children, and he dosent, and he cant have anymore, and when he broke up with me, and I wanted him back, I was going to let go of the dream of having another child with a man I loved because I thought I needed him. Well, I still have him in my life.. But not like that. We both love each other, but I want more children, and he dosent, and Im happy with where we are now in our friendship. I have manifested a great relationship with my brother who I didnt want anything to do with. I now am very close with him and love him very much. I always asks to have a safe drive and to get to my destinations safetly and on time, and I do. Just yesterday, I was thinking about how much I needed new drinking cups, and plates, and such. So i went to the Dollar Store and wouldnt you know, there was a clearance rack with several things on it, and off to the side was 3 big boxes stacked ontop of each other that said 50% off. The boxes were drinking glasses!! I bought 24 drinking glasses for $6.00 instead of the $12.00! I got 12 short glasses, and 12 tall glasses. The LOA is amazing! It amazes how I have manifested these things, yet I find myself on here, like tonight, asking questions about things, and how to manifest things, even though I have manifested things before.. DONT GIVE UP!! THE LOA works everytime!! I am living proof that it does!!!
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« on: June 08, 2012, 12:18:04 PM »
Hello, I was woundering if anyone has used bineaural beats and if you had any luck with them? I used this one on youtube for 10 mins that was made especially for love, and I pictured myself and my crush together sexually.. I must say that after the 10 mins of visualizing while listening to the beats with headphones, that I was tingly, and I felt light, and I felt like I was floating, hovering about 2 inches over my body. IS THAT NORMAL??!! It scared me, but I liked it at the same time!! Im hoping to use the remote seduction to get my crush.. we are both very attracted to each other! Also, I was woundering if you could use the binearual beats many times throughout the day? Or should I just use it once or twice for longer intervals?? Thank You so much everyone!!
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« on: June 08, 2012, 05:26:15 AM »
Hello everyone!! First may I send vibes to everyone of you wanting to manifest your desire!!! I must say that I have manifested several things.. I will write another post later as I am kind of in a hurry right now. I have manifested small things from unlocking my phone, to sales, all the way to attracting my ex boyfriend back twice!! My desire today has to do with a job. I lost my job 3 months ago and really want it back. I went up to my job and confided in someone there, someone who lived there, and told them that i didnt quit, that I got fired.. well they told administration how much they hated that i got fired.. so now im not even allowed back on the property!! So theres no way i can get my job back there!! I LOOOOOOOVED my job there!!! Can i manifest my job back there even tho im not allowed back on property?? Please anyone help me if you can.. i miss my job soooo much.. also, can anyone give me some advice on getting a job asap while i manifest getting my old job back?? Thanks so much and happy manifesting!!
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« on: June 04, 2012, 08:11:35 AM »
Hello everyone!! Boy do I have some stuff to catch all of you up on!! But first off, I would like to ask a question. I met a guy and hung out with a him a few times, and i REALLY like him. I truley feel like hes the one for me!! But he said he dosent feel a connection.. But something keeps telling me to keep persuing this guy. I have never in my life met anyone as sweet and nice as him!! Plus hes a meterologist and he chases tornados! He has really helped me overcome my fear of storms.. Is it possible to get this guy to give me a chance? He said im very attractive and the sweetest girl he ever met.. but this is bugging me. I want this guy so much, because I feel this sensation in me that feels hes the one!!! I have never wanted anyone this bad before.. not even my ex boyfriend who i posted about 6 months ago!! Is it possible to win this guy over?? If so, how?? I printed off a picture of him, and one of me, and than i made a heart, with a ring and stapled it together and dropped it into my magic creation box. I said "whatever is contained in this box-IS!" and i have let go.. never before in my life have i had this happen.. theres just this little voice that keeps telling me to keep going after to him, to NOT let up no matter what!! I believe that its the LOA telling me hes the one! Any suggestions on what to do??? Has anyone had any luck with the magic creation box, or other techniques? Thanks so much for all your help!!!
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« on: March 27, 2012, 01:54:21 AM »
Thanks for everyones responses!! Im really confused now.. i really like the new guy, and im thinking less and less about my ex... isnt this detachment and when they will come back???
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« on: March 24, 2012, 06:00:20 AM »
Okay, so heres whats been going on. I have been talking to this other guy, and hes GORGEOUS!! Hes very interested in me, a christian, and the same age as my ex.. i am really starting to like this guy, and im not really thinking about my ex anymore.. i want my ex back, but how can i manifest it when im excited about this new guy?? Isnt this sending the universe confusing signals??
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« on: March 21, 2012, 04:22:11 AM »
Thank you everyone for your advice!! I have actually been printing this thread out. I got 3 ring notebinders, and clear plastic sheets, and i print this stuff out, and put it in the plastic sheets and in the binders, and its so easy to just pull out the binder and read it for encouragement. Where can i find these stories of reuntiing back with your ex even with it seemed impossible?? Thank you guys!!
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« on: March 19, 2012, 06:37:16 AM »
Thank you guys!!!! awww!!! Oh i did do one thing though, and i replied back to him "No bad feelings. And I am seeing someone. Hes great! I spoil him. The way I used to you! Please dont respond, as it may be mean. Bye! " NOW im detaching!! That gives him the impression i have moved on.. and it may even drive him to think of who im with, and such... but i wont message him again.. pretty soon he will be messaging me.
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