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I asked the guy that I'm getting back into alignment with does he still think about me and he said from time to time,not gonna lie it stung a little bit but I decided to think a thought like,this boy knows he thinks about me all the time. I guess in a way it was me ignoring the current reality,was that the right thing to do ?
« on: November 12, 2012, 06:36:51 PM »
When it comes to signs and coincedences,when you decide whether its good or bad,are they responding to what your vibration is ? Like say if you're sad,depressed,etc say you get a sign and you take it as you should give up on the thing you're trying to get into alignment with,is it just what was shown to you because of the mood you were in ? Or if you've been in a good mood and you've let go and you get signs that you consider good ? I hope this makes sense.
I keep messing up,ugh ! He needs time and space but I caved in and sent him a text message this morning. I asked him was he ok and that a simple yes or no was good and he said yes,I replied back that I'm not trying to bug or smother him but that I just care,that's all and that I know he needs space and I love him enough to give him that. He never replied and I didn't text him anything else. I'm happy to give him the time and space he needs,I just want him to come back and for us to have a stronger,better relationship but I know the more I contact him,the more he'll go in the other direction. Then my mom is spewing out all this negativity about men and relationships too,its too much. I feel so low and lost.
This might be a long post but I guess this can be called purging lol. Ok,here it goes : I have issues with being insecure in relationships. In my past I've experienced being cheated on,guys who were all lovey dovey with me one day then would ignore me the next,guys who swore up and down that they would always be there for me but when I needed them they were nowhere to be found,etc. And I've become what they call a "bag lady" basically carrying all this stuff with me from relationship to relationship and I can admit that I've sabotaged some of them for a reason that prob won't make sense but it was because I was scared to get hurt again but at the same time I was scared of the relationship actually succeeding because I really don't know how to maintain one which is why most of my relationships never past the 6 mon. mark. I was constantly jealous,suspicious,clingy,needy and a bunch of negative things. Cont'd,pt. 2
So my best friend Travis asked me to be his girlfriend recently after not being single for a couple weeks after breaking up with his ex. Everything was great but shortly,I started feeling a little insecure and now he feels like he rushed into this relationship with me,he said that he wants to be with me and that he's not gonna talk to other girls but he just needs some time. Our conversation ended with me crying and basically being emotional,looking back on it,I don't like it at all. The thing is I DO wanna be with him but I want him to come to me about it,I want him to initiate everything. He is pretty damaged because of his past relationships but I've told him that I'm not any of his exes and I've tried to prove myself to him time and time again and I feel like its his turn to prove himself and fight for me cause I'm MOST DEFINITELY worth it. I've already made sure that he's the guy I want,I'm just not gonna baby him this time around. So what do I do now ?
In the situation with my best friend,he broke up with that crazy girl he was with and I was imagining him saying all these sweet and lovey dovey things and it would actually happen,it was great : ) but I was also detached so that's why I feel everything just flowed beautifully/perfectly. Fast forward to last week,my baby/best friend Travis got sick and he's not the nicest when he's sick lol and instead of giving him his space and chalking his moodiness up to being sick I took it personal. I bugged him,nagged him and even initiated one of those sickening relationship talks,he was distant and didn't return my calls or texts and I felt fearful,anxious just overall bad but I do take responsibility that I created this because I became doubtful. I feel a lot better now that I've gotten that out but my question is how do I get myself back on track ? Thanks you for reading,any advice is appreciated.
So whatever that happens to us whether good or bad,is because we're a vibrational match to it at the time. From what I've read that's how we attract things. Me and my best friend are in love with each other and want to be with each other but it hasn't happened yet ? Maybe its because when it comes to that we're not on the same vibration yet *shrugs shoulders* My question is : I know that its gonna happen but what should I do in the meantime ?
I'm still getting myself in alignment with the relationship I want with my best friend but honestly I feel a little sad,earlier this week I was a little snappy with everyone around me,including him (my best friend) and he kinda distanced himself from me and told me that since I'm a little snappy it has him thinking (as in having 2nd thoughts) I just wanna be positive regardless,I know he loves me and wants to be with me, I just get down and get to thinking will it ever happen. I just need positive vibes and reassurance
« on: August 19, 2012, 02:00:52 AM »
Ok, so yesterday I posted a question about keeping things to yourself while manifesting something and I went searching for topics that matched my situation but didn't so I'll just go ahead and let everything out.
I have a friend that I have feelings for, as a matter of fact I think I might love him. When I talk to him I get extreme butterflies even after all this time, we make each other laugh and can talk about anything with each other. Well, he's engaged and at times when we talk he says something about her and always calls her his fiance and it feels like my stomach drops every time he does, I admit that I have been jealous but I know there's no need to be because I'm not inferior to her at all. One night we were talking and he admitted to me that he almost called me baby and he tells me that he wants us to be friends for life, that he has love for me and wants for us to be by each other's side no matter what. I've already made sure that this is what I want and I've put it out there to the Universe that a happy,healthy, loving relationship with him is what I want, so what do I do now ? Another thing is that me and him are two hours apart from each other but I know that distance is nothing when it comes to the Universe. I know I have to be patient but the biggest thing for me now is to let go of resistance. I appreciate any advice given. Thanks,guys. And sorry if this was all over the place, I kinda typed it in a hurry lol.
« on: August 17, 2012, 10:08:01 PM »
Hi everybody, I haven't been on here in a while but I have a quick question,when manifesting something is it better to keep it to yourself instead of telling others ? I ask because with this thing that I'm manifesting now I've made it my business not to tell others (especially if they don't practice LOA) about what it is that I'm attracting because I want it to manifest quicker and I don't want or need negative opinions clouding my thoughts,so am I doing the right thing ? I think I am and it also feels right too lol.
Hi, guys. Well I had stopped calling and texting Travis for a while and I was ok. Yesterday he texted me asking me how close did I live to a certain town (cause I moved a a while ago) and I wasn't able to get to my phone at the time so when I saw that message he sent one saying Well nvm. Well later when I responded he responded saying : I was thinking about coming to see you but Im at my house now oh well. I said oh and said yep,sorry. And that really irked and annoyed me. And today I told him that I couldn't do things his way anymore. I can't just allow him to hit me up (that means contact me lol) any time that's convenient for him but he can't even treat me as the "friend" I'm supposed to be. Then I told him I would leave him alone. I don't feel like I did or said anything wrong but I do feel a tad bit down.
I've been doing my best to stay positive and be grateful but it just really feels like I'm faking it. I'm unhappy and I just feel like a zombie just existing and not really living,all this pressure on me is just making me more depressed and worried about the future. Something has gotta give cause if things don't get better I don't wanna live life anymore. Everyone I know would probably be better off without me anyway.
I just made a gratitude list for all the things I want to attract and the best way for me to detach is to forget about it completely so my question is should I hold onto the list or just rip it up and throw it away ? I'm leaning toward the second choice cause I know it'll help me to detach faster
Hey guys ! Well, things have gotten much better between me and my friend, Travis. Every time we talk now its always fun and relaxed. But today we had a conversation about him getting himself together and were we both bothered by it and we admitted that it did. He said that he wants to be with me but he has to do this and that he doesn't want me to wait for him. I agreed and said that I felt like this wasn't the time to try and start a relationship right now. But now my question is while we both are working on ourselves right now, what intention should I put out into the Universe that me and him get together ?
Oh yeah, this is from the other topic that I made about him :
Hi,you guys. I literally feel sick to my stomach today and have been for the past couple of days. The backstory is I've been friends with this guy named Travis for about a year now, we became friends while he was still with his ex and he helped me out a bad relationship I was in, fast forward to January, him and his ex broke up and I was there for him through everything, even when he was talking to some girl for a little bit but they stopped and around maybe February or March me and him started developing feelings for each other and we started talking. To make a long story short, I got clingy and attached very quick while he wanted to take it slow and I genuinely tried to take things slowly but sometimes he would just say the sweetest things and I would just spill my guts and be all lovey dovey,ugh, which I shouldn't have done. I should've stayed detached and focused on myself but of course I didn't. He's been going through some things lately, like his ex came and told him she was pregnant with his baby but turns out she was lying, his dad is cheating on his mom and is about to leave her and some other things and at the beginning of this he was kinda pulling away and I thought it was because he didn't want to deal with me anymore. He wasn't calling or texting me at all and started acting like an asshole, I was feeling like I was being taken for granted and began nagging and bitchin at him a lot, instead of being supportive and giving him his space. The other day we got into a HUGE argument, lots of cursing and mean words all around, he actually ended things but I humbled myself and asked him did he still want to be friends,he agreed to be friends. Last night he was on Oovoo with some other girl and it hurt me a little and he told me to get on but my wi-fi was acting up so I told him to call me instead, our conversations are always funny, long and good stuff like that but that one was cold and very awkward, he acted like he didn't even wanna talk to me and he said he wasn't in a talking mood so we got off the phone and I immediately start crying after I hang up. Its like he doesn't care anymore and I texted him this morning saying " Travis, do you wanna have anything to do with me anymore ? Yes or no. That's all I wanna know." But I got no response. I seriously feel sick. Is there any hope for this situation ?
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