Project TransformZ
Great News! We are very close to Launch "Project TransformZ". It will not be a Public Launch in the beginning but for only Project Team Members. We are looking for Passionate Members as Team , so if you want to be a Part of the Project Please Refer to below Link.
Click Here!!!
This section allows you to view all posts made by this member. Note that you can only see posts made in areas you currently have access to.
Topics - crimson
Pages: 1
1
« on: March 26, 2012, 02:09:09 AM »
No insane cyberbullies, trolls, or any negative types. This thread is for positive feedback for anybody interested in positive discussion. So all cyberbullies do everybody a favor, and leave this thread immediately!
I'm Indigo who has gone through much abuse from family and ignorant people in society in general. As such, I have had problems with finances, overeating, and moving forward with my purpose in general.
So my goal is to use LOA to bring about a better life with more positive people. Which includes getting in shape, getting my career as a solo-artist off the ground, including getting my YouTube running. I also do city design. Performing and city design are everything my entire life is about.
There are fake Indigos who know nothing about logic or real efforts for global change so they often try to inflict abuse on real Indigos trying to move forward and better our lives. So that is often something I have had to go through. Many times, I have reached out online for positive support, and have been targeted by abusive cyberbullies in return. Cyberbullies and fake Indigos don't belong in any place where people are interested in making positive efforts for their lives. I have already had to deal with their abuse and have my threads destroyed and closed here on this forum because of their trolling. So hopefully, trolls trying to start flame wars, or trying to destroy my thread and get it closed, won't be posting in this forum. Perhaps go elsewhere and get a life instead of trying to abuse those who are actually interested in working a on a better life for themselves. I consider working on a better life to be far more worthwhile than trying to destroy the lives of others through rampant abuse and cyberbullying. I prefer genuine people who are interested in genuine discussion about moving forward.
My current situation is having difficulty being productive, and doing good things. Mostly because of having to deal with cyberbullies all day. Also because of a situation of my family being total crabs. It is the goal of all negative types to prevent real Indigos from moving forward and creating a better world for all. Which is why nothing would make them happier than my threads getting destroyed and preventing those who are actually genuine and positive from providing feedback and support. So mostly been trying to figure out how to be productive despite all these ignorant nutcases around so that I can focus on the things that are important to me.
2
« on: March 26, 2012, 12:40:43 AM »
I have reported cyberbullies, and trolls for attempting to start flame wars and derailing in my thread? What is being done about them? Their abuse and negativity not fair to me or anybody on the internet or anybody seeking to improve their lives through loa. Their presence alone is a negative force. It would be better if they get their act together or leave. There should be rules that prevent them from harassment and abuse. And some form of action should be taken on them. Perhaps starting with warning, and if they persist, then other infractions.
Mariposa has already harassed me in the past, and has started up again with her abusive behavior after mods told me they would do something about her. What is being done about them?
3
« on: March 25, 2012, 11:56:21 PM »
Of course it's bad enough when you have to deal with abusive family. But attracting cyberbullies tends to be part of being an Indigo as well. Cyberbullies are unintelligent negative individuals who target victims that are seeking a better life, and trying to better themselves. Cyberbullies are rampant in many places online, and some of them are here. Pretending to be there to help out when all they're interested in energy feeding, abuse, and negativity. They're very presence is darkness and negativity which goes on all over the internet. They use methods of attacks, trolling, inciting flame wars, etc. And of course, lots of harassment. The ones who pretend to help out and acting like they're not trolling are the most dangerous. Maybe there is a way to attract them to leave. Nobody likes being harassed, so hopefully mods can at least do something.
4
« on: March 22, 2012, 09:11:01 PM »
When my brother was opening his restaurant like a decade ago, I encouraged it. Just like I do for everybody else that needs encouragement for what they're lives are about. The last time my brother emailed me was in February, 2009. After I responded to his email, he never responded back.
Here is one quote:
"the chances of someone winning the lottery are better than your chances of winning a Grammy."
On a side note, if anybody would like to see how certain parents talk to Indigo children, introducing, my dad:
"your mom is right, she said you are hopeless and i agree."
Anybody wondering why people in this world suffer from disorders, cutting themselves, overeating, depression, can't take action, etc. Look at what we have to deal with.
5
« on: February 04, 2012, 02:07:34 AM »
Never mind. Sorry. I posted a new thread, and it's fine. Thanks!
6
« on: February 03, 2012, 11:13:58 PM »
I want to try to take all the things I've been talking about, and condense it. The first thing I stated in my original thread about Cultural Rebirth was that I'm an Indigo. So before I go into any intricacies of what I'm working towards, it's generally about growing up knowing exactly what my purpose is, but spending my life outside of it. I noticed throughout my life alot of people around me as being unsure about what they want to do in their lives or what their place is in this world. And then converse with me presuming I too am going through the same thing. This includes multiple friends and family who I have known for years behaving completely oblivious to what my entire life revolves around. It also includes abusive people in general. Added with my financial situation, my food addiction, my low levels of health and energy, etc, all of this pretty much sums up what my vibration is attracting. Here is a quote from the very first post in my original thread: The problem is that I have done my best to stay the hell away from my fam and all those types of people. Yet it still affects me alot. I don't know why, and so I don't know what to do. The only thing I do know is that it's extremely debilitating. And so I've been suffering from alot of depression which indicates I'm perpetually creating my crippling circumstance of not producing or releasing anything. I end up overeating, not really making any money, and getting nothing accomplished each day. In regards to the pattern of injustice that has been persistent in my life, it's just another aspect of what I'm attracting that needs to change. Getting bullied. Then me being told I'm the one who is out of line. Me being singled out as the one doing what is uncalled for. Me being the one accused of picking on others. Threads getting closed for no reason, etc. Basically getting attacked, then being told I'm the who is the cause of it, and then getting extremely pissed off about all the injustice and BS. As well as frustrated about this happening to me all the time. Fortunately, it's another day, and another chance to get away from all that ignorance and stupidity that I'm attracting into my life. I know that I am happiest and vibrating best when I'm consistently performing. Waking up, taking care of myself, practicing, rehearsing, and performing consistently. Living and working in a really nice environment, surrounded by good genuine people, attracting more than enough funding, dedicated to my music career, website for city design, and YouTube channel. Abundance to me is living the purpose I know I was put here for. So what I have been learning is that in order to attract the life I've always wanted, I have to feel that level of happiness and vibration. While focus and visualization is important, my current efforts are geared more towards just getting into vibration. Trying to learn how to do that each day. I've been at it on and off for a very long time now. Like dedicated to working on my vibration, then falling off, forgetting about it, and being depressed. So I'm on it again, and this time reaching out online for positive support. Not really abandoning my entire life's work, but more like putting it aside while I focus more on just raising my vibrational levels, overcoming food addiction, and working on my fitness. Not worrying too much about my music career, YouTube channel, and all the other stuff. Just raising vibration to attract better health, people, and abundance.
7
« on: February 02, 2012, 11:56:22 PM »
If you are a cyberbully, trolll, and don't have anything constructive to say: KEEP OUT!
(Meaning go find another thread to post in or take your debates to because I'm not interested in anything you have to say.)
Everywhere I go in life and online, idiots like to come around talking trash. I'm an Indigo, and I talk about alot of personal things. And so it tends to be the exact type of thing bully/cyberbully types like to prey on. So how to attract actual intelligent people capable of intelligent discussion? Who are open minded, and constructive. I created a thread that was hikacked by trolls, then locked. Hopefully they will not post here. And hopefully actual helpful people who are real and have experience with law of attraction know how to raise vibration and frequencies so abusive types run the other way instead of appear out of the wood works.
The real word for them is invalidators. Their job is to feel better about themselves by invalidating others in any way they can. So what about like minded people who are all about attracting good things, and validating one another in encouraging ways? I think despite the dark forces, there are alot of good positive people here on the forum. This particular aspect in my life of attracting abusive people is by far nothing new. It is a daily thing. The insidious types will abuse you, and then try to convince you that you're misinterpreting them because you're dumb. So it's you're fault for misinterpreting nice behavior as abusive. However, it's just another way to invalidate you because the fact is, that is the only way they know how to communicate with others. Manipulative communication/invalidation is inherent in their programming. And they will not stop until you fall under their control.
I guess one of the most difficult things that prevent people from bettering themselves, and working towards raising vibration for a better life is when invalidators and such want to drain you. Thank you to all positive people. People who get what I'm saying. People who can see through them so you don't get affected by them. And for those who want to troll, go talk to yourself because nobody here intends to listen to your bs.
Basically, all I ask for is to be able to express myself, and the things I would like to accomplish in my life. And share with positive people who also want to better themselves. In an environment of respect and open mindedness.
8
« on: February 01, 2012, 01:24:50 AM »
Does anybody know about resources or forums for independent artists in the music industry?
1. I'm a lyricist, but I don't make beats. Where can I find beats that I can put vocals to, and sell with full rights to the completed song?
2. Once I have my own completed songs with full rights to sell them, where online can I put them so people can purchase?
3. How does Billboard collect data, and measure how to rate a song for their chart?
I want to do everything alone with no record label involved.
9
« on: January 30, 2012, 06:06:18 AM »
Maybe some people can give me some insight and advice as to what I'm doing wrong and how to overcome my resistance.
I am an Indigo. My career rout is solo-artist, and also trained in method acting. I'm also a city design innovator. I can sit here and talk about how much better I am than all the artists that are topping the charts. And how there is no competition for me in that domain. Yet I have been trying to get something recorded for years to no avail because of bad circumstances. I'm sure there are alot of artists who came from bad circumstances, and were able to release their music, and be successful. Yet I haven't been able to record even one song. I have been fortunate to do some work as an extra in movies, but have not been able to secure any real roles for acting or modeling. But really, my main focus is my music and my YouTube.
What I have been wanting to attract is:
1. Money for a place where I can live and work on producing and releasing songs consistently in a nice environment. Right now, I live in a room with a bathroom in somebody's house. The guy that lives in the room downstairs was harassing me for awhile, but my landlady was able to deal with it. Also, having a nice Car would be helpful. Right now, I drive a totally beat up jalopy. Honda CRZ would be my automobile of choice.
2. A computer, and audio stuff. I have a detailed list of everything I need for working on my music.
3. Video camera to make videos for my YouTube. I have a channel, but no videos.
4. Get in shape. Right now I'm about 40lbs overweight, and my skin isn't doing too well. I've been suffering from food addiction. Been going through aches and pains in my neck/upper back. I really want to get back into shape for acting and modeling. I want more than anything to just be free from food addiction, and much more devoted to taking care of my body. As opposed to eating junk and completely not exercising.
So what is the problem? My family has been an extremely poisonous influence on my life. My parents were very emotionally abusive. I had to leave home and live on the streets when I was in high school. I probably could have gotten into Harvard or one of these top schools with flying colors. And I'm sure there are all kinds of kids who came from similar circumstances, and were able to overcome their situation to make it into good schools. I'm not one of them. So I try as best I can to avoid my abusive parents and poisonous family. As well as other negative influences.
“Keep away from those who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you believe that you too can become great.” -Mark Twain
But the real problem is not that. The problem is that I have done my best to stay the hell away from my fam and all those types of people. Yet it still affects me alot. I don't know why, and so I don't know what to do. The only thing I do know is that it's extremely debilitating. And so I've been suffering from alot of depression which indicates I'm perpetually creating my crippling circumstance of not producing or releasing anything. I end up overeating, not really making any money, and getting nothing accomplished each day.
Sometimes I feel resentful about rich people that are able to afford to produce songs. Like I end up getting upset because they have the money to produce music, and can't sell anything for the life of them. All the while knowing that if I had the money to at least produce one song, I would have no problem out selling major label artists with my eyes closed hands tied behind my back. But because I'm poor, I'm not able to produce anything. I don't know how to break out of these thought patterns and just focus on pursuing my career and taking over the music industry. My past, being poor, and the "reality" in front of me is what I end up focusing on. And I don't know how to shift to more positive focus.
Being alone is another thing that often gets to me. Because of my self neglect, I tend to have low self esteem. Sometimes when I'm with girls, I don't think they'll be interested in me because I'm poor and overweight. Not to mention depressed and not very active in getting my life together. I know in my heart that I have a level of intelligence and abilities that all the money in the world couldn't buy. Yet it doesn't really make me feel much better.
I'd say that abundance to me is about: Consistently taking care of myself. Exercising. Eating right. Being happy. Producing and releasing my music. Consistently uploading vids on my YouTube dedicated to my music, acting skits, my philosophies, etc. Cultural rebirth, technology, world peace. Having lots of people in my life that care for and are interested in everything I'm about and everything I'm doing.
10
« on: January 29, 2012, 11:20:21 PM »
Call me Crimson. I have been working on law of attraction for a long time, and have been failing miserably. It's something I've been doing alone because I guess that is how my life has been. I joined an Indigo site awhile back that is supposedly a safe place for Indigos to go, grow, and thrive. I soon realized it was a cyberbully/troll fest. The last place that would be conducive to Indigos.
I'm here because I really don't think I can do it alone. I have been alone my whole life, and have been wanting to change alot of negative aspects in my experience. Hopefully, in an environment of people who are good at it, and helpful. I'm good at alot of things, and law of attraction is the most important thing that I feel I want to learn. With other students and teachers who are interested in the same thing.
Pages: 1
Disclaimer
All information on the forum are members personal tips, suggestions, advise and experiences, forum administrator or Moderators can not be held liable for any damage/misuse arising from the information/education shared the forum. You take your own necessary responsibility for your own actions.
Note: The Profile Deletion with posts more than 10 can not be done. It will not only Derank the forum on Search Engine (As those indexed posts will show 404 Error as - Page not Found) Moreover it will delete the associated posts of other users as well who replied on that Profile posts. It effects the whole Structure of the Forum.
|
Suggestions Please?
Registration
|
Show Posts
