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« on: April 24, 2013, 09:34:19 PM »
What's it all about MB. Is it holograms, parallel realities or co creating souls that all have free will?
Last night I was getting ready to go out.
I have been feeling fat lately so trying to dress up and feel good is an issue!! I guess a few of us know the feeling right?
Well, I was putting on outfit after outfit and I felt awful, I felt fat and ugly and nothing would look good.
Then I decided to create an emotional grid that would allow me to know what clothes would make me feel good. I started consciously focus on my wellbeing and feeling good ( generally as soon as I give up feeling bad, I start to feel good).
I stayed in that space allowing myself to feel happier and happier. Until a thought came into my head of what I wanted to wear. I put on the outfit and it felt good!!
Then I sat and did some work on my subconscious beliefs around being fat. When I felt clear of them I looked in the mirror and felt GREAT!
While I was out a saw a close friend of mine and the first thing he said to me was, "You look gorgeous! You've lost weight" HAha. Technically I hadn't but it's all perception you see!!
Just wanted to share!
Yesterday I had cool experience.
I had been talking to a friend about my band and making music, I confessed to her that I had a big block around success with my music. Becasue I didn't get encouragement when I was younger, in fact I got flat out discouragement from my parents when I first joined a band. They told that I couldn't sing and I was embarrassing myself...
Anyway, as usual I ignored them.
But while I was talking to my friend I realised that I had always played it safe with music and never wanted to admit to myself that it was anything but "a bit of fun". I realised I was scared that if I admitted that I wanted to be successful that I would be cut down by people saying, "You can't do that, you're no good at it, who do you think you are?"
So I openly admitted to my friend that I would LOVE to be successful and we had this really cool talk about that and I felt really good about allowing it.
Anyway went to band practice and first I got told that there is a (small) label that is interested in signing us if they like our new album because they really liked our last one.
Also our drummer works in a record store was telling us about a guy who came into the store that afternoon just to buy our album. WHen he took it to the counter he was gushing about how good this band is, how much he loved us!!! Our drummer had to sheepishly say "yeah, I'm in that band" haha.
The guy went on to say how he had seen us play a year ago and the my voice was amazing and the songs were beautiful and so on.
Wow, talk about filling in the grid!!.
Just and awesome manifestation and a great reminder never to let your limiting beliefs stop you from getting what you want!
Yaaaay!! Thank You!!!
« on: December 21, 2012, 12:19:37 PM »
So I was just driving along and I was thinking about something I had heard Abraham say, in the context of someone asking about attracting a new relationship....
Abraham said that our inner being KNOWS where our lover is. It knows what we want, where they are and the quickest route to them.
Immediately after thinking this and yet again giving up my desire to my inner being I looked up and there was a massive billboard in front of me that read, "WE DON'T NEED A MAP"
HAHAHAHAAAA! I laughed so hard.
I drive down this street from work and the sign hadn't been there two days ago.
This advice goes for everything you want guys!!! THEY KNOW... LET GO!!
Thank you Universe, love your work!
Last night I was watching a movie.
It turned out that the lead character's name was the same as D's name (the guy I love but had given up on)
and at one point in the movie the guy says to the girl he likes, "Will you spend the day with me?"
Which is exactly what D said to me the night we met!!
(we had been up all night, the sun was coming up and he asked me to cancel my plans and spend the day with him).
I kind of stopped and went WTF at that point. And now I have found myself full blown wanting D again.
Ahhhh, and I thought I was doing so well!
Anyone else ever had that? Watching a movie and it reflected your life back to you?
One thing I hear over and over again from Abraham is- you don't have to DO anything to manifest your desires, just stop doing that thing you do that keeps it away from you.
Usually that thing we do is stress out, get tense, worry, over think, over analyse. How many of us are not guilty of that? Not many I suspect.
(I am very guilty of it!)
I have been on the LOA journey for a while but in a more focused way over the past year.
What I have discovered is the MOST important thing is to RELAX.
If you're stressed and worried, you are not trusting the Universe.
If you are begging and pleading you are not trusting the Universe.
If you are feeling desperate, you are not trusting.
You have to get from that place of wanting to a calm place of certainty that everything you desire is coming to you now.
I think we have made it all too hard and people come up with new techniques in order to sell more books. But they are not necessary! (IMHO)
I think as soon as you think of a desire- you have asked.
Then relax, be open to opportunities and intuitions- and act on them. And of course always be grateful.
And most of all chill out. It's all there for you.
I've been inspired by FindDivneTogether to start my own thread mapping my own successes so I can see how far I have come and see where I am going. I feel sometimes I forget that things are changing bit by bit. And I know it's all on it's way even if it's hard to see. So here is my road map of success!!
I have three goals right now. I may add to or change these as I go (coz that's life huh?)
1. My career.
Currently full time primary teaching. The plan is to work part time teaching kids and part time doing things I love with the aim of making great money from it. Those things include. Adult art classes, reiki practitioner and exhibiting artist.
2. My music.
Probably could go under the career heading but it deserves it's own place. I am already in a band and I'm a singer songwriter. I'm hazy about this goal, I just want it to be successful. A bit too scared to define what that means I think. But people knowing us, selling cds and heaps more touring would be great. Maybe high rotation on the popular national radio station and an over seas tour YEAH!
3. A great, rock my world, knock my socks off relationship.
This is the last time I am going to tell this story... but I have been single for nearly 10 years and enough is enough! It's time for the new chapter.
I have eyes and heart for D, but I am completely open to someone new turning up. Come on Universe surprise me!!!
So these are my goals. YEAH!!! I have lots of evidence of these things manifesting...
I will map everything that has happened in the last year below.
After my dog was very sick I felt a bit down for a couple of days (he means the world to me!!). He is on the mend, but I knew I had to consciously raise my vibes because I was still feeling a bit flat last night.
I did a meditation and focused on myself. Thinking loving thoughts and being really present in my own being.. Not thinking of anyone or anything outside of myself. I felt very centred and strong again.
Later I had a shower and of course singing away, because I felt good. Always sing in the shower when I feel good!!
Later my housemate came to me and said "I have a proposition for you" and explained that he was starting a new band, (a cover band, but of music I really like to sing, like the songs I sing in the shower) He asked if I would be interested in being the female vocalist in the band. COOOOOOL!!
I kinda was always against cover bands when I was younger, not so young anymore and less caring about being cool. hahaaa!! He said there's lots of money in it if I'm interested. I said I was, and he will now put it to the other guys and get back to me for confirmation. By the way there are already gigs booked for next year even thought the band doesn't exist yet!!!!
I was just thinking about how I have given my notice to my school to drop 2 days a week in order to pursue my passions. It seems to me making space for more of the things you love brings you more opportunities to do the things you love. Well of course it does right???
OK the other interesting thing about this is that the drummer who will be in this band is already the drummer in D's band, so THAT"S an interesting thing huh???
NOt all confirmed yet, but I'll see how it goes.
I just listened to this lovely music that ILR posted in the chat box...
And when I listened to the first one I had an overwhelming sense of love for someone who I have just met let's call him L. (The guy who looks and reminds me so much of my love D, who said "looks like this is that start of a beautiful relationship" in reference to our two bands) in my minds eye I saw him with me, felt him here and I started laughing and felt that he was here laughing with me. It was very strong and lovely.
Then I played part 2. This time I started missing D sooo intensely. I have not allowed myself to 'miss' him because that would mean that he was apart from me. But I couldn't help it so I let it flow and cried.
I feel better now, like emotions that have pent up have been released. I don't know what it's all about...
I have been having an amazing time of growth and awareness, and it's been such a rocky path I can tell you.
So many lessons are learned through hardship...
I am currently off work for the rest of the week because I have a virus. But I am feeling better today and am starting to use the time to sort stuff out. Anyway I signed up for a healthy eating plan because my weight had been creeping up and up from the beginning of this year, and I needed some positive action!!
I have started diets over and over but I don't stick to them for even a day. I am showing myself a complete lack of respect.
One of the things this plan asks you to do is get into a bikini and take photos of yourself from all sides... and OH MY GOD I have shocked myself, didn't realise it was as bad as it is... so I have had a wake up call.
I have not been looking after myself AT ALL. Which means I am not loving myself.
So I have made a decision.
After all these years of looking for a relationship and love. I am going to stop!! I am dedicating the rest of this year to transforming myself into the woman I want to be.
I focus a lot of my attention on my spiritual development but I have neglected my physical health and well-being almost completely.
I am asking God and the Universe to support my in my journey to health, strength and beauty.
I also ask to become aware of anything that is blocking me from losing the weight and self sabotage.
I am truly thankful for my body, I do need to do a little bit of work towards loving it right now (not feeling the love) but I am grateful for this wake up call.
Just so you know, I didn't put this in the weight loss section, becasue I don't think the issue is really about weight it is actual just about loving yourself and doing what is most loving in any given moment.
I invite anyone who is wanting to take the journey to self love and reaching full potential to join me. x
Wow, this might not mean anything but the symbol was so repediative I wonder if anyone has any input...
Yesterday I was giving a lesson in my art room when one of the kids got bitten by a spider! He said he had seen it a brushed it off him after it bit him, I couldn't find the spider to find out what type it was so I just kept checking the bite to see if it swelled up or not, which it didn't so it was a non toxic bite.
Later in the day with a different group of kids on one of them saw a little spider crawling along a desk, so I killed it. I don't particularly like killing spiders, but kids and spiders don't mix right?
Anyway, went to my parents house for dinner and my two nieces came running in because they were playing outside and they saw a red-back... so I had to go kill that one too, I have no problems killing red-backs, nasty things.
Anyway, I got home from my parents and there was a huge huntsman on the front door!! Ewww, I tried to quickly get in the door without it getting on me or coming inside, unfortunately I saw it run into the door frame and I'm sure as I closed the door it would have been squished. Felt bad about that one.
Anyway had a lot of dreams last night (I had tried a technique that helps you remember them and it worked) the whole dream was very significant and it also included me killing yet another spider!! hmmm.
Just to clarify something when I was a teenager I used to hallucinate that spiders were all over my bedroom, this happened so many times where I would be out of bed and wiping them off the walls trying to find a light switch.
I have always considered them symbolic for me, I think representing change, but I don't know if having to kill them is so good. hmmm.
« on: September 02, 2012, 06:49:09 AM »
I just want some of your thoughts on this.
For most little things that I am not emotionally attached to I am a very fast manifester, but I am realising this is working for negative things too.
Abraham has explained many times that when things start picking up you've got to go easy because when you are going 100 miles and hour and hit a tree it's much worse than if you are going 5 miles an hour and hit a tree. This is what I've been experiencing.
Three times in a week I have felt the consequences of my impatience.
Last weekend I was trying to drive out of an underground car park, I was at the boom gate but there were two cars still sitting on the other side of it waiting to turn onto the road so I waited before putting my ticket in, I was getting impatient, then when they finally cleared and I put my ticket in the boom gate would not go up! I got more frustrated and impatient and didn't know what to do, I couldn't get out without my ticket. I got out of my car to talk to the guy at information. As I did the people in the lane next to me were leaving and I was so caught up and frustrated the boom gate came down ON MY FACE!! It hurt so much, seriously, I was in tears!! I finally get out of the car park but I was so upset, because I had just been reading a book over lunch called 'gifts grace and guidance' and had been mulling it over in my head just before this incident.
Then a couple of nights ago cooking dinner I was trying to do it fast I opened top cupboards to get out what I needed but was in too much of a rush and thoughtless and didn't close the cupboard then bent down to get something out of the low cupboard and when i stood up I cracked the top of my head on the cupboard door.. and it hurt so much too, tears of pain again and an egg came up in my head.
Then last night trying to quickly do the dishes and I was going so fast I didn't watch where I put a cup and it fell and smashed on the ground. (glad this one didn't hurt)
My point is, I think the Universe is saying slow down and pay attention.
I know I am getting impatient about my relationship situation. And even though the guidence I get says everything is fine, give it time. It seems impatience is a problem. I think it was my impatience that set me back in this area too. hmmmm.
Anyway I'm just rambling to try and figure out where I'm at.
Ok, so I realised that my current lesson is how to say no and not feel completely shit about it. In other words looking after myself.
You may have read my post last night about the guy I dated a year ago, who I have not seen since, who asked me out for a drink and when I said sure (which I did because I would feel bad if I said no. )
Then asked me if he could come over to my house for a bath for an hour or so! hahaa!!
Well, the whole thing threw me completely out of alignment, I felt disrespected (again). And the expression give and inch and they'll take a mile came into my mind.
I didn't answer at the time, because I didn't know how to say no. I know that might sound weird to some.
Well anyway at lunchtime today I decided to send a message to say I was too tired to go out for a drink, (I really, really didn't want to see him now). I just decided to completely ignore the bath request, because it was just too weird.
Anyway he wrote back saying " oh no, but I bought us 2 tix to see a band tonight" Again, I thought.. What the freaking hell? He didn't ask me if I wanted to see that band, or any band, anyway!
So again, felt disrespected. I still feel completely wound up about this.. Actually disproportionately so I guess.
I wrote back and said I wouldn't have wanted to go see That band anyway. Which is not something the old me would have said, I would have tried to be more polite about it, but I can't seem to bring myself to be polite anymore.
Anyway one of my workmates said, I think your lesson here is learning to say no and setting your boundries. Which I think is right, but I will take it a step further and say it's learning to say no, setting boundries and feeling okay about it... I'm not there yet.
I need to be more selfish, as Abraham puts it.
And to stop pushing against that which I don't want.
I am still thinking about it and wound up about it, so I obviously have not stopped pushing against it yet.
Going to listen to this a few times
Yesterday I was at the shopping centre and I was stopping to get some lunch from a small Japanese food place, it has tables inside but also a few on the edge of the shop out in the mall. I ordered and paid for my food but noticed all the tables inside were taken so I sat at a table out on one of the edge tables but I wasn't comfortable there, with people walking past me constantly, it was far too open for my liking.
I looked at the tables inside and there was a couple sitting at a cosy table in the corner and I thought. Those two are going to leave just as my food arrives and I will take that table.
Well, about 5 minutes later the guy came out with my food and at the very same moment the couple got up from the table and left. I picked up my food and went in and sat at their table. Not even shocked that I had gotten exactly what I wanted.
I am the master of my world. Haha.
Every year the music industry in my city have a song contest. Not one of those naff song contests, winning it gives you credibility as a song writer as well as cash and opportunities to be seen and heard.
I've entered this contest many times over the years and I never got a look in. The winner is always someone who is already doing pretty well for themselves.
But this year, I plan on winning it!!!!
Would love your positive vibes and encouragement.
I am actually very lazy manifestor, I don't write anything down or say affirmations, I tend to think of things and let them go, but for this I'm going to be more active.
I am already grateful for my band and the small successes we have had.
The successes so far
- recorded and released our CD
- Amazing review of our CD launch, our band being described as Perth's best kept secret.
- CD was feature album of the week on local independent radio station
- Lots and lots of air play play from that station
- CD nominated and selected for national radio initiative and sent and promoted to 50 stations around the country
- Those stations are now playing the CD
- Organising tour to Melbourne
- People have been supportive and go out of their way to help us
For all of this I am so grateful!!! And it's all been so much fun.
Winning this competition would really be amazing, and a big step in our bands career, plus a big dream come true for me... wish me luck!!!!
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