1. How can I Keep my mood up if I'm used to disappointment coming into my life even when being positive that something that I want will happen? Its just that I have a hard time keeping confidence in want I want if I can't always have it.
2. A day ago, I wrote what I want on a peice of paper, made a prayer of intention, folded it, and threw it away feeling that this sealed what I wanted with the universe. So what should I do when I wait for my manifestations to come into reality? I keep getting conflicting ideas on what to do.
One of them is to visualize what you want (its hard to visualize something you're not attached to), and another was to forget about what you want and be happy? Um the problem with just being happy is that is what I been doing for years on and off. Expect something to happen, get in a good mood about it, and nothing happens most of the time.
I'm confused about LOA.