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Law of Attraction for Relationship / Re: Group Prayer/Intention to help heal someone of a terminal illness« on: December 29, 2010, 12:40:13 AM »
Law of Attraction for Relationship / Group Prayer/Intention to help heal someone of a terminal illness« on: December 29, 2010, 12:21:06 AM »
Someone has come back into my life. Yes.......
.....however, at this stage, I need your help. I want to organize a group/mass prayer or intention for the healing of a specific person who is in a life/death situation. How do I go about it over here on this forum? All of you have tons of humanity and love in you, and I am down on my knees in front of you all, to join me at a particular time and day to send out a mass intention/prayer for the healing of the person I speak of. This person has to self-heal as the healer is always the person who is to be healed. But they say that a group/mass intention amplifies the effort.
Do you want to play a part in helping save a precious life? Please join me and suggest time and date. Amazing people like Brain Guzman on here, who is miraculous at distant energy healing, and others who have ANY expertise in something of the sort, I need you all to chip in. Take away everything I have, I will give anyone ANYTHING that I can and have. Just somehow help this person heal of what ails them. Death is not pretty.....
Please do not ask me for the name of this person as I cannot do that on a public forum. Needless to say, this person is invaluable to me. And if I have touched your life in ANY positive way ever, please help me out this one time.
If someone knows of a healer who can do miracle healing, within the North American continent, please let me know. Maybe we can take a trip there too. I will leave no stone unturned to help heal this person.
Will you all help me?
« on: November 27, 2010, 09:46:22 AM »
Yeah right!!!!!!! Typical answer that was expected......there is no such thing as a pure free will.
« on: November 27, 2010, 08:55:59 AM »
Personally, I am not a parent, but I hear the greatest love stories when talking to parents who have given everything to their children. Through good and bad.
Chris, this kind of devoted love is exactly how I have loved Rosie, for over two years of my life. Not to say I was paternalistic (although at times I had to, so I could guide her away from doing things that were damaging to her), but that the devotion and unconditionality that I had in my love for her and perhaps still do (although I am so fucking unfortunate that I cannot show it to her anymore) is simply never going to end.
Today is the second anniversary of her telling me she loved me, and I took a few days to reciprocate back then. I am at my lowest of lows in life, and do not understand how a guy like me who has achieved whatever he truly desired, including rosie in the past, is simply failing to bring her back into my life. Its the ONLY thing that I am still struggling with. My approach and love have not changed - they are the same as when she DID come back. What is different this time is beyond my comprehension. And everyone says she is not good for me, that I should move on...blah blah blah....NO ONE has given me ANY hope...only discouragement. And then I come here and I get feedback that I MUST have faith. HOW can I have faith when I have no reason to? I HAD faith, but it wasn't blind. Now I am supposed to fire a 'shot in the dark', to use Ozzy Osbourne's song title.
It makes me wonder if there is truly no absolute and enforceable standard of morality and ethics. Makes me question even my own self that perhaps my love is not pure and good enough..............
« on: November 27, 2010, 01:38:04 AM »
@upLOAding: Then from a certain point of view, you are siding with relativism as a concept, because if it all depends on how we perceive things or what we believe, even about the functioning of the mind or how LoA works, then yes, everything is relative. But then you also very intelligently threw in the term 'LoA above all', which seems to suggest that the law itself is beyond reproach or is an ABSOLUTE, irrefutable concept. Am I correct in assuming that?
If LoA can be irrefutable or absolute, then by that very same logic, everything else is also absolute, because an absolute concept will not act arbitrarily. For any principle to work, that principle MUST assume something to be a certain specific/absolute way for you. And in doing that, there is a value, a meaning, and a label that the law itself attaches to it. And as soon as it happens, that thing becomes an absolute entity. Since LoA is by nature supposed to encompass everything and everyone, ALL can be assigned absolute statuses and labels, which are only as valid as the observer, to use the concepts in the Uncertainty Principle.
My point is that even absolutism does not escape relativism. Perhaps at a very very profound and unfathomable level, things are absolute, for example, the existence of divinity/God, but that is the ONLY thing that I can with utmost certainty say is absolute (even according to LoA). And that then means that even the concept of LOVE is conditional/transitional/evolving.
Man.........this is taking me into a whole new realm of crazy weird ass shit that I dont wanna go into. I might end up wanting to set the world on fire .............
About me never again................I meant that I WONT EVER HAVE A RELATIONSHIP AND LET IT BREAK UP. I WILL MAKE IT WORK NO MATTER WHAT, BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN.
« on: November 27, 2010, 01:01:41 AM »
There are many examples of such songs that loa talks about in her posts. I dont listen to them and avoid them at all costs, because they remind me of happy times with Rosie. I avoid them like the plague.
But let me put this out there - what is the difference between what we experience outside of us and what actually happens outside of us? I think there is a difference. And the difference lies in our perception/belief. The issue with this is that we actually do NOT have free will. No entity with reason actually has ever had free will. All we have is a choice. And choice and free will are two very separate things. I know most will disagree with me on here, but bear with me.
Free will means doing what ever we WANT on a conscious level. Funny thing is that a majority of our thoughts AND our resultant actions are NOT based on conscious choice, even we WANT to believe that. We are not even in control of our thoughts when left to our own devices. You CAN choose to think a particular thought, but you CANNT predict your next thought. The ONLY way you can know what your next thought will be, is to actually deliberately THINK it first. But herein lies the beauty and serenity of surrender to the divine God - YOU are not thinking your thought. If you are, WHO is observing you thinking your thought? Does it make sense? What is your next thought RIGHT NOW? You dont know, unless and until you think it. Thoughts actually rise in the conscious mind, but they are almost ALWAYS filtered through beliefs and perceptions. So as much as we try and try we will, to exert a thought, a conscious idea, it is ALWAYS tainted through the subconscious filters of perception based on our beliefs. Nothing is absolutely right or wrong, but it is our perception of it, based on our beliefs and perceptions that labels things or puts them in compartments of good/bad, right/wrong, ugly/beautiful, etc.. So in essence, our FREE will is not actually completely free at all - it is always subservient to our beliefs and perceptions. Why? You might ask. The answer is simple: We experience our world through our 5 senses. The 5 senses are controlled, NOT by our conscious mind but only by the subconscious. All motor functions are governed and controlled by subconscious. What we call free will, is nothing but an obedient compliance to our subconscious beliefs, and since the actions take place in the conscious world/mind that is not communicating with the subconscious, we are illusioned into thinking that we act out of free will.
My definition of thinking: Thinking is an 'operative' skill of using intelligence (recall)/knowledge (memory) acting on/interacting with experience/observation through the 5 senses.
It is evident that thinking is nothing but your conscious mind processing what your subconscious observed through the filter of perception. A thought or the idea or concept of it, is BORN in the subconscious, but it becomes KNOWN to US only AFTER its birth.
Now to the concept of CHOICE that I talk about. Choice is simply a conscious decision to either act on what our perception dictates or to act on inspiration. But the problem is that when our subconscious is cluttered with garbage perceptions, there is little room for inspiration to become the choice to act on. That's why people struggle with inspired action, because they are hardly inspired unless they have cleared their garbage.
People in my opinion break up due to their own beliefs about things that they choose to see through the filter of their own perceptions that may or may not be shared by the other. Garbage thoughts result in garbage decisions, whether to break up or stay together. I NOW believe that we can make ANY relationship work. Those who dont believe, break up. I WONT!! EVER!! AGAIN!!
My 2 cents........
« on: November 24, 2010, 09:22:50 AM »
NOTHING, and I mean NOTHING in nature survives for even a second beyond its worth, if it is useless and not needed, or does not serve a worthy purpose. That's what I believe to the be law of existence. If one is alive, there is WORTH in one. There is value and purpose in that LIFE to continue (somewhere in there, I think I might be revealing that I am not completely pro-choice....I do believe there is divine wisdom in bringing a life in this world, but that is my belief, nothing more).
And David, you're absolutely right on the money. Kudos to you, buddy. I take my hat off to the way you articulated your thoughts about the kids..........one day, yes...........one day they will manifest. You touched my heart......take it as a compliment coming from a father.
« on: November 24, 2010, 09:13:46 AM »
According to ho'oponopono, we dont really have free will. All we have is a choice. It somehow makes a distinction between the two. Free will assumes doing whatever we choose out of our own volition. Ho'oponopono assumes that our 'free will' is subservient to our memories/programming/limiting beliefs, etc.., so in essence, our free will is not so free after all. It essentially moves forward from it, claiming that we STILL have a choice to make. And the choice is to either succumb to whatever we have playing in the background, OR clean the garbage up by surrendering to the divine (God, source, whatever), and letting the divine help us in knowing for a fact what is truly BEST for us.
Note that it is not claiming that we dont know what is best for us. In fact, it is confirming that what we believe is best for us, IS BEST FOR US, but only in the light of what we believe. If we have limiting beliefs, we will choose what satisfies those beliefs in the BEST way. So if you are in an unhealthy state of mind and you choose a certain person to be in your life (even if you do not know youre in an unhealthy state of mind), that person is BEST for you under the circumstances. Yet, once you truly align yourself to source, the limiting beliefs wash away, and you just MIGHT discover that the BEST was not really the best. And that is the point to which ho'oponopono is geared to take you. It is supposed to clear your subconscious of the memories/limiting beliefs, so you live your life not from memory but from inspiration.
If anyone wants detailed videos and audios on this whole thing, I have tons of stuff on me now. I have the audio courses as well as videos of Dr. Hew Len and Joe Vitale. They go in great detail as to the theory and application of the process.
This is my current understanding. That's all.
« on: November 20, 2010, 04:58:05 AM »
Just out of curiosity.........how much time out of your waking hours are you generally spending on the computer, especially on the forum? How much are you spending with your kids? Are they getting ALL the love they need in their life from you?
« on: November 19, 2010, 10:17:05 PM »
On a very subconscious level, you are not seeking drama, conflict and problems. You are seeking to satisfy the needs of certainty, uncertainty and significance. Yet, when your subconscious is filled with beliefs that you are unable to satisfy these needs via healthy and more empowering ways, it will automatically nudge you into avenues that get those needs met, even when they are of a lower quality, because it is the easiest thing to do - stay in a rut and deal with the familiar ways.
Perhaps you may want to clear your beliefs that are causing this. You really cannot identify all those beliefs, because there could be millions of them and it would take a few lifetimes to get rid of them all one by one. What you can do however, is to use a clearing technique like Ho'oponopono, lump them all together and start getting rid of them.
It really helps if you believe in God or a higher more powerful entity. Ask that power to help you. Please do read my thread on Ho'oponopono. It might help you in some way. Those blocks or limitations are causing you to both create and see your situation in a certain way.
And you do need to do something about your anger. I cannot imagine how much of it you have in you. Seems quite a lot.
« on: November 19, 2010, 09:27:27 PM »
@mergirl: BEING JUDGMENTAL IS A NECESSARY PART OF LIFE, BOTH FOR SURVIVAL AND FOR GROWTH. Every word that you wrote is a judgment. Even the statement about forgiveness being a case of feeling superior is a judgment. When you say that saying sorry is a judgment that you are inferior to/beneath someone, IS A JUDGMENT. You simply cannot escape judgment. And this too, is a judgment, lol.
First off, ho'oponopono is NOT about forgiving or asking for forgiveness from another person. The technique is guided towards God/Source. It is simply an acknowledgment of the greatness of that entity. And yes, you can do away with whatever you dont want to say. It really doesn't make any difference. Dr. De Martini may think one way. See, people who cry out against racism are usually racist in their own minds. It ALWAYS takes one to know one. If he thinks forgiveness signals superiority or inferiority, then he is of the mindset that believes in creating boundaries and limits to what is and isn't acceptable behavior. So what if I said sorry? So what if I asked for forgiveness? It is NOT about you. For once, forgiveness and sorry about the acknowledgment of another person's spirit and existence, that IF that person is hurt in some way due to YOUR actions, dont you have the humility to even admit that you did something that caused them pain?
You know what? Take it to the extreme. Imagine a world where NO ONE says sorry, and NO ONE asks for forgiveness. I can guarantee there will be 6 billion + people walking the earth with a huge chip on their shoulders. You want that, then go right ahead. You want negative energies of others? Be that way......
This seems like an extreme case of moral relativism to me........if there is love, there is an automatic forgiveness component in there. With love comes humility, and a sorry is part of humility. These are mere words uttered to have a feeling inside of you. Probably you have this above/beneath thing in your own psyche and it has no reality beyond what you believe. To each their own..........
« on: November 19, 2010, 12:23:14 PM »
Im sorry for your situation the way it is but it seems you are perpetuating it. I see your finger pointed outward towards others in every situation. And herein lies the conundrum. THEY are the ones doing it to you. THEY are the ones causing you trouble. Yet, THEY are beyond your control.
Reverse it now. YOU are the one allowing it to happen to you. YOU are the one being troubled. Yet, YOU are also the one who is WITHIN your control.
Who are you choosing to focus on........you or them? It seems to me that it may be a case of ME AGAINST THE REST OF THE WORLD for you. Is that a fair assessment? Do you feel like that? If you do, take heart.........you're not alone. But you're also the one responsible to end this war.
First of all..........TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR WHAT YOURE EXPERIENCING. Responsibility simply means 'response - ability' - having the ability to respond. And you do have that, in an effective manner.
You may want to identify what NEEDS each of these people are satisfying for you. In case of your mum, I can clearly see she is feeding your need for certainty, uncertainty and significance. All three stem from ego. And all three are being satisfied in a low-quality way. Do you know why? Because YOU are not able to find empowering ways to satisfy them. Your need for certainty is of security and safety, which you have less of. So you are unconsciously looking for ANY which way that you can have some sort of certainty in your life, even if it is the certainty of knowing that your mum WILL behave a certain negative way or that your community will shit on you, etc.. Do you see how that comes into play? It is all stemming from your beliefs about yourself and life in general.
For uncertainty, you see yourself surrounded by new drama every day. That is the excitement, the thrill, the unexpected soap opera happening around you that gives you the rush in a negative way and you dont even know it.
Significance may be playing out by you feeling important enough by others to put you down. If NO ONE cared for you, threw you in a corner and left you to rot, you would be devastated. What does a child do when you ignore her? She screams to get your attention. Same with you right now. You may not realize it, but maybe you LIKE to be noticed for how you are, what you say and what you stand for and if people dont notice it or appreciate it, you get angry, ornery and upset. And then you might lash out to get attention. We all do that. And we do that because we experienced rejection thru the hands of those who were not supposed to reject us. But fuck the past!! Its dead and buried and is just a story. There is no power in it anymore. Its a thought and you're giving it your power.
.........I should take my own advice sometimes..........my verbal diarrhea needs to be constipated now. Its not my place as it is, to pass judgment on you. I have nothing more to say since I might end up saying words that sting. I never said things to hurt the one I loved the most......why would I do that to a complete stranger like you who I have no attachment to........so now, I shut up and let others add in.
« on: November 19, 2010, 12:00:23 PM »
Study the 6 human needs that are the basis of all human desire. At least three of them are ego-centric and the other three are/could be true self-motivated
1. Certainty - safety, security
2. Uncertainty - thrill, drama, scandal, excitement, adventure
3. Significance - feeling worthy, important, significant
4. Love/connection - feeling loved, connected, a sense of belonging
5. Growth - experiencing improvement, change for the better
6. Contribution - making a difference
If there is anything or anyone that satisfies any three or more of the above needs, you will be addicted to that thing or person. It doesn't have to be all positive though....even a low quality way of being abused will satisfy the need of feeling significant and give the certainty of knowing the outcome of abuse. A lot many of us choose to settle for low-quality ways of satisfying these needs and therefore attract experiences and people who do that, albeit in a less-than-desirable way, simply because it is easier and familiar territory.
Think about it............
« on: November 19, 2010, 11:31:33 AM »
People are trying to get a reaction out of you. And you are giving them exactly what they want. Are you now able to see the common factor? It is always always always YOU. YOU are the ONLY real common factor between all your problems. Ever wondered why? I feel it is because there is something in YOU that is inviting certain behaviors of others. If you see, there is a pattern here. Can anyone else also see that? Or am I too fucked up in the head to see it differently?
Im not chastising you. I'm merely pointing out an observation that perhaps YOU are causing this all to evolve in an undesirable way. Have you EVER in your life looked down upon people who live all their lives on welfare/social services? What do you think of people who are very rich? Do you like the idea of being a pariah........does it fascinate you in any way? What was YOUR reasoning to move to such a small community? What is your hobby or passion? Does it involve working with others or does it involve doing something on your own? I can see some patterns here.........
Maybe we can thrash this out........
PS: I am inclined to see your 88 yr young mom as your 4th child and nothing more or less......
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