I have a really important question about being a creator of our own reality or a creator of EVERYTHING.
So I know in LOA and quantum physics everything one experiences in their live is created from within however I have been finding gaps with this theory. Two good examples I have are: Firstly, I was driving and I saw all these cars and practising Loa I started thinking that these car exist because something within me manifested all them. But then I thought I never spend my days consciously thinking of the types of cars I will see when I go driving and as I have no interest in cars in general I am cant even believe for a second that my subconscious was thinking of all these cars that I spotted on my drive.
Secondly, there are people on this forum that I talk to and others maybe not but when I read a post and especially with people who have never had pictures of themselves on their profile I like to imagine what the person/people look like. Now say I have made an image in my mind of a few of the members and then suddenly meet them or they put their picture up on the forum and then they do not look anything like I have imagined well then I can not help but think that I am not really the creator of everything in my life. It's like I have black hair but some member not knowing this could imagine me with blonde hair. They could be so adamant from my posts that I seem like a blonde. Now I know I do not have blonde hair. I have never dyed it blonde and there is no way in this world I would ever dye it blonde and I can even say I would 99% likely never wear a blonde wig. So when this person sees me for real I will not be a reflection of this persons inner world imagination of me.
Actually I have come up with two new example as I write. I met my bff while working abroad and I never had imagined her or a bff before meeting her but one of the characteristics is that she has a scar above her lip and when I saw her I noticed this scar because it was distinctive. She didn't tell me about it to exist and it wasn't till several months after I got to know her when she for the first time really mentioned the scar and how she got it. So this makes me think that I did not create that scar above her lip but that it existed before I knew she existed.
And say I have a bag with something inside it and I tell someone to guess what is inside it. If I really get the person to think, visualise and really imagine whatever they want to be inside this bag and they open it up and then the thing they imagine is not going to be in it. And even worse so, if I gave false hints to the person guessing telling them it was a fruit and even going as far as telling them inside I have an apple and they have to guess what colour or brand of apple when in fact what is truly in the bag is completely different and once they look inside whatever is in that bag is not going to be the guessers creation. (How many of did this as kids when we go bday and xmas gifts wrapped up in boxes imaging that it was the newest Barbie or G-i-jo only to be disappointed for Cindy and Ken?)
I am not sure if my ramble makes sense but I suppose I am trying to say is I can not for the life of me understand that EVERY bloody thing is our own creation. I am really hoping someone can shed some light on this for me. So many experts in LOA and physicists are saying that the news we read in the paper, the fat bald guy walking past us on the street, our parents being annoying, being employed at our dream company, finding our soul-mate all comes from within us and It makes sense in some areas and not others. So please someone help me understand this.
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