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Alrighty... so I know to be detached.. and keep busy. I am on summer break from school... focusing on my daughter, art, getting fit, and my own hobbies.... But still, there is a part of me that drifts off into focusing on my guy. I do send loving thoughts because it makes me feel peaceful.. but honestly, I miss him... We haven't talked since last week... and the convo before that, he said he'd consider us working it out... but that his month is busy - that I had my two weeks and he was taking his? (I had a huge take home psych final to work on .... and mothers day...)

I do feel quite sad... even though I'm already busy with so many other things.. What else can I possibly add into my day or life to keep from focusing on the lack of him? I also realize how very possible it is to attract him back - since I did it with my ex numerous times!

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Just getting out of a relationship... which I am sad over.. and have ended up manifesting 2 men.. Well, not that they are interested in me..

#1 - I was thinking, oh it'd be nice to meet a guy from my church.... voila... a guy from a dating site goes to my church... and is friends with a relatives gf. Weird. He didn't even tell me about the church, I noticed it on his fb and asked.

#2 - Since I am not attracted to #1, I was randomly thinking of other attributes (successful, nice) that I like in a man --- and bam... a very successful man with an internet business and consulting firm hits me up....

I haven't played around with loa in a very long time.... so maybe i will begin again.

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I began working out last summer..... and wow! My body has transformed in some major ways. I'm 47lbs lighter (-4 dress sizes)... but not only that, I have got some serious muscle going on.. and overall, look much leaner than most people at my weight.

I lift heavy, and sometimes do HIIT cardio.

Sometimes, I run my subliminal blaster and have a couple messages about a high metabolism and how fat melts right off my body. I've changed my eating habits dramatically as well... It takes work (action)- - - I am excited to see what I look like next year....

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Alright a few weeks ago, I manifested a guy sooooooo very close to my list. Amazing....
He turned out to be a little on the crazy side.. unfortunately. He had his own share of trust
issues and insecurities that he was unwilling to acknowledge.. coupled with control issues.. and a nasty temper..

I feel pretty at peace with this all... however, I must say, I am pretty tired of guys coming and going....

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Last spring I wrote a list of what I wanted in a man. Now I have not looked at this list since then.. I don't even know where it is. In fact, I re-wrote it a few times..

Some of my key points that I recall were a handsome black man, a great smile, loves God, will do missionary trips with me, is sweet, single, no kids, into fitness, has a great career.... and... makes $100k a year so that we're able to spend our money and time doing missionary work.

Okay, so I have met THIS GUY. He is all of the above.... except he doesn't make the 100k - he actually does have a great salary, though. Does this mean the universe has sent me one CLOSE to the match, or is it possible this one IS my match?

He is just.... so, so, great.. and I feel extremely happy.. and very connected to him. Normally, I have got serious trust issues & I feel completely at peace. But I keep wondering, if this the match, even though....

Thanks

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You know, I'm starting to wonder if because I'm having feelings for someone I've met (who adores me as I adore him) ... if that is why my ex has reappeared..... again! If you recall, I attracted him back in Nov, he ignored me, I broke things off a few days later.

We spoke yesterday and he is all about how much he misses me, and how he feels I should have called him to tell him I miss him & to come back, and he still thinks of me as his.. Uh, what? Of course, he put a lot of the blame on me (no thanks dude...) and stated that I was a selfish person for going NC because I never once thought about how it would make him feel.. Uh???

Anyway... my sister introduced me to a really sweet great guy... we're taking things slow.. but fingers crossed!

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I've driven all you lovelies batshit crazy over my bouncy ball emotions regarding my ex. Do I want him? No. Yes. No. Yes. Anyway, the last update regarding him was that we were being friendly. No ulterior motives. Just friendship. Besides occasionally telling myself "oh he misses me" .. and visualizing once or twice recently, I did nothing else. I just told a girlfriend last night that he misses me but I am not getting back together with him. I really was never planning to get back together with him. I never actually thought he would really come out and want it again..

I only post this to tell you loves that are waiting for yours to return, or attempting to attract new ones... that time and distance just don't matter. He's 2 hours away from me... and we've been apart for 9 months. I think it's been a mix of a lot of things..... I work out, I dated, I am focusing on my school/career, admitting to myself that I needed to stop running away and just accept the feelings I have for him (I've been running into the arms of other men for months, this is a very bad idea in case you're wondering...), and really, with all my heart, wanting to let go of the attachment I had not to him, but TO having a relationship and someone to love.. Loneliness really began to consume me. & well, I just was firm that we were NOT getting back together!

Anyway... I am taking it slow... very slow... and just seeing how it goes. But really, I am still in shock.

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Short back story... My mother was very young when she had me, and my father was very old ($$) .... he got sick with cancer and died after my 2nd birthday. His other children have nothing to do with me ... and neither do their children.

A few yrs ago, my nephew (who is my age) tracked me down on facebook... we stopped talking after while.. and this wk I found some photos of my bio dad and I... and I thought, how funny would it be to run into someone from that side of my family?

Today.... it happened! I saw my nephew in the Target toy aisle.. we were just little ones last we saw each other.. and I just openly stared with my mouth open in shock... I didn't say anything.... I only knew what he looked like from his FB.

So..... really, anything and everything is possible... whether you have communication or not... 

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I didn't want to hijack Foxies thread (waves, hi foxie!!) ....

I've never felt so amazing in my entire LIFE! The entire experience was really, really, amazing! I was debating on whether to listen to 7.8 binaural beats, or do wendi today.. I wasn't really feeling either of them. Then I remembered FF mentioning she listens to music sometimes... and I decided I'd download something on itunes.

I love this song... so I dl'd this one...

http://youtu.be/EY3kRoUSfVo

(Sorry, I have no idea how to insert video.. lmao)

I hit it on repeat a few times WHILE I had my 7.8 binaural beats going on in the background.. I envisioned my guy in front of me, running my fingertips over his hair and repeating '___ loves me'

I stopped the music.. and then just listened to the 7.8's --- I was SO filled with emotion.. pouring OVER with feelings... I had my fingers intertwined on my chest and it felt like a magnetic force keeping them together even when I tried to pull apart.. Even when I was ready to stop the RS'ing.. There was a strong force keeping me there.. I also envisioned him stroking my hair, us hugging tightly, and also repeating "___ loves me" while all of this is going on. I even teared up during all of this. I REALLY believe he felt my love - and it was HIS spirit wanting to keep my love flowing into him!!! In all my attempts at RS, this is by far, hands down, the most amazing wonderful lovely experience ever.

TY foxie for posting about the music.. It really helped bring out LOVE!

ETA - Oh, the video DID post. Bahaha... & I also wanted to mention that while I was doing this.... my legs felt completely paralyzed.. It was wow!!!

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Sorry if this post turns out super long.. I feel as if I'm having one of my light bulb moments and I'm mentally trying to work through what I'm processing...

I've been thinking A LOT about number signs.. yes, we can all google angel meanings to the numbers.. but really, what is the point of a sign anyway? When I spend time visualizing, NOT rs'ing, NOT ri'ing, just feeling good daydreaming about what I'd like to happen... specifically, w/another person.. I get a ton of number signs, or reminders of that person, etc. However, nothing ever manifests when I get an abundance of signs... So I've been wondering, are signs just saying "no this isn't right for you" .. ??

I've also spent a lot of time thinking about the vortex.. something I really did not understand before.. I love listening to Esther's voice, which I find soothing, but the way she speaks simply does not resonate with my brain. So now I am thinking of the vortex today.. and I am thinking, if we are NOT in the vortex while we're thinking about what we DO want to happen, does that automatically mean the opposite is happening? Does this mean we should be IN the vortex, thinking of what we'd like to happen, and when we are no longer in the vortex, stop thinking about what we'd like to manifest? If so, it seems like LOA would be much easier... if I'm understanding this correctly...

ILR's post about projection has had me thinking of my ex. I can absolutely see that the break-up was something I had brought on by my own fears. It's like fear sets in and spreads like a wild fire. It's kind of crazy just how powerful fear really is. Anyway.. for months, my ex has been just so verbally mean to me.. as I now understand it.. even though I don't feel I've been verbally mean to him, I know in my heart I want him to hurt... because I've been hurting for a year... which my own hurt, that I wanted him to feel, has just been projected back onto me. I've really been the one hurting myself. Wow. I'm not quite sure how to let go of him wanting to hurt... & yes, I do realize how horrible this sounds.. I'm just being honest with myself.. and again, processing this...

I've also thought a lot about RS. I really think the key to RS and being successful with it is being IN the vortex while you do it.. Opinions??

Thanks for the long read....

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I must have been in a really bad place to be attracting such horrible situations into my life!

First there was the fall down the steps and the broken tail bone ..

Met someone great .. but fear crept in.. I ruined it.. he says he looks at me different and doesn't want to speak to me again.

My ex used his deceased father as a way to manipulate me into stroking his ego. He's such a sick SOB! I lost my dad when I was young.. and he knows it breaks my heart. So I spent all yesterday morning sobbing over how mean he was being to me..... & sobbing today, over the new guy who won't even give me a second chance.

I've been on prescription meds.... i've been exhausted and crying over every little thing! This just really, really, stinks! I have GOT to get into a better place.

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So besides my broken tail bone.. bahaha.. I have managed to manifest someone so wonderful... all while I had been focusing on someone else. He gives me those deep feelings and connection I once felt before with my ex... lots of excitement and happiness.. and is pursuing me for a relationship, instead of just sex.

I had deleted my dating profile back in August... but I had another one up that I completely forgot about on a different site. Got an email about some other man and just figured i'd login and see -- did some cilcks around and landed on this guys profile.. and within an hour he had messaged me. I had only ever logged into this dating site 3x.. 4x max! Kinda funny how that all worked out.

I had done an hour long RS (just had so much fun lol) session that morning, worked out, and kept thinking about having a loving relationship in my life...

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Woo hoo! Positive jobby vibes, please!
I've got an interview tomorrow afternoon!
He INSTANTLY called me back.. Yayyy!!!
Got rid of my ex, worked out, got a hair cut this morning...
now a job interview!!!
let the goooooooood times roll folks!!! 

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I was "in" a loving happy blissful place thinking of how I am enjoying soandso asking me to dinner this weekend.. and how I'm all smiley and happy....
Then my BFF calls me and says, you should ask him to go somewhere with you.

 

Awesome synchronicity, I think!

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So.. when I first began dating after my ex I was a freaking mess. But I began my path (To say, disney world.. that is the happiest place on earth, and the equiv of a relationship in what I am about to explain) bahaha..

So first there was C - and he was very, very wrong for me.. He was say, mile marker 1000 --- 1000 miles to WDW.
Currently there is W - and he is close to what I would like in a partner, but not quite right.. He would be mile marker 500 --- there is a HUUUUGE difference between C&W.
Then there is S - and he pops into my life every couple of weeks. He wants a LTR ... but already, I recognize he is not quite right EITHER.. but he is veryveryvery close to WDW - He is like mile marker 900.

Currently, I am in between 500 & 900 ..... more signs of S approaching into my life are coming at me. (More contact with one another.. plans to see one another, etc)..

This all goes hand in hand with my own self - love and where I am vibrating at.. I am getting closer and closer... and now I can see the pattern for myself.

Now I am wondering ... Will the ex (that I don't actually want back, but DO recognize that I do not have that kind of electric chemistry with ANYone else....) be under my WDW arches.... or will it be someone completely new? 

Hmm ... so exciting!!!

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