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Hey everyone, been a while since I've posted here, but I thought I'd share something with you.
Let me start by giving you an update of my situation. That girl I was talking about before, things have went quite sour. About a month ago we had an episode and haven't talked since. She deleted me off her friends list, but didn't block me. I was pretty hurt over the whole ordeal. Nothing dramatic, but I wish it hadn't happened.
Anyways, last night I went out with my best friend. We were talking for good long while about the past, and eventually a girl I used to be completely in love with got brought up. I hadn't really thought about her for some time, but the more we were talking, the more I realized that I did miss her. Again, a situation where things kind of built up to a bad breaking point.
Things got bad one night. A long time ago, I was stranded and asked her for a ride, and she came to get me. We got into an argument in the car, and I really just wanted her to drop it, but she insisted on pressing the issue. I was so furious by the time we got to my house I got out of the car, took all the money I had in my pocket, and whipped it at her. I told her, "Get the fuck out of my house, I don't want to see you again."She deleted me off FB and pretty much ceased all contact with me.
Needless to say, I felt awful afterwards. Aside from this one incident, we had such good chemistry. She was perfect to me, everything I had ever dreamed of in all sincerity. Holding her through the night was one of the most wonderful things I've ever experienced. As I'm typing this I realize that it is one of those connections you can't even put into words. It's one of those things you just have to experience.
Anyway, when I was still attracted to that other girl, I decided to conduct a little experiment. I decided to think about this other person, seeing if I could bring them back into my life. At that point I really had no feelings about it (at least none that I was aware of consciously). I started having dreams with her in them. I never really put any effort into it, I just thought about her in passing moments.
Like I said, last night me and my friend were talking about her. I remember telling him that I wish I just had one chance to apologize and try to make things right. Low and behold, after months and months of not seeing her or even contacting her, there she was, just sitting at the bar. To say the least I was floored, I never expected to see her again. I couldn't even gather the words or courage to say anything to her. My friend however did decide to go speak with her as they were friends too.
Next thing I know, she runs up to me. She was so excited she dropped her wallet right out of her hand and didn't even notice. I was amazed at how glad she was to see me, how happy she was that I was there. I was so caught up in the moment I didn't even know what to say. I kick myself in the ass for not apologizing like I'd planned. It was a brief encounter, but positive to say the least. She said she did miss me and that she hopes to see me around.
Thing of it is is my past is making me awful sore. With this DUI I have now I know she would be mad at me. I remember a long long time ago she said if I ever got one not to bother hitting her up anymore. That is still in the back of my head to this day. I don't know how the hell I would even break that kind of news. I suppose I do put her on a pedestal, but only because she deserves it. She's got so much going for her in her life right now, and I have so much holding me back. I can't help but think, "Why would she want anything to do with someone like me? What do I have to offer?"
Everything just happened all at once, I wasn't even the least bit prepared for it. I don't even know where it will go from here. I know I am going to see her again, I can just feel it. I remember when I was talking to my friend about the whole thing he told me if someone cares about you enough, then they will find a way to make things work. I want to believe that so bad, but nagging doubts tend to weigh down hard at times like these.
I just want some opinions on what you all think of this situation, what the Universe is trying to tell me, and where I should go from here with it. I would love to rekindle our friendship and see where it leads, but I'm afraid of what she'll think of me when she sees the state of my affairs. In all honesty, once I saw her, I forgot about every other girl I've ever even had so much as a crush on. I forgot all the feelings that were apparently laying dormant all this time.
I just really need some advice right now, and I hope you all can help.
Cheers, Danny
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Since applying LoA and its principles to my life about a month or so ago, I am already starting to watch as things carefully fall into place. Even though it would seem mere coincidence, I know that it really isn't. Syncronicities would be a better definition. At this point though, I'd really like to push and see if there are truly any limits with this law. Simply put? The end game is to change the color of my eyes. Being half Italian and partially Native American, it is expected that my eyes are brown. I was going through some older pictures, and it would seem in the summer months they lighten up quite noticeably to a very light brown. I live in Chicago though, so we get a lot of cold weather here, and in the cold months they become a VERY deep set brown. They almost look black sometimes! Since the body regenerates its cells every 25 days or so, I do not see it as impossible to change the color of ones eyes. It is just going to take a very intense amount of believing it. I am shooting for the stars on this one. I want to go for light blue or light green. Possibly one of each  Has anyone here ever tried something like this? Did you have any success? Does this sound crazy to you lol? Share your opinions, I'd love to hear them!
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So things have really been improving lately. We've been in such good contact the past few days. Sometimes she can be a complete dick to me, which is good in ways because I wouldn't want anyone kissing my ass all the time haha. Other times though she's so cute, and I can feel myself falling for her, and I know that's a mistake at this point. I mean it doesn't feel like a mistake, but that's probably just my ego talking.
I'm really trying to figure out how to keep moving forward while staying detached. Any advice?
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So last night, I was up til the sunrise, just playing guitar in my room. I've been trying to play around with LoA and see some real results. So I picked something totally random and decided to put my intent on that. I set the intention that a person (who I used to have some pretty deep feelings for) would find her way to my window and come wake me up. I have no attachments to this person emotionally, but I thought "hey, this would be nice". The outcome didn't matter to me either way.
This morning, as far fetched as it is, I woke up because someone was knocking on my window. I was too lazy to get out of bed and check who it was, by the time I remembered the intent I had set out, who or whatever it was had already left. I don't feel like I missed out on anything, but it sure was a crazy experience. Now I'm going to be wondering who was knocking. Sort of wish I had gotten up to check now haha.
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So I've been doing some pretty heavy research lately, and came across some advice that really got me to thinking. My idea is that if Quantum Physics and Mechanics are true, (especially String Theory etc.), then that would mean that there are an unlimited amount of Universes where all things are happening or have already happened. So if there are an unlimited amount of Universes out there, the one where you have all things you ever wanted exists without question. In theory then, we can safely assume that we are living all of these Universes simultaneously, but the one that we are currently projecting physically is the one that we choose to be in, whether it is good or bad. So what's to stop us from skipping over to another Universe, the Universe that brings us the most joy? In my opinion? Nothing. Since time and space are just restraints we put on ourselves mentally, accepting the fact that there is no time nor space means transition is completely within reason. Let's say you like "X". In some Universe, you are already happily together, more in love than anyone could ever be, and because that is true, then we are never trying to impede on or override anyone's free will, because in essence it already exists and it is already happening. It isn't about trying to force the Universe you're in to bend to the will of your desires, because that only creates tension and resistance. Rather, it's about letting yourself enter that other parallel Universe with no resistance at all. Nothing in the past, no error would ever matter, because like I said, in some Universe all the events lead up to this exact moment right now, you reading this text, and you STILL ended up together in a loving and happy relationship. I'd really like some feedback on this concept. It sure has made me a lot more positive 
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