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I have done some major progress in my life. I no longer feel like checking her profile, and even if I feel I am able to control myself. I am that determined to move on. I don't dwell on her and if she comes in my mind I immediatly start doing ho'opoponono affirmations.

A few days back a curious incident happened. Many times if happens to us that we have a deja vu moment we think we have seen the incident happening now before somewhere. Where I don't know. Dreams maybe.

Last Sunday I had a couple of dreams related to my her. My ex. In the first one, I remember seeing her online green meaning she had unblocked me. The second dream we were on a cruise ship as I gather. We watched a movie together. I remember sitting with her holding her, really close. I even remember her kissing me. Her present or apparent boyfriend also made an appearance, he was trying to show off and did a good job at it. I tried doing the same thing he did in the dream and by a fluke even I was able to do it. It was trying to hit a cricket wicket with a ball. It was a first person dream. I experienced her kissing me on the cheek repeatedly playfully showing her love for me.

Before this I had a dream about her in January I think. We were sitting at my grandfather veranda. She was sitting in my lap in that dream and we were discussing our relationship.

Now the very curious thing about these 3 dreams. These are the only dreams I remember. No other dream in the last at least 6 months I remember. Why when now I am so determined to move on get on ahead and absolutely let go of her, this happens. I dont dwell on her anymore. And even more curious why are these the only dreams I remember on waking up?

Now I know we dream about what we think during the day. But I only dont think of her. I had recently gone on a jungle trip with friends so I have been in a very good mood. Are these visions of the future? Some sign of some sort telling me I am vibrating right.

Another thing I should mention. Even though I am happy I am not completely detached. Because today I happened to saw her name on facebook on a post because she had liked it and it had other common friends likes on it. I had cut her news feed so anything she does on FB, does not show up in my account. So when I saw her name, my felt a jolt in my heart area.

So this is my present situation happy but still attached in someway. Doing ho'oponopono to heal myself and help detach.

Please share your views on this.

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So one day I log into facebook and post a status which is a very rare occurance. I get many likes. Surprisingly and unexpectedly and pleasantly I get a like from my love. She even copied my status and put it up on her profile. Now this is definitely not something that had happened since we broke up. She will like everyone's else posts, pics and especially that other guy and even put the same status as the other guy but never mine.

Of course before she did this I had commented on hers, said good stuff. Taken a initiative on my own to show love and appreciation to her. ( We live in different cities and dont talk).

Guess that helped a bit or a lot. Yahoo she liked and copied my status.

I feel like a juvenile idiot for feeling happy over such a silly thing. But it is not silly too. I mean it is such a positive thing. She likes me, really likes me. HAhaha.

She loves me too, its just she has gone nuts for a while.

I am not a teenager really guys. I am grown ass young man. Oh I miss being lovey dovey. Kinda tired of the tough guy routine with my guy friends. Haha

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I had come upon a post of a 7 day thing to manifest things in our life. I sort of tried it.

I did want certain things to happen and they have happened. I did not write them down though. I said thought it would be nice and make me happy if this happened. I did not even visualize much.

One was to go to friend's birthday I had lost touch with. Old school friend, we were not really that close friends but we have a common friend. Well I did call up the common friend to meet her, I was hoping I somehow get to join because she would be going. But it was just a wish. And I did not get invited, I was asked to join to give a birthday surprise. I agreed obviously and went for it in at 12am. Then it was so much fun. Five of us old school friends we chatted the whole night about old times, school, our careers and relationships and so many things.

Today I got a text from the birthday girl for a party this weekend. Belated birthday party. The universe gave me my wish.

Second thing I was hoping for a office collegue to not leave. Cause if he left the job I would be lonely at work. I did wish him all the best. It was an excellent job offer for him but I would prefer him staying. And as matters stand now he is staying. It was just something I wanted but it was not like I just never want him to get a better job. I would just miss him.

Third thing I want to happen is for my love to call me. We broke up 10 months back, I still love her. No call yet but I sure I will get a call from her one of these days.

Now I have questions.

I did not write or visualize the 2 wishes which the universe granted to me. So what did I do right? I mean how did I get it right.

Thank you.

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I have had a weird feelings since yesterday. The feelings started after I finished talking to my love. It is an nervous excitement. The kind I used to feel before exams while in school. The acedemic was finishing and I had a lot of studying to do. Yesterday I had some office work which I was supposed to do but had not done. I was thinking maybe it was because of that. But this feeling has stayed with me all day today. I might even say it is the kind of excitement I felt before I told her for the first time that I liked her. Does this mean some energy shifting, is going on? It is not a bad feeling. Just nervous kind of feeling. And right now I have absolutely nothing to be worried about. I do hope to get in the top college and finish my masters this year but the exams for that are in May.

Could this energy be something my love is feeling? Because of her feelings? Like my wish is happening now? I havent had such a feeling for a very long time.

And I am in control again. No negative thoughts. I am content.

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So I had a beautiful dream with my love in it. I woke up today morning shut the alarm and went to sleep again. Then after I woke up again I remembered the dream. Now I don't know if this dream is from the "after shutting the alarm sleep" but it was a beautiful one.


This was by far the clearest dream about her I have had, she was back with me and we were discussing like grown ups what went wrong. I had her in my lap and we were hugging each other. I remember we were sitting in my grandmother's veranda. That was surprising sitting on my gran's veranda with her. I mean that happening in a dream, I have never taken her to my gran's place, no memories there. And also I grew up away from my gran's, only went there during holidays and haven't been there for the last 3 years now. Anyway I take it as a good sign meaning that she will be a member of my family.

It felt good, happy, I remember holding her, feeling her, feeling her weight sitting in my lap. She was crying a bit in the dream I think, I am not sure though. I think I was comforting her I am not sure though.

Anyway it was surprising to dream about her. I haven't had a dream about her for ages now. The last dreams I remember were depressing with us arguing and her still with the other guy.

I think I had this dream because I have successfully being able to stabilize and keep a happy vibration. I still think of her, I do end her noticing if she is online or not, but I am definitely not  depressed or desperate. I feel calm. I am calm.


I also want to mention the most depressing horrible dream I have ever had that I remember. It was after a night of sleeplessness, the greatest shock and pain, I had just found out she was  definitely with the other guy. Sleep had come with the greatest difficulty and I had dream't that she married that guy. I think I got that dream because I was thinking so negative at that time. My vibrations were extremely hopeless, desperate, sad.... so I got the dream.


And today I get this beautiful dream with her sitting on my lap and us hugging. It felt so real. On waking up I did not feel any pangs of sadness on still not having her. I felt good, positive, even inspired. I felt happy that even if in a dream I had her with me like I used to. I just concentrated on feeling happy about the dream. I am grateful I had this dream.

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The love of my life called me today.  Yahooooooooo

2 days back while chatting with her(she was not very interested) I had simply taken a leap of faith and told her I wished to speak to her. She had replied after sometime that she would call me later in the night. She did not call. I did not wait up but went to sleep and did not feel bad that she did not call. Yesterday while I at work she called, but I was in a meeting then. I just stared surprised at the phone, it rung for like 15 seconds and stopped, she did not even wait for the full minute for me to pick the call. Anyway I did not call her back.

I thought of it as a test that I passed. She did not call the first night, I did not feel bad, she called yesterday I missed it but I did not feel like calling her back.

But today she called again. She said she had lost my number, her phone had got wet and all. She found my number in her mail. Maybe it is the truth but I take it as a good sign that she felt compelled to give me an explanation. I was cool throughout, no excitement, polite, nice, ice cool. I asked when the phone got wet and on her telling me simplt remarked that maybe that was why she could not reply to me on her birthday when I had called her and messaged her. Her response to this I don't know whether to think of it as surprise(if she really did not know) or acting. I will keep an open mind about it anyway.

She asked me about my life, my job and all. I answered. She asked about my parents. Then she herself said she will be going home to her parents this holiday. I said nice good you  will meet them after a long time. She said she has exams going on. I did not ask her much about herself. I asked how is her mom and famliy. She said all good. I wished her all the best for her exams and said goodbye.


It felt good. But I am not partuicularly thrilled on her calling. I  am not desperate. I am detached to a great degree.

I am at peace. 

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So I finally did it. I contacted my love on my own. I saw her online on chat and we chatted a bit. Very little actually. Just 4-5 lines then she went away suddenly. Anyway I did not feel bad.


I was looking at her profile on facebook and I just noticed something. Some friend of her's had written something about someone breaking someone's heart, and the struggles of moving on, like a poem. It was pretty much what she did to me. And she liked it.

Does it mean she is well coming round? I like to think it does. Another thing which I couldn't help but notice it that she is liking other guys photos on facebook. Till now it was only her soon-to-be-or-already-ex-bf or the pictures of her girlfriends she liked.


And not to forget she has herself chatted with me about 2 weeks back and said she was trying to do the things I had once told her she should do because she likes to do them(she had gotten angry when I had told her that saying you don't know me, can't act like you know something like that she had said and slammed the phone down).


I think LOA is working. I feel more positive nowadays. I can visualise better. And it is not forced. I do it anytime I feel like.


What do you guys think?

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