Messages - arminhul
my prayers have been answered another time and god helped me
the last weeks i wasnt that good, it went up and down- terrible. i couldnt find back my happiness again and most of all, felt completely lonely.
i know that we are supposed to be happy on our own first, but just felt that
i cant cope with all the stuff alone, all the problems in my life which seem to drain me out. some of you know my story, some of you not.
i really want a friend or even partner at my side and i felt like i was really not able to cope with all my stuff alone.
so i prayed to god the last few days, telling him my problems and that i please him to send someone in my life--- a real friend, a real soulmate..... and to help me to face my problems. i told him that its too much for my to carry on my own.
so today i was lead somehow to this dating site for spiritual singles where i signed up a few weeks ago again. since you have to pay to send messages i stopped it.
but today, there was a feeling inside me..... go there!
i got a new "free hello" which you can send for free, but the other one is not able to answer to this, you have to pay.
i read his profile carefully. 3 or 4 times. i was even able to find his email adress somewhere in his introducement. (which isnt allowed normally)
his profile was awesome to read and brought goosebumps and tears into my eyes.
this guy has been through so much and it reminded me so much on my own life.
he had a very difficult start in his life and after years of struggling and pain and all the bad things you can imagine, he came through the dark into the light- his words.
i have been through hell in my life as well, many times. reading his profile gave me hope again, inspired me not to give up, no matter what!
i sent him a mail and he responded already. we are going to speak later this evening.
i love all the things he wrote on his profile (and he wrote alot), i really feel already a great connection to him. and i like the way he looks too....
but most of all i know--- that god and the universe answered my prayer again when i was sooo deep down. i didnt come here to post that but it was bad, the place where i never wanted to be again in my life.
the universe sent me someone, maybe just to open my eyes again. that it IS always possible to get into the light, no matter where you are or what youve been through.
maybe he will be just a great friend and we can support each other in any way, or he is even my soulmate.... who knows? but i am sure already--- he will be something in my life
i dont care, my prayers have been answered for sure and god let us not alone, even if we doubt that.
thank you universe!!
