Strangely drawn to this career path.

[Blore]

Hey everyone I was wondering what you thought of this.  I had this dream, and in it was I was an embalmer/mortician, basically someone who prepares the dead for funerals and stuff, and it was weird. It wasn't a scary dream, it was actually a very nice dream, it was peaceful.

So when I woke up, I decided to research the industry, and the jobs and everything. I've never seen a dead body or anything, and the whole concept kind of disturbs me, and seem pretty morbid to me. But i'm drawn to it, I can't seem to get this idea out of my head, and i'm wondering if maybe theres a reason for that. I've never even thought of this career path before, it's so weird. I can just picture everyone being, "Wow you're a mortician?" and "I never thought you'd end up a mortician" and it just seems amusing and fun.

Do you think maybe there is a reason i'm drawn to this?