Never thought it would happen ):

[JonRymer]

I did everything I was suppose to and now it looks like my future is officially fucked up. Why? I didn’t have a shred of doubt in my body. I visualized till I felt like reality. Till I saw it in my dreams. I felt in my heart it would work out but low and behold in the last seconds it fell apart. I don’t understand why. Maybe someone here can explain to me how the universe fucked up my order after I made it crystal clear for so long it WAS reality to me.

[Mariposa, (KnJ)]

You are new here so don't tell me you did everything right.....if you did it would be working!!

You have a negative attitude and doubt, I can feel it a mile away!  And this isn't the first time I have felt it from you.  Re-evaluate your attitude please, you are not in alignment with your desires.

You have way more work to do on yourself and if you didn't you wouldn't have posted this negative post.....you would be happy and you would be exuding happiness.....you would be sunshine and roses!! 

So pull yourself together....put your big boy panties on and get back to work.....ON YOURSELF!! 

I love you but you need an attitude adjustment, like NOW!!! 

OK, so now, go watch some Abe Hicks videos and get it together! 

Smile, get happy!!  Get in the Vortex and watch the magic happen!!! 

[Sailorsalem]

I agree with Mariposa, you need to work on you. We all have bad days but just dust yourself off and get back up again. How long have you Really been truly happy with yourself and feelings? Sometimes the things we want dont happen overnight and as soon as things dont go peoples way they wanna give up. Whatever you affirmed it can happen when you truly let it go! Everything doesnt happen overnight it comes when the time is right. Follow your intuition, remain positive and work on the most important person, YOU!

[lashark]

I did everything I was suppose
Why did you do all this work? To get the manifestation? If you did it to get the manifestation it means you are aware that it is missing and you cant attract something you are aware is missing.

 I visualized till I felt like reality. Till I saw it in my dreams. I felt in my heart it would work out.... after I made it crystal clear for so long it WAS reality to me. If you really did that then you wouldnt be posting this, you would be happy and manifestation would be on its way

[Ginny]

I agree with the others. If you were "doing it properly", you wouldn't be dependent on something external to you to be happy. Also, it's really more about "being" than "doing"

Jon, you've had a pretty rough time in life, and I think it's likely that this has conditioned you to a habit of negative thinking. You need to try to get over that - start by congratulating yourself from having lived through a difficult childhood and emerging a decent and caring human being! That is a bigger thing than a lot of people realise (I read a psychology book once that said that people who'd grown up as I have should be completely lacking in drive, motivation or empathy, and are likely to end up living on the streets. When I read that - read it and learned that this is what a lot of psychologists believe - it turned around my self-image. I thought, "Well, I've done pretty good then, because I'm nothing like that. I put myself through college, have stable relationships, a good job, am a responsible citizen, etc". See if you can find things to be proud of in yourself also.)

I really encourage you to start a gratitude journal. Any little thing that works out well or makes you feel good, write it down. Remind yourself of this stuff throughout the day - it really does work. The more you notice and appreciate the good stuff, the more good stuff starts to happen. It's really true - try it.

[JonRymer]

I'll try that Ginny, thank you 

[Ginny]

Great - one thing to watch out for, you really need to make sure you concentrate on the good stuff, and don't let your mind drift on to the negative. So for example, say you wanted to find £10, and you only found £5 - be grateful for the £5, don't turn it into, "But I really need £10!" - if you know what I mean. If you want to re-establish your relationship with a girl, but are not currently talking to her, then be grateful for a nice time you had with her - whatever is most vivid in your memory - but don't let it drift in to "But I want to be talking to her now!!", and so on. If you wanted to be the best player on your rugby team (no idea if you play rugby - for some reason I'm guessing not, as you seem a more intellectual type, but let's just use it as an example), then be grateful for any tiny goal you make (or whatever they do in rugby), and success you have on the team, rather than turning it into, "But I want to be the star player!"

Just thought I'd clarify that 'cos I am so guilty of letting my mind drift like that - and the more you can catch yourself, and concentrate on the things you DO like and DO want, the more of those things will come into your existence.