I saw my guy last night. I auditioned for the show that he is directing (I met him doing a community theater show with the same theater company last year). I hadn't seen him in 8 months. He looked great. I was feeling his energy all day and I think he was as happy to see me as I was to see him. I didn't get a chance to really talk to him, but he smiled very warmly when I walked in and seemed to enjoy my audition. Callbacks are Saturday and I will find out if I'm cast by Monday at the latest. Based on my experience with them last year, I would be surprised if I wasn't cast at all and I'm very confident that I will be cast in the role I want.
I am practically crawling out of my skin my vibration is so high. It's amazing. I can honestly say that I truly believe that everything is lining up for me and that he and I will be together. But I can also honestly say that it almost doesn't even matter. I am feeling so good - strong and confident - that if he can't see that, then it's his loss. I deserve someone who sees me and thinks "Damn, I want to be with her no matter what." If it's not him, then I will find the one who will feel that way. I'm not going to settle for less than that. And the wonderful thing - I really do feel this way. I'm not faking it till I make it.
I am practically crawling out of my skin my vibration is so high. It's amazing. I can honestly say that I truly believe that everything is lining up for me and that he and I will be together. But I can also honestly say that it almost doesn't even matter. I am feeling so good - strong and confident - that if he can't see that, then it's his loss. I deserve someone who sees me and thinks "Damn, I want to be with her no matter what." If it's not him, then I will find the one who will feel that way. I'm not going to settle for less than that. And the wonderful thing - I really do feel this way. I'm not faking it till I make it.
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