my new year!

[ava]

Hi all my friends...
2 days is remained to us Persians NEW YEAR(1391)...when new year is coming everyone in our country clean their house,buy new clothes,new shoes,etc...they celebrate the new year before April and April is very very important for us Persians.cause we believe in April the nature has a new birth and everything around us change...you see fresh leaves on the trees.fresh water in the river,fresh flowers everywhere.you can smell it everywhere,birds sing,you can see butterflies everywhere...so everything change in our new year!!my mother is cleaning the house very seriously...but for me something is different from previous years.i am cleaning my MIND from previous way of thinking.....
when i joined this forum last year,my goal was to attract my ex back and the first thread i read was Dhaynes's thread about attracting her ex back.step by step i followed the thread till i read her success story(i guess in May),i was very happy for her and still i am happy for her success.she is very kind and one of my best friends....the next was Katie's story and i can't forget our worry about her suicide and our daily prayers for her.i can't forget everyone's help for her.we didn't know each other but all of us prayed for her and she became alive again and day by day she became stronger and stronger till she posted her great success story...WOWWW.no one could imagine her success story,but she proved that EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE....after that story many people regained their lost hope and those who had given up,tried one more time...THANK YOU KATIE...
After her success i thought about collective prayers and i started the thread(to every one who wants their love/ex back/part 2)and everyone joined it...that was amazing,when i meditated every night for my forum friends,the tears of joy came running down of my face.and i imagined the name of the members and those who had a profile picture i imagined their face too like Sneha,Katie,Bal....when i started the thread i noticed the little successes of others,specially Sneha,believing love and giggles...and soon we read giggles and priestess's success story!wow,that was amazing!i was very happy,cause i knew our mind can support each other and when it is about energy,physical distance doesn't have any meaning!!
those days Shawn(2thetop) helped me much and i can't forget  his support.he was there for me all the time.i mean all the time....he gave me hope,believe,support...till October that i had a great success...my successes began with seeing my guy 3 times accidentally within just 3 weeks,after 1 year of no contact and continued with text messages and his presence in my painting exhibition and a phone call that lasted more than 30 minutes and i want to thank you to every one,every one and although i am not in contact with my guy any more,but i am grateful for those sweet memories and all of you had a great role in my life...thank you Shawn,angel-star,believing love,Bal,Schenderson.......
i remember once,Bal told me:Ava,he will be there in your exhibition(4months before my exhibition),cause you want it! and once my guy told me Darling everything will be alright and Katie told me that was the universe's words came from your guy's mouth.
and still i think about it.....
when Mariposa started her wonderful thread,i remember i had written my desire in her thread(I WANT TO BE WITH MY GUY BEFORE PERSIANS NEW YEAR)! it didn't happen,but i learned that we should not set a deadline for our desire cause we don't know when and how.this is not our job.this is the universe's job!
At the end of our old year and at the beginning of the new year i just wanted to say what i have learned from you and how much i am grateful for having all of you beside me.congratulations again and again and again for those who have attracted their desires.be happy and grateful for manifesting your desires.
And i wanted to say something to my love who is not with me now physically,but is in my heart:
My dear,my love,you know how much you mean to me.the new year is coming and everything is changing around us.do you see the birds?the butterflies?do you remember that beautiful flower you gave to me in that special spring?do you remember when we walked by the sea and i laid my head on your shoulder?you said in my ear:I LOVE YOU...BE MY LOVE FOREVER AND NEVER FORGET ME,and i said:i will love you and i won't forget you till i die...do you remember you told me DO YOU MARRY ME AVA?and i said:YES I MARRY YOU....do you remember those great time laughing with each other?do you remember my paintings i had paint for you?do you still have the watch i had given you for your sweet birthday?how much we laughed...
do you feel my energy and my love that i have sent to you during these 2 years?do you feel me honey?!!another year is coming and i want a magic...and i know the magic is within me and i should just LET IT HAPPEN....I PROMISE YOU I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN.
do you remember once you told me Ava you are something special but you don't know it?!!may be i didn't know it.yes I AM SOMETHING SPECIAL,I AM LOVE,I AM ABUNDANCE,I AM MAGIC,I AM HAPPINESS,I AM YOU,WE ARE TOGETHERNESS HONEY...
you are safe in my heart and NO ONE in this world could get your place in my heart and my mind and AT THE BEGINNING OF THE NEW YEAR I AM CLEANING MY ROOM AND MY HEART AND MY MIND FROM PAIN AND SUFFER TO MAKE A SPACE FOR YOUR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE.
WELCOME HONEY....

[truelove]

Wow! I have no words, this is inspiring Ava. Thank you so much for sharing.
Happy New Year! May it bring you all the blessings and love your heart desires. x

[Mr Brightside]

Love this post, you can feel the love in your words. I wish you a happy new year, and all the best. I cant wait to see your own success story posted some day, you deserve it.

* Trying to find Katies story :S

[onlyhappiness]

Happy New Year Ava!!!

 Don't ever give up , you will get your desire , we all will

Much love to you!!

[simplyjess]

Happy new year to you Ava!

Such powerful words...your post almost made me cry

Wish you the best for this upcoming year!

[ava]

http://www.powerlawofattraction.com/forum/law-of-attraction-for-relationship-6/he-says-he-doesn%27t-love-me-anymore/msg23813/#msg23813
http://www.powerlawofattraction.com/forum/success-stories-3/the-time-has-come-for-my-success-story/msg29044/#msg29044
@stef,here is Katie's story and success story!
thank you all for your lovely comments.

[Sneha]

@Ava :Wish u a very happy new year.U r a very sweet girl,all good things will come to you. You are love, romance,care, god feelings and postivi emotions.You are always in my prayers.Love to you and best of LOA!

[prince_charming]

happy new year:) hi you've a record! Probably yours is one of  the longest hand-typed post on this forum!
  Wishing you good luck ahead:)

[Katie]

Happy Persian new year, happy Spring ...

Much love to you sweet Ava, and yes honey,  everything will be alright   

[I AM LOVE!]

Ava you are my gal..
This brought tears and tears of joy in my eyes.These statements I can feel come from your heart,every alphabet of it comes directly from your soul..I can feel it and so will he.Whatever you decide is upto you but I just know I wanna thank universe that I have known you in this lifetime.A human as pure as her name Ava I love you and YOU DESERVE EVERY HAPPINESS.I will pray from Universe to give every happiness and love in your life Even though I have never met you but today I set out my new desire to Universe..I wanna meet you once in my life.I wanna hug you for these lines and for your internal beauty.Happy New year May God bless you today and always

[Believing Love]

Ava .. I wish you nothing but happiness and i hope you will be in the same alignment with your wishes. There's no hurry on manifest things,because we know they are ours.
Stay in the present moment of things you wang them to be. Be bold on what you wang and release them with an intention in mind that it will happen no matter what. Do everything from the heart and you will receive whatever you give out.
Kisses

[ava]

Thank you all my dear friends.i love you all.
 just 12 hours is remained to our new year!
@Katie,today i saw your profile and i noticed your last visit was in February! i asked the universe that you see my post today and you became online exactly today!i miss you and i love you so much.
@Bal,don't you know how much i love you...you are very kind.my eyes were full of tears when i saw your post.thank you dear.
@believing love,just i know how much you mean to me...i never forget your energy.thank you dear.

[Mariposa, (KnJ)]

Wow!  An amazing post Ava!  I am practically in tears and how it resonated with me and my guy!  So sweet and loving.  Happy new year to you and I know, like I know, like I know that you WILL RECEIVE YOUR DESIRE!!  It is currently already yours!!

So happy also and what a blessing and gift to see Katie here again.  I have missed you so much, you have no idea!! 

Love to you both Ava and Katie!   

[ava]

Dear Mariposa i owe a big THANK YOU to you...your daily group has a great meaning for me.your desire is already manifested too.i love you

[love.producer]

Wow! Absolutely amazing! I started crying  at  the end! Its time! I think u and i are ready!! Love and success to all of us