I know it seems hard right now, but worrying and stressing will reduce your chances of getting what you want.
YOU HAVE TO TRUST THE UNIVERSE. Too many people don't trust and think it is all up to them to figure it all out and try and try and try.. stop trying darling.
Rest... and ask God, Angels, The Universe or whoever you pray to, to help you, hand it all over to them. Because you have done all you can do sweetheart.
I send my love and comfort to you!! x