I think I just met the man Im going to marry

[JustForToday]

He's one smooth cat

i love smooth cats, they are the best just like you 

[lise]

I know you said you'd had a few drinks when you sent the pictures to him but I think at some level you knew you could and that he would respond positively. You knew he would get you and he did.

[Ginny]

One thing that is so great about this is how much you are enjoying it

I love reading this thread - and am sending great big balls of positive energy your way ((*))((*))((*))

[Peaches97]

Lovin this thread and all the smiles here:). So happy for u lashark..its so amazing what happens when u just let go and let the universe work its magic!! I have met someone too and it is going so smoothly almost like I'm in a dream!! When we do the work on ourselves and really detach great things happen!! U feel comfortable with him that's why u sent those pics I'm the same way haha!! Lots of love to u!!

[lashark]

Yeah its me in the avatar but the problem is I dont FEEL like I AM attractive and I care/worry too much others will feel the same way. Its really dumb and immature. Im not like this all the time, but thats why when I do feel attractive and beautiful and worthy and indifferent to others opinion I ALWAYS mention it in my gratitude lists and give thanks. Feeling confident is a blessing and should be so cherished because not everyone is so lucky. I think I'll be ok though. Had some moments today but I think I'll be ok.

This whole experience with him is too surreal and this feeling is too intense for it to just end over something so trivial you know? Well thats what I think anyway.

The thought of seeing him takes my breath away. I REALLY hope I am able to maintain confidence and be relaxed about my looks and that whole thing.

[lise]

I'd try not to stress. Even if you dont maintain your confidence and stay relaxed he'll just find it endearing. Don't forget he'll probably be just as nervous and hoping you'll like him in real life too.

[lashark]

Yeah, youre totally right. Its something I used to struggle with really bad since I was a kid, just recently I began to get out of that. Sometimes it still hits me. But slowly and surely Im starting to make peace with it and feel some self worth. And just chill out about the whole thing.
Thanks Lise.

[Ginny]

Yeah its me in the avatar

Wow. I thought it was some American film or TV star (I'm serious). You are beautiful and very cool-looking.

[lashark]

Yeah its me in the avatar

Wow. I thought it was some American film or TV star (I'm serious). You are beautiful and very cool-looking.

Hahah oh my goodness youre too kind. Thank you Ginny. I appreciate the compliment.

[RealCrimsonDynamo]

Yeah its me in the avatar

Wow. I thought it was some American film or TV star (I'm serious). You are beautiful and very cool-looking.

I know, right.  Isn't she gorgeous?  I have to admit that all of the people that I have met on this forum who post pictures are just breathtaking!!!! 

[lashark]

Ahhhhh! you guys he is going to be back in town in 2 hours! I think Im so nervous that it hasnt hit me yet. He texted me that he wants to see me. I am going to go shower and clean the house and IDK... We'll see what happens... 

[lashark]

omg its starting to sink in, my heart is racing and I feel nauseous. 

[RealCrimsonDynamo]

Alexia..
calm down gal...
you got this!!!  Meet him as an equal..know that he desires to see you equally as much as you desire to see him.  Don't get caught into thinking otherwise...that's where nervousness comes in.  Control yourself and be happy.

[lise]

omg its starting to sink in, my heart is racing and I feel nauseous. 

The time on here isn't British time so I don't know when you posted this so either breathe......it is going to be amazing OR  don't keep us in suspense, how amazing was it?

[lashark]

Hey ladies, havent seen him yet. It's 5pm and Im going later tonight. Im gonna stop by to see him just to say hello and talk.  Were not doing the date thing til later this week.

So I feel more calm, more excited. I took a bath and feel better. He said "Im going to have to be 4ft away from you at all times" I asked him why and then he said "because I might be tempted to hold you!"

ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im so excited Im so excited I cant even breathe.

Ok this is gonna be good. I have no idea what to wear but Im doing laundry now. Im going to go meditate and write in my gratitude journal. I will update once I get home. : )