Manifestation :)

[truelove]

Just wanted to ask if anyone knows if disruption to our lives is a pre curser to manifestation?

In the last two days I've had two major shake ups. Both are making me very fearful.
I am a teacher and we have been told at work that one person has to leave to they are asking someone to put up their hand to go and they will be placed somewhere else.. I teach art and drama and if I go the chances of getting work in these areas are slim. If I decide to try and stay and no one else puts their hand up (a currently no one wants to go) I will have to go through a panel process to keep a job that is already very hard and will have even more work load with somebody gone. Neither of these options sound good to me and I don't know what to do..
Then last night my house mate tells me he's moving out out.. which has made me sad and now I have to find someone else to live with.

So my question is, does it seem that sometimes our lives get turned upside down just before a major shift/manifestation?  I am a bit scared right now. 

[lise]

I don't know necessarily that it's a precursor to manifestation but I do think times of crisis are a great time to actively using loa because essentially you can think what's the worst that can happen? Things aren't the way you want them to be, there's a possibility that they may get worse so let's use it to prevent that from happening.

Of the work options what the most attractive? Finding a new job and new possibilities and work mates? ( disregarding your thoughts about it being difficult to find work) staying where you are with the people and job you know ( disregarding your thoughts that it will become harder work) or things remaining the same ( disregarding your thoughts that this won't happen) come up with your dream scenario and aside from doing what you have to do in your current job, and still look for new jobs but focus on what you'd love to happen. As you know with loa worrying and being fearful is only going to exasperated things and attract more of it.  In a twisted kind of way!! Lol I kindof work better with a potential disaster as it focussed my mind and gets my ass in gear and stops me shilly shallying around.

Same case with your flat mate - what would be your dream outcome?

[truelove]

Thank you Lise! Of course you are right I should stay focused on what I want and not what I don't want.
The reason why I was asking is because I having been putting it 'out there' to have a career more in line with my passion.. which are music, art and the healing arts.

I realised today that the two things are connected. I know now that I would like to stay at the place I am working until I can create my own businesses which has been on my mind for a while now...  and as I was driving home from work I started thinking how I would LOVE to live by myself (until my soul mate comes along of course) and I was asking myself how I could makre the extra money to be able to do that. Then it occurd to me!! I could use the extra space to set up my studio (I have a converterd garage that my housemate currently uses for his music stuff) I could run art lessons out of there. I also only have one level to go to become a rieki master, I could get my qualification and begin giving therapies (set up the extra bedroom as a healing room.)
This was all feeling so amazing ang food to me, and started thinking about how the universe lines thing up so unexpectedly.

When I got home I found a letter from the tax department approving my application for a business number (which I have applied for for another reason a couple of months ago).. and I realised everything is lining up for me to live my dreams!!
JUST AS I HAD ASKED!!

WOW!

I'm a bit nervouse, but I am going to trust and go with the flow... 

[lise]

That's fantastic - so actually when you think about it - your title is incorrect - about disruption before manifestation - it should actually just be manifestation. You're getting what you asked for and you left the how up to the universe.

What you asked for couldn't happen without change. I think change can be a little scary, even when we've asked for things as it can push us outside of our comfort zone even if that comfort zone isn't that comforting!! if you see what I mean? we get used to situations even if they're not great.

well done.

[Queen Of Light]

That's great Truelove!! You went from being worried and upset in one post to confident and positive in the next. Definitely LOA in action! 

[truelove]

Haha, I just read back through what I wrote. I was so excited I was almost illiterate ..

This was all feeling so amazing ang food to me

HA!

Anyway, thank you Queen of Light, what a difference a day makes! 

And Lise, yes, you are right again, I was feeling it as disruption, but of course things have to change in order to get what we want, I will alway trust that everything is working out for me in amazing ways! 

[animor]

I don't think that what you described is disruption. It's just the Universe rearranging in order to give you your desires.
You may not realize it at first because you can't see the bigger picture, but all these changes are for good!

But, to what you asked, I manifested a few times from that point. Everything seemed to be falling apart, I became desperate knowing that the way things were, I couldn't get what I wanted (actually it happened the opposite of what I wanted) and in a few days when I was still struggling to accept it, it happened! Out of nowhere! I can't understand it how it was the easier way, as in my view it could be easier if it had just happened from the beginning as later there was too much re-arrangement to be done, but it was done, and I don't care why it had to happen this way. I'm not the one who knows better!

[crazysoul]

i totally agree with all

changes are scary sometimes, but trust that something bigger and better is waiting for you
since you are living with loa, the universe wont let you down---- it is for your best, always!!!