I had started this membership "trying" to attract an ex about 2 months ago. Long story short in the process I fell in love with myself and have learned and put to use my power in creating my reality. Now life is about and how I feel, which should be happy always. As i know I am well, I have also discovered that I love Bundy unconditionally and our relationship status is irrelevant to my happiness and to love. So lately Ive just been really happy only thinking of myself being happy Lol
So something interesting happened... Ive been wanting to tell someone, decided to say it here. Im a kid at heart and I had always wanted to go to Build-A-Bear workshop. So one Vday he took me and let me build a stuffed animal and go crazy and buy for it anything I wanted. I made a wolf. Gave him a Harley Davidson leather jacket and some Chuck Taylors. and a little button on his paw and when you press it, he goes "ROOOOAR" hahah. He came with a birth certificate and I named him Wolfie. Spelled just like that. I loved him so much and was so proud of my boyfriend and my new stuffed animal I even took him with me to dinner.
When Bundy left, the next day I looked for Wolfie all day. I kept him either on my bed or on top of the big screen so it was weird not finding him, to this day I havent found him. I asked Bundy if he took him and he said no. This was in May.
So yesterday I downloaded a new game. Never been played before, just some puzzle game, and when I opened it, it asked me if I wanted to continue from where I left off. Nobody has played this game. It was a brand new download.... I was like, "what?" thats weird... I clicked yes either way and the game says to me "Welcome back Wolfie" I burst out laughing.... This has no explanation, it would make sense if teh game had been played before by a kid or something, but there are no kids here and as I already stated it was a brand new download, never been played before. The name Wolfie, is not something I hear on a common basis, I know I havent said that name since I asked Bundy if he took him, and people dont go around saying the word "Wolfie". Sometimes when we ask for signs and we get more and more yes, the universe is bringing it to you but it is because youve asked and because youre focusing on that. You are the one manifesting them. I havent ask for a sign, I havent even "wanted" my ex. I havent even thought about the stuffed animal in like 5 months.
So yeah I just wanted to tell somebody because I found it so interesting, Idk if it means anything, I dont care either, Im already happy, Im already "whole", I am already with the love of my life/soul mate which is me and Im proud of it and I love being alive and thats all I know and the ONLY thing that matters. But this wolfie thing is just so interesting...
August 04, 2010, 04:56:01 AM
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