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Trulybelieve:
I've been struggling with one particular manifestation. I was trying my best to let go and was so close. Unfortunately, I kept getting all sorts of signs but, not what I was asking for. I have become obsessed with it to the point of insanity/depression.

Today, I started crying like a baby, and begged God to please take this away from me and take over my life 100%. I just want to have a normal life without obsessing.

Right now, I feel much better than I have in a long time. I really hope this is the letting go stage. Has anyone else experienced a break down like this? How soon after were you back to normal without the obsessive thoughts and constant reminders?

lovebird:
Sorry to hear that, I guess you go into emotional overload and it somehow must release. I did this last winter, and ended up being medicated and on sick leave for months for depression. Still have days when I just cry and feel devastated. But that doesn't mean you have to struggle for so long, I guess it depends on your personality, your history and how good you are to let go and find happiness elsewhere in your life.

Trulybelieve:
Thank you Islandgirl. I'm a very sensitive person but, I play the tough girl to protect myself. I usually can pull myself up and dust off pretty easily on the surface but, things fester over time. I'm really hoping this is the end of the torture. I can't take it anymore.

sh-boom:
i think crying is very cleansing and good for you. i love this song, and it sums it up for me, especially the bit about rain washing it all, because when theres a big storm or heavy rain, after its cleared up, everything in nature just seems so much cleaner and cleansed;

http://youtu.be/Wh3mVE0XGas

"let 'em fall baby fall,
just like the rain washes it all
if the tears will help to you heal
all that is real
all that is wrong
let 'em fall baby fall"

Trulybelieve:
Thank you Sh-boom. I usually don't like songs like that but, I loved that one. It really DID sum it up. Thank you.  :-*

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