Why So Scared?!

[Tulip]

You know I was the same, no matter what communication we had, I wasnt happy because I wanted him to come back and 3 months of me and him texting day in day out started to frustrate me, I wasnt seeing any results so I called it a day with him and broke ties, it was wishy washy a few weeks after that.
I was never grateful, I mean gratitude was always a problem for me aswell. I've been practicing gratitude since the beginning of the month and to be honest with you- when I actually put the effort in, I feel, and have felt a HUGE shift in my energy. I find RS to be more successful then other things.

What I've decided now is to stop with everything, I've done enough and now I just want to get on with my life and be happy. I can see his actions effect you and your feelings so maybe this is the Universe telling you 'Look, you've done enough, let go, and I'll bring him to you' just have faith, I'm still building my faith- but when you REALLY commit yourself to these inner changes, you really really really do feel a shift, in your thoughts, feelings, perspectives- everything.

[tereza]

which is why I struggle when I hear from him because it's a partial result, not the whole thing.

Maybe I've got this entirely wrong 

Maybe you struggle because you've been drawing this whole process out? Like instead of responding the same day, you wait a week or two. Maybe that's sort of messing with the progression of things. Perhaps you should just start responding quickly? Maybe start showing him a little bit that you care? I mean, cause you do care. That's why you've written a post about him and get all emotional.