Author Topic: Why is this happening? ex thing but strange! (Read 426 times)

S · « **on:** June 07, 2012, 09:50:54 PM »

Hey everybody,

I have been so busy lately, getting job interviews, immersed in my teaching placement, everything has been busy for the last month

But since yesterday, I am now in turmoil and total confusion, so I was wondering if you could all help point out what my energy may be emitting, as I really feel confused right now...

My ex had started contacting me 3 weeks ago asking if I'd forgotten him, asking how I was, etc. The next day he asked me to meet up, I said I couldn't as I was working which I was...

There was then no contact up until th 31st may- he asked if I was okay, hardly no kisses in his texts this time.. he then asked if I was free on the friday just gone, I said I couldn't meet him as I had a job interview but I said I'd be free this week. He said he would let me know if he was free this week, he hasn't...

Yesterday (I know I shouldn't have!) I went on his facebook and he had put up a status, some people liked that status including his ex from along time ago who he was in a rebound relationship with when he had to break up with me because of his family catching us together (this was 4 years ago)
She went and found him on facebook and added him recently, this what I so feared and I guess it happened because of me, he would never get with her as he knew what it did to me when I found out he was with her for that short period of time…
I’m just in shock but I’m upset with him for even having her on her facebook even though it probably means nothing… but I get worried because she’s got these sexual, prerogative pictures of her on a bed in a short dress 
So I decided to look today and saw his status reading that he hopes his job interview goes well tomorrow (all he said was ‘awww’ when I told him I had one last week, so many people are saying good luck to him)… then this gets me worried incase he gets a good job, and his family get him married if he has a decent job… I know I should be happy for him but I’m trying to ground my energy so that I can become a magnet to the things, people and circumstances that I want (including him)… It’s really hard with these little shocks that I have had…
I understand now that I have caused these things to come into my reality, my experience, but how do I turn this around?

Thank you very much for reading and I look forward to your responses

xxxx

Pretty_Smile · « **Reply #1 on:** June 08, 2012, 12:57:09 AM »

You're giving his ex too much attention,them being friends on FB isn't a big deal. Just act like she isn't there and soon it'll be like she wasn't ever there ( I hope that didn't sound harsh or mean lol )

S · « **Reply #2 on:** June 08, 2012, 01:17:16 AM »

Pretty_Smile,

Thank you for your reply, it is very helpful!

I am also really insecure because her pictures since 4 years ago are really, really pretty!!

She even has similar hairstyles to mine, it worries me a little...

S · « **Reply #3 on:** June 09, 2012, 08:50:12 PM »

Just to add...
I think this has happened because I have been doing my teaching placement in an unknown area full of parents dropping their children off full of serious, emotional problems...
I think this drained me, plus the staff there keep trying to belittle me, put me down and make things hard for me, this may have had a helping hand in my out- of- control energy this past week...

I caused this because I always had a fear of that girl trying to add him, and since she added him, she changing her profile pics more often and I gotta admit, she's changed and looks quite pretty, which worries me.

ANYWAYS- back to my life and my energy, by centering my energy, I can attract better experiences and this situation can change as I stop focusing on the current situation and focusing on making each of my moments beautiful!

This motivates me to calm myself down and get back to what's important, focusing on me, making my life productive and living in the moment!

I actually feel better that it is only my energy that has caued this..right?

Also,
my mum has started getting into tarot readings and her cards reflects things that seem to be true.... is it real? or just a reflection of the energy you are giving out?
I did a few readings on Him and her if they did get together a few days ago and the cards were good for them, was this reflecting my fear?
Oh, a few days ago, I also noticed her hairstyles, looks seemed similar to mine.... strange! but horrible...
I'm staying away from facebook now!

Help!

xx