Author Topic: What A Difference A Day Makes! My Twin Flame Journey! (Read 4129 times)

loveofabundance · « **on:** January 25, 2011, 01:52:06 PM »

Well, today was the first day that I allowed myself to be over my ex. And when I say over, I mean that i now reside in the space that I no longer desire him. It felt awesome! For those of you that don't know me, I live far more in the world of true spirit than in the world of physical illusion. i fell in love with a man who is doing amazing works on the spiritual plane, yet has no conscious awareness of his power here in the earthly realm. Talk about frustration!

oh, before I continue, if i call him a butthead, etc. no one better dare try to reprimand me, cause he sure as hell doesn't. people, the sole reason why i have been so honest about my experiences with this intolerable soul is because , this is a real love story unfolding and I feel that it's worth it to share with others so that they may take heart.

Anyway, i woke up this morning, not to his energy welcoming me to a new day and heralding our love on the spiritual plane, while his chicken-shit (again, don't anyone dare say, "oh that's not nice." I guarantee you that I'm a hell of a lot nicer than anyone who would say that and aga would expect nothing less from me because he's not looking for an illusion when a reality check provides so much more sweet respite)ass is still being a tool. See, i have been allowing him to get his nookies on the spiritual plane and no longer may my brother sip at the font of our mutual Divine Bliss without opening his eyes to his significant and necessary contribution.

I woke up to my energy being caught up in myself! It was awesome! I feel so free!

Here's the deal 2011 is the Year of the Twin Flame. Your Twin Flame is the other half of your soul. This is not a soul mate. Soul mates are basically every person that we encounter and have any sort of meaningful experience, whether seemingly positive or negative. The soul mate is your parent, sibling, spouse that you divorced, etc. The purpose of a soulmate is to work out karma so that you are ready for your Twin Flame. The soulmate is not your one true love. your one true love is your Twin Flame. mind you, if you don't believe in Twin Flames, pay no attention to my post. however, if you seek the Yin to you Yang, or vice-versa, I invite you to follow me as I journey through the year 2011, which is the Year of the Twin Flame.

Twin Flames are represented by the numbers 11, 22, 33. Do you see 11:11 alot? you are close to meeting your Twin Flame.

Tomorrow i will write more about the Twin Flame phenomenon. It's why I'm here! it's what I do!

Orion · « **Reply #1 on:** January 25, 2011, 04:15:43 PM »

i'm very curious... waiting for new post!

lise · « **Reply #2 on:** January 25, 2011, 04:18:10 PM »

I see the numbers 11 and 11.11 all the time. I never believed in soul mates until this year and to be honest I'd never heard of twin flames. I truly believe I have met my twin and truly hope that seeing the numbers 11.11 means I am close to being with my twin flame. I will be folllowing you on here with this.

this year is well geared for the 11.11 phenomena - already had 1.1.11. exciting.

Marianna9351 · « **Reply #3 on:** January 25, 2011, 10:05:53 PM »

@love,
I find your situation with Chris to be sad. I remember you mentioning you had a vision of him before meeting him, and then you telling the universe you were ready for your hot guy and then he came to you. All the signs of him being “the one” for you were there and yet it did not work out. You assume LOA would draw us our perfect partner, and yet in the end this happens to you. This could be the most romantic year of your life.

Magdog, MD, Mr. Best Luck · « **Reply #4 on:** January 25, 2011, 11:03:50 PM »

Love we are your audience, we have been attracted to you, and you us.

MD, Mr. Best Luck, Gratefully and Humbly

loveofabundance · « **Reply #5 on:** January 26, 2011, 12:25:19 PM »

Crazy day today!

Although, meeting my ex has been unusual and certainly isn't playing out as I had envisioned, i don't actually find it all that sad. So much of what happens in the world is not what it appears to be. Really and truly, there is only love.

As a mere mortal, I've made things to be of a much more serious nature than they are. It's easy to do.

Anyway, i still feel much freer and the deep, throbbing energy that connects me to my ex is not being felt by me. It's there of course, because we are all connected, but I'm not focused on it. This is a good thing because the majority of my energy is no longer being a crutch for him. He can and will make it on his own.

Well, yesterday I was full of vitality and went to bed healthy. This morning i woke up ill enough that I had to stay home from work. I felt terrible. I had an extremly sore throat and terrible stomach pains. Incredibly, i was able to heal myself, of all but the slightest of lingering pains, in 12 hours! This is proof to me that my healing energy is focused soley on me for the first time in a long time.

Anyway, when I feel connected with the ex, I sense an incredible energy on my left side, especially near the shoulder. Imagine my surprise to read that this is a common energy felt by females during twin flame meditation! Males feel this energy on their right side.

This is what surprises me so much about my Twin Flame journey. I always experience something first, and then receive information that is in alignment with the experience. so, we'll see what happens.

@lise, many people meet their Twin and only after the meeting are introduced to the phrase. also, when many Twins meet, one or both are married! You know I'm old-fashioned about marriage vows and such, and I've been very careful about replying to your specific situation. That said, it is quite possible that you've met your Twin and you'll be quite pleased to know that, in cases like yours, neither Twin does anything to break up the existing marriage. Instead, the situation resolves itself!

anyway, I was going to start on Twin Flame meditation today, but my health required me to focus my energy elsewhere, which I still feel is miraculous. when I begin the meditation tomorrow, I will focus only on my Twin's energy and detach from the idea that my ex is the embodiment of said energy. Now, I'm still in spiritual communication with the ex because I've been communicating with him in this fashion since we were kids but it's as light and non-intrusive as it was before I met him. I have released all expectation for him to be my Twin, while at the same time accepting the possibility that he may be.

Oh, this reminds me of something important! I'm going to post on the whole free will thing! Watch for it.

loveofabundance · « **Reply #6 on:** January 28, 2011, 09:58:45 AM »

So, I have been focusing on my job because it is obviusly important. After all, i need money to pay for school.

What's awesome about my job is that it is teaching me many points about NLP and personal magnetism. The neat thing about studying these subjects is not that it gets you to draw people to you, it's that it gets you to feel that confidence in yourself!

Anyway, i still want to marry my Twin Flame and be a portal for little Crystal Children, and my new job mercifully takes my mind off the ex! The more I develop at my job, the more ready I will be to attract my Twin!

belleandchic · « **Reply #7 on:** February 01, 2011, 11:41:26 PM »

Just what I have been looking for. I cant seem to escape this issue, its been a trending topic in my brain for months and months. I know EXACTLY and I mean EXACTLY what you mean when you are explaining your situation. For I am in (somewhat) the same place. I woke up yesterday morning feeling the same way. The welcoming of my twin. . . the presence I once felt. . . is no longer there.

I know why. I made a stupid move by pushing him to the limit and causing him to run away and possibly never returning. Of course I mean this in relative terms because the fact that we are separated is only an illusion.

But anyways Im kind of in a rut, presently being unemployed so forcing me to think things through especially him. At first I enjoyed it because it was needed but now I just want to get away from the isolation. Now I am hoping I get a job soon so that I can take my mind off of this. I have seen the 11:11 the last three days -- on point. Though I already knew what it meant I researched it further only to come to a conclusion that 1. I am a chosen one. 2. I have to realize what is real and what is an illusion and 3. I dont know where this will tke me.

With a relationship with God that is very -- unique and close. . . still I feel like im missing the bigger picture.

belleandchic · « **Reply #8 on:** February 01, 2011, 11:56:22 PM »

You seem more knowledgeable of the topic. I have a couple of questions that maybe you or someone out there can answer.

1. Ive had a merging dream with my twin but in the dream he did not want to get intimate. What does that mean? I feel just because I met my twin and know who he is, it doesnt necessarily means that iwe were meant to be romantically involved with each other. Any takes on this?

2. I have noticed the 11:11-- 3days in a row. Recently. Kind of the same time I had my merging dream. The twist with me is that I already know that he is my twin . . . who is unfortunately a runner.

3. Is it possible to receive all these signs basically telling me that us reuniting is getting closer only for him in reality to run away?

I really need someone's help.

loveofabundance · « **Reply #9 on:** February 02, 2011, 12:04:05 PM »

Welcome! It is great to meet someone who is in tuned with the deeper picture!

Just let him run. If he is your twin, and if you feel he is there is any reason to believe he's not, he'll be back. Let him run!

That's what I'm doing. And I'm finding more strength than ever before. And yes, in the case of your male twin if you are the female, if you are twins, he will come back!

xcfastdude14 · « **Reply #10 on:** February 26, 2011, 09:54:58 AM »

Okay so I keep seeing 11:11 literally every single day. But I'm not sure like when do I know
when I've found my twin flame. This girl I've been pursuing (same girl as all my other posts) might be it.
LIke when I first met her it was like we've known each other forever, even though we didn't.
And we were able to talk to each other for hours. But idk how else to tell, like if there are any specific
signs or somethin.

loveofabundance · « **Reply #11 on:** February 27, 2011, 10:30:39 AM »

For Anyone who is experiencing a Twin Flame Reunion, just follow your heart. Don't second guess yourself. Don't look for advice outside of yourself when it comes to your spiritual existence.

Sweet Spirit · « **Reply #12 on:** February 28, 2011, 08:53:39 AM »

Dee, How have you been? I have really been missing you and I hope all is well with you.

loveofabundance · « **Reply #13 on:** March 28, 2011, 11:20:34 AM »

Hi Melanie! You look positively radiant! I've been doing well and really enjoying the Year of the Twin Flame.

It is so imperative, people, to love, love, love, love, love yourself! Seriously, just love yourself! Everything else will fall into place!