To everyone who wants thier love/ex back(PART 2)

[ava]

I love you/Thank you/I am sorry/please forgive me

[BeHappy]

Hi everyone!
Just need to share something.  I was asking for a sign last night, I wanted to see a squirrel today.  I wasnt even so sure that I`ll see one.. so I almost forgot about it till earlier, when I was in the car, near this park, I turned my head to the park and there was the squirrel!! Jumping around and so very beautiful!

[Giggles]

My dear friends!
I feel so positive energy, so glad and so happy! Your stories are amazing! You are blessed, and it is so beautiful!

Now I must tell You all what happened to me just during 2 days...
And also warn You about some things, and also ask Your opinions...

Well, yesterday it was amazing morning, I felt so positive energy and it was just good. I started my visualisations, and then I felt I should text him. So I did. Then he replies to ask me to be online. We was on skype and it was so nice conversation. He was so happy seeing me. I was so glad. He also asked me for meeting for next day. I agreed.
It was just amazing, as I wanted. ALL AS I WANTED!

Then I started my meditations feeling so much happiness, I also was so glad that actually he isnt in love with other girl... (it appears in my mind because of situation of my best friend - her ex bf loves other girl). I feelt extremely grateful and happy that actually he isnt in love with other girl.
IT WAS WRONG!
Universe causes this in next 4 hours! Really!

In next hours I get to know, that he was chatting with old friend (girl) and she actually told him that she is in love with him...He told her some things that makes me nearly cry... It was strange, actually he told her that he also was thinking about them as couple, and other things like that. Also he told her that they cant be together...Then he told her whats about her and how it all will be now... Then told her that he doesnt know and so on, and so on... it was strange. Firstly he told her that he doesnt want to be with her, than that he doesnt know, and maybe he wants... then that she is so great girl... And I just dont know what to think about this...

And I was so sad... but I actually met with him today... It was so great. Cause You know. He doesnt know that I know about his conversation with that girl... and I told to myself - that I probably attract her to his life... and he doesnt want her, he wants me!
I came for a meeting, he was on cloud9 when he saw me. It was amazing.
We were hugging and kissing. Also talking. And actually he TOLD ME THAT HE WANNA DATE WITH ME! (not relationship-just dating)
But I wanted this! I just wanted this! I am so glad!!

And now here is a question- what U all think. Did I attracted that girl to his life ? Was he true about this what he was talking to her. I actually dont wanna focus on her or any other girls any more! I just focus on me and him, and I wanna attract only relationship now! OUR RELATIONSHIP!

[Giggles]

Ehh but I cant still let it go.
I got to know he was talking with his best friend, about that girl. He told him that he "wanna stop it, and must go out of this.."
But then he told "but still she is so great girl, so I dont know"
And I am thinkink about her, and i am so scared, so so so scared.
Also he told me that he dont wanna our dates to be like our last (with hugging and kissing and acting like couple) because he wanna do it by small steps...
And also my first thought was that probably he wanna go out of this idea...
And I am so scared...
Please tell me what should I do, I am so scared that he wanna be with that girl... I dont know what should I do. Did I attracted her or not.
Please help me.
I feel this scary pain in my chest, and its awful because I cant be grateful of him asking me for dates... please help me I need Your help extremely now!

[ava]

Dear giggles,sometimes we are grateful for something,but in our subconscious,we are scared of happening that event.may be you attracted this event.BUT if you didn't scared at all for his love for someone else,may be this current situation comes from your past thoughts.your past fears.your past feelings!!you know,the current fact,is just the [/color]physical form of our past thoughts and beliefs.but should we give up and say so this is the fact and i can't change it?NO.cause if you want something in future,attract it in present,attract it right now.your current thoughts and beliefs will build your tomorrow.so if you say i am scared and worried,etc...the universe gives you more of the same and absolutely this current reality will be your future reality too.SO CHANGE IT RIGHT NOW!

[ava]

My dear friends,i wrote your names on small papers(for each person,1 paper).and i tagged them above my bed.every time i see your names,i send positive energy to you

[Believing Love]

Ava
Thank you !!!!

[Giggles]

Thank You Ava. I think I attracted HER to his life because I have been feeling scared all the time Its sad but its true. I had this feelings all the time in me, that maybe he would love sb else... It is awful! I must change it now!
I want him to love only me!

[inessa19]

Giggles, don't understand me wrongly but... When I read your posts I've got an impression that you're still too attached to outcome and you are too worried of this situation. You still can't let go, you want this too much! You're thinking about this over and over again, but unnecessarily! You're analysing, thinking all the time of what he's doing, feeling. Too much. Stop. Let be you in the FIRST place in your life now. Only YOU!! Do something what you really like, be grateful for the smallest things which happen to you. Everything, but stop thinking so much and being worried.

Look how much you achieved. You have regular contact with him, you're meeting each other, he WANTS it! Moreover, he told you that he LOVES YOU!!!!! (as I remember). This is sooo much... Tell me girl, what are you still afraid of?! Why are you so impatient? Your dream is on the best way to come true.

On the other hand, look at your guy from the other side. I know, you love him, but you idealize him too much and maybe thats why you want him so strongly. He is not a god, he is a human. He has drawbacks like you and me. For example, when I'm reading your posts, I noticed that he is very undecided. I think that he don't know what he wants "Maybe this girl is great, but maybe not.. Ohhh, maybe that girl should be better..." Is this a MAN?! xD Uhh! I'm joking a bit, but just wonder.. Is there a little of thruth? You've done so much... You were trying, taking care of your relationship, you were meditating, praying. Maybe now it's his turn..? U can't torture yourself, that everything what was wrong is only your fault. Don't think like that, couse it's not true. He must do some big step too! Show him (and yourself) that you're strong, calm and you're really, really ready for what you want.

I'm telling you this, because I want you to relax a bit In my opinion, your in a very good situation, and perhaps in the best position from all of us.. But you're blocking this by doubts and analysing. Just let the Universe show it's power!

[Giggles]

inessa19 Yes Youre right. I am still too attached. Everything that Youre wrote is right, yes. My man isnt God. My man is undecided and act like a child. Yeah. And also You were right that I am too obsessive of analizing this situation, and there is too much worries in me!
That is all true!
And the true is also that I am in good situation. I have what I want. He agrees dating with me. And it was what I wanted.
Youre so right, I am sooo impatient! I dont know why... maybe because new girl appears in his life, and Im scaried about her...
Now I feel so good, because all Your posts, and because of Ava's prayers! And NOW I feel that I have what I want, so I can let it go.
I can because Universe dont let leave me. Universe always is working. And never stops. So I know Universe is gonna help me!

My friend sent me a text about LOA. And it helped me so much!
There was something like - our subconscious is like little dog. This dog is scared about new things like water. When we are washing this little dog, he is so scary about this new situation. The same is with our subconscious when we are trying to connect with it. When we trying to transfer some informations and afirmations and visualisations... it is all so new for our subconscious! And thats why we are so scared because our subconscious is not used to this new situation, new data, and new points...
Thats why we are scared and dont know what to do. And feel needy...
But when this little dog used to water, he knows how to act during washing... and the same is with our subconscious. We must be patient and trying little steps to make our mind used to that new situation!

And moreover I got to know - maybe some of You know it already but I didnt.
There are some steps of LOA, You all know visualisations, afirmations and so on... When we see first results of our work, we cant even believe that it really works. We have some doubts. And even when its happening to us, we can have still that doubts. And thats why our subconscious isnt used to that kind of things it makes us unbelivers...
And.. what happens then. When sth good happens to us, and we see results - our subconscious still cant believe this, and thats why actually it give us some adversities and deludes us from our path to happines, because actually just our subconscious cant believe and isnt used to new sitation. And our mind is scared like this little dog during washing. This is normal situation. This is how our mind works when we have our first successes. This stage is called purifing. We shouldnt draw our attention of that. When we endure this stage we gonna have what we want.
Thats why we must be very gentle to ourselves and do little steps.

Today I made my afirmations to Universe - in present tense.
He loves me
He is open for relationship with me
And I am open for relationship with him

Now I understand this clearlier... and now Im gonna only be happy, and be on my pedestal, and let it go! And You know what. I even dont think about that girl... she isnt exist in my world. She is just that obstruction, that adversity that my mind produce because isnt used to new situation. And that all means that I am on right path, And I am really attracting what i want. And I want him so Im gonna attract him by my happiness, calmness and so on. I am so love in myself, and I love him, and he loves me!

I just love You my dear friends, I feel real power now!

[pixiechick21]

kinda cunfussed here,ok My ex text me two days ago and said good good morning babe.and i repied how are you and i hope you have a good day today.then he said nothing all day that until yesterday morning.and he will text me maybe ounce everday? iv been thinkin good postive thought about us being together and writing in my jouranl about what i want to happen with us.but my question is why does he distant himself like that. should i just let go and not text him and keep asking the universe to bring him closer to me? now it is posable that he can change and show me more about how he feels and what not right? what should i say to the universe about this?

thank you

[2thetop]

pixie-be grateful for him texting you.  return his text and let it go.  dont worry or focus on him texting you back.  if he does great, if he doesnt great.  go about your business and dont focus on it.

[ava]

Giggles your affirmations are excellent.keep on this path....Pixie,just be grateful for his contacts and switch your attention away from his distance.may be he needs time and space.be patient!

[Giggles]

Thank You Ava You are always in my prayers, sending You my positive energy! :*

[ava]

• I am grateful for my family
• I am grateful for my job
• I am grateful for my friends
• I am grateful for this forum
• I am grateful for net connection
• I am grateful for this cup of tea
• I am grateful for music i am hearing now
• I am grateful for my health
• I am grateful for my beauty
• I am grateful for raining
• I am grateful for my laptop
• I am grateful for my phone
• I am grateful for this glass of water
• I am grateful for breathing
• I am grateful for my painting exhibition
• I am grateful for this calmness
• I am grateful for my independent happiness
• I am grateful for detaching
• I am grateful for feeling love
• I am grateful for being back together with(B)
• I am grateful for having his love
• I am grateful for posting my success story
• I am grateful for this new romantic relationship with(B)
• I am grateful for living with him
• I am grateful for everything.......