Author Topic: To everyone who wants thier love/ex back(PART 2) (Read 88264 times)

irishgirl69 · « **Reply #135 on:** September 07, 2011, 09:38:26 AM »

I was so tempted to text Jason today but I stayed strong. I really want him to initiate the next contact. I got the DVD of the show we did together this summer and I wanted to let him know how amazing it looked. But I flipped a coin to tell me if I should text him, and it came up negative, so I listened. I will see him in a week and a half and I can't wait. I hope he is thinking of me and missing me even just a little bit. I am focusing on NOT having any expectations of seeing him at this party. I think I put too much neediness out there before the last party we were at together and that was not a great outcome, so I'm focusing on only sending good energy out. I just want to be the sweet, fun woman he met (and liked) this summer. I'm also hosting the party so I'm excited that he gets to see my house and will know that I have my act together. Who wouldn't want a girlfriend like me?

ava · « **Reply #136 on:** September 07, 2011, 04:00:33 PM »

Irishgirl,keep on this wonderful positive energy.we need your energy here

Sanjeet,i know you since 2009,so i didn't forget you dear.i added you to my list last week,before your pm

you can see your name on the second page of this thread.last night in my every night prayers and meditation i said your name too

Giggles · « **Reply #137 on:** September 07, 2011, 04:13:12 PM »

People, thank You for Your advises I am so grateful of them, because it helped me alot!
I stopped being so obsessive as I used to be. Now its way better to focus of him mailing/texting/calling me, thank It used to be. I can also fucus on my meditations, and feeling good

Sending You all my energy!

Ps. He called, to ask me for meeting, second time. And I told him that I havent got time now cause I have much stuff to do like preparing for my exams. And I told him that we can meet next day, but he told that then hes leaving town. So he told that its a big pity for him, and that we will be in touch so can meet another time. Then he called second time to ask me about some problems, and advise. It was really nice.

Ps.2 I was thinking about much feathers, I was thinking about me seeing them and being glad. And poof! I saw much much feathers today too!

ava · « **Reply #138 on:** September 07, 2011, 04:30:17 PM »

I am so happy for you dear giggles

last night i said your name too in my prayers....i have another interesting story about the feathers.today when i was going to work,i thought about the feathers and this time i asked God,if i get my desire,please show me another sign.i wanted to see a blue feather,but suddenly i thought the[/color] blue feather[/b] is not common and how can i find it?is there any bird with blue feather?then i thought maybe i chose a difficult sign!! after work,i saw one of my friends,she told me,hey Ava,i bought an artificial flower for one of my dress,i want to show you.do you think it's beautiful?then she showed me a blue flower,with a lot of[/color] blue feathers [/b]around it!!!i shocked and said:yes dear,it is so nice!!and then said thank you God!!i did not determine i want to see a natural [/color]blue feather[/b] or an artificial one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hope that was a sign from the universe

Katie · « **Reply #139 on:** September 07, 2011, 04:31:56 PM »

Ava, if that's not a sign, then I don't know what it is LOL.

ava · « **Reply #140 on:** September 07, 2011, 04:34:36 PM »

thank you dear Katie

.you know i still have problem with BELIEFS!!!when i see a sign,then suddenly i think maybe that was accidental!!

Giggles · « **Reply #141 on:** September 07, 2011, 04:36:07 PM »

Dear Ava ! I am so grateful that You called my name during Your meditations yesterday. I can feel this energy in me

Thank You so much!

Wow - I think that it was sing about this artificial blue feathers! Because You know You friend could choose different color of this flower&feathers, but she chose blue one and she show them to You - so it was sign for You!

ava · « **Reply #142 on:** September 07, 2011, 04:42:13 PM »

thank you dear giggles,but unfortunately i could not took it as a reminder,cause that was hers

irishgirl69 · « **Reply #143 on:** September 07, 2011, 06:46:20 PM »

I'm feeling a little down today and I'm trying to turn it around. As I said, I watched the DVD of the show I did this summer (where I met Jason) and I am being hard on myself. I have quite a bit of weight to lose and seeing myself on video magnified that. And of course, I am beating myself up that my size is the reason that Jason doesn't want to be with me. But in my heart, I know that's not true. I know he was/is attracted to me and I know that if he didn't like me, he would have told me that (he is a brutally honest man - which I admire). He said that he can't be with anyone because he is working on getting his life back on track. I had an abusive relationship that so damaged my self esteem and I know that's where this is coming from. I wish I could turn it around - I don't want the negative to surround me.

Mel90 · « **Reply #144 on:** September 07, 2011, 07:39:43 PM »

I would like to thank everyone here. reading your posts, and getting some of your advice has helped me alot. i realize there is a lot of work that i need to do. I need to let go. i need to get over this. I need to be confortable with the idea that my love is not responding to my msg, while he was before.

Ava, i tried asking for a sign. initially i was guided by fear when i didnt immediately see what i was asking for. but with time, i learned to calm down. to take a step back and try it again. and i kept seeing what I had asked for. as i walked the streets of my city, i asked to see a certain make of car in a certain colour (an uncommon one) to indicate that i would be ok, then to indicate that he would be back. I did see what i asked for.

time to regain focus on myself and be happy again.

thanks again to all.

Giggles · « **Reply #145 on:** September 07, 2011, 07:49:13 PM »

That is true Mel90.
I also have seen that there is much work to do, much homework to make...
And yeah I see progress in Your behaviour, and in my life.
Today he isnt texting or calling, but i am not obsessive about it, or sad about it. I am just cal an happy. And I feel he is gonna text me soon. I dont wanna text him today, cause I wanna meke him miss me much more

Im gonna be patient, happy, calm, and make misty atmosphere here...
Silent causes mistery And mistery is very attractive!

inessa19 · « **Reply #146 on:** September 07, 2011, 09:56:54 PM »

Hello everyone! On the last days I had soo great time with my family! I wasn't thinking about Him or when he appeared in my thoughts it was only for a moment and it was a positive thought. I was so happy that I forgot about any problems. I was laughing and laughing all over the time. I only regret that most of my family lives too far away and I can see them so rarely

But today I came back to the reality and one thing 'spoiled' my mood -.- (it's not connected with HIM). Now it's ok, but I'm scared that feelings of longing and attachement will come back soon..

I'm very happy to be with you here again and I'll pray for you all this evening. I will be grateful if you will pray for me too. Thank you all for the positive energy you send me

I'm gonna give you some of mine

ava · « **Reply #147 on:** September 08, 2011, 12:08:16 AM »

I am so happy for you dear inessa...thank you for your positive energy.we will pray for you...

MiaVictoria · « **Reply #148 on:** September 08, 2011, 01:27:50 AM »

Hello everyone! Super positive forum and I see myself in so many of these posts - down to flipping a coin (as mentioned in a prev post) for advice! I clicked on this thread because I miss somebody who initially brought ME to THEM by the law of attraction. The signs were surreal too. However, my love has given his heart to another so therefore I love him from far far away.

keepee · « **Reply #149 on:** September 08, 2011, 04:11:07 AM »

Long time reading but new to posting! This thread is so positive and the idea of many vibrations on an intention seems so powerful! So here goes... I am greatful for the love attention and devotion of V and the opportunity to give him the same in return. I am thankful that he initiates contact daily and that all of our free time is spent together growing the strength of our loving bond. I am overwhelmingly greatful that V chooses to give his heart to me exclusively. Sending positive vibrations and love to V and all of you and your intentions!