I come with an exciting post today! Many of you are familiar with my story and I feel so grateful to have found this forum. I've found so much support here when I've been down or confused and on the flip side of that, so many who share in my joy when I have good news to report!
So - today, I have some more good news: YES, I ATTRACTED A SPECIFIC PERSON.
In my last post, I wrote about manifesting a phone call from my ex (Boy #1) whom I ultimately want to attract back and still love dearly, but not in a desperate way. I know I am absolutely fine and amazing and happy without him
- but it took me quite some time to get to this place. In that same post, I wrote with quite a lot of excitement about Boy #2, who I had sort of met a few times before and who had caught my eye (because he is very handsome ^^) Well, I have quite a lot of success to report with Boy #2:
- I attracted meeting him properly
- I manifested a message from him on my birthday
- I manifested some really fun conversations via email - and in my mind I imagined how they would go and they worked out EXACTLY, if not better than I had mentally 'scripted'
- I manifested meeting him out at drinks with some mutual friends
- And just the other night I manifested a kiss (well, quite a few kisses actually
I just wanted to reiterate that the whole time, I was really excited at the prospects but was really open to the Universe just working things out for me. It's amazing. In my mind, I thought I would have to get a mutual friend to set us up, but as it happened, we met completely independently and it has been a really natural progression... I have been really positive the whole time and really, very detached. Just a few weeks ago, I wrote here very upset because I could feel a desperate attachment forming between my intention to get back together with my ex and that not working out, I guess because we have no history, there are no inner blocks, no negative thoughts, no worries about things not working out or anything like that (I had been fee. Just excitement at the possibilities
I feel like this is a lesson I really needed to learn, it prepares me for attracting all my desires and gives me faith that it is definitely possible!
It seems crazy to think that this has all happened in the space of a month! Really, the Universe knows the quickest, most simplest route to your desire. The Universe can see things that you can't yet see. You just have to keep 110% FAITH that the Universe knows best and just hand it over and continue with life on your happy path.
So, now I know that this is how you do it. IT IS POSSIBLE. I am living proof! THIS IS AMAZING. Rewind a month or so ago and I had never even met him properly. I knew who he was and found him very attractive
Things that I have done recently:
- Just generally kept very upbeat, happy, hopeful and expectant that good things are coming my way.
- I have been listening to a lot of Bashar to deepen my understanding of LOA http://www.bashar.org/videogallery.html
- I have mentally scripted conversations in my mind - and to my great surprise, they have worked out perfectly!
- I wrote a list of all the characteristics I would want in my ideal partner (as it happens, many of them are qualities I loved about my ex) but there are also things on there - I was completely indulgent in writing this list. I recommend doing it. It is amazing, but make sure you are really open when writing it.
- Whenever I remember, I express gratitude for what I have in my life.
- I spoil myself, I show myself love first (which I didn't used to do) and I feel that I am Number One in my life and that I deserve nothing but the best.
- I have been sharing my successes and excitement with all of my friends.
- I have been imagining the possibilities with him, entertaining that he could maybe be the One (even though deep down I feel it is probably my ex, but I don't feel attached to only that. It is still such early days with Boy #2 so I am not jumping to any conclusions, I am remaining open!)
- I have decided that I am ready to move forward and create my own reality
- I feel FINALLY that I have let go of the past and instead have been focussing on making the present amazing and creating an amazing future for myself and really believing in it.
For the first time in a very long time, I feel so relaxed and at peace. The Universe has my back. I know that it knows my desires and even though the Universe might not take me through the front door, so to speak, the journey through the garden and around the side is such a beautiful one which is teaching me so many amazing and wonderful things!
I don't know what is going to happen with Boy #2, but I am so confident that I have the Power in me to direct it any way I please - and for now, it is so FUN and SO exciting! I don't know what the future holds, but I know it is only good things if that is what I want and believe in!
Light and love to you all