I think you're right to listen to your intuition and subconscious. I've had difficulty recognising what my subconscious was telling me or tapping into it acurately. I had a similar experience to you. I have been doing the free online Silva lessons. I have been listening to free get into alpha message on lesson 2 each night but as i do it in bed - I often fall asleep. I recieved the lesson on esp yesterday which suggests doing what you did and asking a question of yourself whilst in alpha state. I actually wrote mine down.
I woke up this morning and I remembered either dreaming or thinking visualising whilst in alpha about my situation and the guy I love. That in itself is not usual - but this time it was slightly different and included other elements but I didn't think much of it. I was writing in my gratitude diary about something else and commenting on how the solution had presented itslef in an usual way and to remember not to focus on the how something will happen in relation to anything.
As I was writing, I had a kind of lightbulb moment. I realised that when I was writing what I wanted to attract - I had been very specific in relation to the guy I love but mainly into our next meeting rather than the ultimate end goal. I realised that the dream I had had incorporated specifically the ultimate end goal rather than just the meeting. Now it's not that I hadn't thought about the other things, I had - but I kind of assumed the universe knew all those things came along too which I'm sure it does but although I'd put it out there and had written it down - it wasn't part of my everyday focus and thoughts. My everyday thoughts seemed to be very specific on one conversation rahther than the big picture.
Also I also realised that my main source of doubt came from thinking it won't happen because of this element - but in the dream/alpha it showed me that a) it was possible and b) to make that a more specific overall. It was always part of my mindset but in a way I thoght it - kind of went without saying when it should have been said loud and clear. I do think this is the missing piece in a way and I hoestly think if things don't happen now I've finally realised this then it really is too far out of my control. I've felt for a while I was missing soething or doing something wrong but know i feel I have the whole picture. To be honest I feel a bit thick as now I can see it - it was obvious and the signs were there.
You say you know something is happening and I think if you feel that way then you're right. I do think our subconscious is the key to many things and it's finding the best way to use it to identify things and learn about ourselves. Have you read the josef murphy info on the subconscious that is very good and is free online as a pdf.
The other less exciting thing that happened was also in this dream/alpha state. I had something weird on one of my teeth, a tooth near the back - it was like a piece of skin/thin enamel had come off - it was odd and not sure how it occured in the dream. Anyway, I was putting my makeup on today and for some reason, don't know why I was looking at my teeth in the mirror! (maybe without realising it because of the dream) anyway I noticed that my tooth at the back, the exact one in the dream has a kind of red line on the gum of that tooth!!! It's not painful, you can't see that tooth when I smile or when you just look in a mirror. I only saw it because I was specifically looking at my teeth including the back ones. But obviously my subconscious knew something about it even when my conscious mind didn't.
Keep asking your subconscious questions - it's got everything buried in there!
October 11, 2011, 08:17:49 AM
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