Signs from the universe stories!

[LeyLine]

I think that it is a sign yes...it represents how ur psychological state is right now...you are feeling helpless as a child, ur life does not have vivid colours and its kinda gloomy, and ur wondering a lot about what is going to happen...but still u hold some hope in ur heart (it is represented by the pale blue eyes). I would say that it tells u that u have to change something in your mindset in order to manifest. Maybe grow fonder of urself and trust ur power more

Peace

[judasentinel]

Thanks!! I thought so too, but was not consciously giving it value. I was trying to see if this sign could be related to her feeling anything for me. That's all.

Ok here is the confusing part:

Let's say I want to know what I believe about my beloved in terms of whether she loves and misses me or not. How do I find out what I truly believe about it?

And once I discover what I believe, how do I know if it is true or a fact?

Once I have answers to these two questions (knowing what the belief is and whether it is a factual belief or my own creation), I think I can move forward real fast.

[LeyLine]

Judas...your heart will tell you what u believe...Your logic might say *hey she doesnt love u at all, move on buddy!!* But u must keep in mind that ur logic is based on the beliefs and judgements we ppl hold. Like *if she doesnt call she doesnt love* That could be true if everything in life was black and white...but there are millions shades of grey in between:)

So trust ur heart...a good exercise is to medidate. When u meditate, and u clean ur minds of thoughts, sometimes u get feelings...of love, or jealousy or anger or whatever...these feelings seem to come from nowhere....but they come from ur higher self. So, if u wanna know what to believe, listen closely to ur heart and try to medidate

And once u know what to believe...be sure that its true. Because u will only manifest what u believe:) If u believe it....then its true

[judasentinel]

I did what you suggested and guess what feelings arose? SORROW and GRIEF. I thought about her and all I could see was just hazy images of her. I had to try real hard just to visualize her face in real life, and as i did it, a trail of tears just started running down my cheeks. I didnt feel any anger, or frustration......just sorrow. So that just tells me I am hurting. Doesn't tell me what she feels for me, if she feels anything for me.

If you met me in real life, you wouldn't know what I am enduring. I am very very presentable all the time, full of life and I spoil myself every day with healthy eating, exercising and singing. I enjoy my ME time. Still there is this void that her loss has created. And shoot me for saying it, but a major portion of my drive and zest came from her presence - she was the driving force behind a lot of my own personal growth in different areas. It wasn't she who did anything, but with her around, I was happier and stronger. Nothing wrong with that.

I believe I am fond of myself, although I also do believe on some level that she was the best for me (and everyone around me tells me that she doesn't deserve a so-called 'hot and intelligent' guy like me - I have since stopped talking about this with them because I disagree). I am not a hideous shud or a dumbass of any sort. If I wanted, I could have any girl I want, but its not that. I dont desire any other girl.

And being right brained by birth and raised in left brained environments, I am constantly conflicted between my feelings and my head. Whenever I have listened to my heart, I have suffered in the end. So I dont know how to remove this limiting belief that she doesn't want me EVER.

I was wondering if this sign has something to do with hoe SHE feels towards me. Can it be seen that way somehow?

[loveofabundance]

First of all, I want to shout out to every one of my peeps on this forum!  We are all ATTRACTIVE people and deep down we KNOW IT!!!!!!  This is part of the reason why we are having so much trouble understanding our current relationship situations.

Guess what guys, our lovers aren't conciously working LOA, EFt, dream realization like we are.  That's just how it is.  Doesn't mean that they're not brilliant, kind, successful, etc.  It just means that they are still living live at a more superficial (not less worthy) level.

@js, if you saw a sign that said DOES SHE LOVE YOU?, guess what, on some level she does,  Abe-Hicks is fast to point out that the Universe does not dangle carrots.

[judasentinel]

Guess what I did!!

I muscle tested and it seems I don't believe there is any hope in this thing. Sad huh? NOT!! Ive realized I deserve a better life and am not going to let one person in this world bring me down. If she is the one, so be it. Otherwise, I KNOW the universe is sending someone like her who is even better than her, for me. I am everything that she wants and she is everything that I want in a mate.

loa, the caption of the picture was: "DOES SHE LOVE ME?", as if the child was asking that question. 31euphrosyne thinks that child is me, feeling lost and wondering, losing joy in life. Perhaps she was right, perhaps not. But all I know now is that there is a reason why I came to this forum, and I intend to take it to the end.......

[Sweet Spirit]

Munib,
 I think you finally have your answer.  Now you can release yourself, feel good, go forward, and receive Gods blessings!!

[judasentinel]

Melanie,

I know I still dont have the answer....

...had weird dreams last night, in which I saw people in poverty....a dad making his son drink urine because there is no water and the son is too weak and would die of dehydration, people growing trunks like elephants and using them suck on every liquid filth that they could find. It was very disturbing.

I know no one is asking me to stop loving Rosie. I dont believe she is evil. No one is evil. She, like loa said, is perhaps just living a mediocre life, and is not aware of this. Together, we were on this spiritual journey, where I was slowly introducing her to all this stuff and she would jokingly call it hocus pocus....but deep inside, she knew it was true. Maybe it was just too much for her to take, since she was dealing with real life issues. But then she is also a channel.......so I am NOT giving up on loving her, not ever. I am simply focusing away from her. If she feels inferior to me like she always did, its her loss. I never felt superior to her. If she thinks she can do better than me, I am gonna let her try it all out. She will know, oh soon she will know.

[eckzotiq]

Judas

I feel EXACTLY THE SAME WAY.
Like... my ex always felt pressured because of our background.
He goes to a community college while I go to the most prestigious school in South Korea.
He's not rich by any means while I take (used to) everything for granted.
My parents always condescended him and always forced me to break up with him.
But I still loved him for who he was and accepted him for everything.

His last girlfriends all like cheated on him and one of them actually left him because her parents forced her to! She couldn't deal with her parents talking smack about him.
But I never gave in to my parents demands because I loved him.
I was everything he could of dreamed of.
I have education, money, looks, and a very kind personality.
I gave him everything he ever wanted.
But now we broke up and he's already with another girl.

and he said that I'm too DIFFERENT from him. That we live in 2 different worlds.
But I never felt that way.  I never felt superior over him but our circumstances made him feel inferior
and told me that he wanted to meet someone ON HIS LEVEL.  Like WTF???




I know that this girl can not give him like I gave him.
And I know he's going to regret everything so I'm not worrying.
I'm living life the best I can and am going along with the natural flow of life.
So don't think about whether or not she's thinking about you or if she loves you.
Just know and believe that she'll be back and until then have fun with everything life has to offer!

[bravelioness]

Yesterday,I heard a lot of happy songs & encountered a lot of happy people.When I watched TV,the shows were mostly about being at peace with one another & about love.I hope it is a sign that Andrew & I are getting in better terms soon but with what happen,it is saying that it's impossible that I shouldn't count on it.I'm very particular of what I want & negative thoughts should be gone in a short while.No space for negativity!

[lise]

I've had a mixed couple of days. I didn't get the job I wanted - I was already doing it on a temp basis (2 years) and missed out to someone who has a poor reputation re work and is prob the worse person for the job that it is.

Before the interview etc - I had been sooo well prepared in every which way professionally and had been visualising - getting the call to say I had got it - been grateful . On the day whilst waiting re read the Secret esp sections on work and gratitude but never the less I didn't get it. So not quite sure what went wrong there? However as a result of not getting it - I have been really touched at the level of shock/ support and kindness by the people I work with and not just people who are friends. I am really, really grateful for that so some good has come out of it. I also think that having read the secret - has enabled me to be philosophical about it - I do still have a job and one I enjoy and no one died. I haven't where I would have in the past dwelled on the negative or let it floor me so again some good has come of it.

On the same day - I wrote I was gratfeul to get job - I also wrote I am grateful to get a message from Rob to give me a sign that he was thinking about me and things were moving orward so we could be together. He is married and I had broken contact (long story - other thread) Whilst back at the office following interview - got email to say he misses me! He never caves in and messages first it's always me. I replied to to say I miss you too but etc. He replied with long message about how he's sorry he's unable to give me what I deserve and he loves me etc etc. I was tempted to reply but didn't - he later sent another one. I haven't replied to that either although I desperately want to but I know it will just go back to how it was.

Today - I asked for a sign that things would be ok with him and a sign that things would work for us to be together. I wrote this down when I asked. I went to get my nails done and was looking at nail varnish colours. I looked at a couple I usually pick and what they were called (naughty and star of bombay) - tried a bit to see which I preferred. Then saw one a bit lighter then I usually go for - tried it - liked it and decided to have that one. Turned the bottle over to see what it was called and it  was called HAPPY EVER AFTER.

[Detached&Allowing]

good story lise2010.  Thanks for sharing.

In regard to your job.  I have found we will get very close to what we want.  However, only to learn it wasn't EXACTLY what we desired so we don't get it.  That is probably the case for you.  Deep down inside you know exactly what you want in a career and this position probably didn't offer it all and that is why you didn't get it.

Best of LOA to you!!

[Vicki Christina]

@ Bravelioness   I am happy to hear that you had a day yesterday filled with positive messages!   Continue to work on this positive track!!!  I am proud of you...

@Judasentinel   I had a night several months ago with completely horrid dreams and they were about my mental state even though it was not literal.   It was good to process the dream feelings and use them to help eradicate some of my deep fears.  Your subconscious is at work.  Only you know what it all means.  It sounds like it is part of your emotional processing and hopefully healing.

[judasentinel]

I dont know if these are signs or not or what it means, but I will share what happened.

1st sign:

My neighbor friend had a job interview today. His wife asked me if I could drive him to the interview place.....it was in another suburb of Toronto. I agreed, conditional upon my availability in the morning. Anyway, I was available today so I took him there. We stopped for coffee at the Canadian Starbucks, lol, and then went to the interview place.

We parked in the parking lot of the office, which is fenced all around, with the entrance from one side. There was about an hour before he was to go in, so we got talking. He told me about his life and I told him about how I am struggling with wanting Rosie back. I told him that I had played a major rol ein her life in helping her gain strength to stand up to things that she didnt like or want. And he turned around and said that it was this very strength, thanks to me, that she had used to not contact me anymore. He was being very sincere and so I understood what he meant. His opinion is that she is so used to drama in her life that she rejected me because there was no drama and everything was too good for her and she felt SMOTHERED by my care, love and wanting to spend time with her and do things together. She appreciated me only when SHE wanted those things, which was either at a point of despair/desperation or being drunk. While in discussion, I think on a very subconscious level, I was praying or hoping to see a sign of some sort (I am constantly looking at cars, numbers, events around me for a sign), and I saw this sign by the exit of the parking lot that said, "BUCKLE UP!! Its the Law". It was a sign to warn people to put their seatbelts on before they left the parking lot. In Canada, it is the law to drive with your seatbelts on.

And I looked at it and wondered if it was a sign. What do you guys think? What do you think it could mean? I know signs are people and situation specific, so perhaps its nothing or maybe I am reading too much into it. But I am thinking that I was wondering about her and Jay was telling me about getting myself over her and so on, and I saw this.

2nd sign:

On my way to buy some burning oil for my place, I stopped at a set of lights and asked the universe, "Please give me a sign if I will get back with my beloved. And then I looked up at a roadside billboard, and I saw the ad for a cab (taxi) company with their phone number: for example, 416-240-0000. The numbers are very similar to my beloved's cellphone number, which she has recently changed (and I dont have the new number). The phone number is not exactly the same, but if you know how North American Phone numbers are, the middle digits denote a series of baseline numbers and then the last 4 digits are specific phone numbers. The first three are area code. The number i saw is the same baseline as hers and the last four are just one number different (eg.: 0000 instead of 0010 or 1000). I said ok, whatever.

Then I got home and was having a coffee outside in the cold, and suddenly the thought came to me to pray to the universe again to have a sign if she and I would be together. And then as I prayed for that and turned around, a cab just drove past me and it had the same phone number displayed on it. It was a cab from the same company. There are many cab companies here in Toronto, so it is quite possible that this was a random event, but to pray for a sign for the same desire and then seeing the same number right after each time I prayed.....well........what can I say? I dont know if it is a sign.

Now the question: if this was a sign, was it about me moving on and forgetting about her OR that I will be with her? Could it be that just as her number is changed and this number that I saw is different from her cellphone number that I used to have (remember I dont have her new number), this means that she will be back as a renewed, better, changed person in my life? Or better still, someone LIKE her but truly different and even better is on her way?

I am very eagerly hoping to get an answer to it or to understand how to interpret it if it is a sign at all.

What say you?

Thanks.....I hope someone can help.

[Detached&Allowing]

In my opinion you are praying for "signs" and that is what you are getting.  They don't necessarily mean anything. 

Your best bet is to take the advice given on how to get her back.  One of the first things you must do is let her go.  Let any feelings of desperation, loss, fear etc go and move forward from there.