Hi guys, I know I'm new here still and haven't posted much, but I think I'm having a breakthrough and would love to share my experience and get some feedback from all my new LoA friends.
For over the past year I've been very attracted to this person and have been wishing them into my life. Although since I've discovered the LoA and the art of deliberate manifestation I have been also noticing weird coincidences before I even knew of this person who I have my eye on. Let me try to explain without taking up too much space. One strange coincidence was that I happened to recieve this special trinket from something I had ordered online a year before knowing of this person but then I came to find out this person had the biggest collection of this particular trinket and when I looked online to find more I found out that unless I went on ebay it was virtually impossible to get any more because they did not ship to my country! I had no idea I was carrying around something rare that he was a huge collector of and I had only recieved it as a special limited edition gift!
Other strange coincidences are that he shares a great deal of my perfect-lover-wish-list "requirements". For example I always wanted someone my exact age, but I also kind of wanted someone older. I kept meeting people too young for my age range and fancying people that I decided were too old for me. This person is not only my age (older by half a year though) he is also considered a year or two older from where he is from. Is this not weird?? I also found it kind of important strangely to have someone be a good zodiac match, I'm not even that into zodiac signs and all, but I've always been kind of disappointed when I learned the person I liked or was with was never a 'good' match! Low and behold, zodiac-wise he's a perfect match! But that's not all, there's a whole list of things he matches from traits to physical ideals, it's scary! I've never known anyone to match even just a little of what I wanted in someone and a lot of the things I had wanted weren't specified altogether in an actual list but of things I've been looking for without realizing (like the zodiac thing--always thought about it but never 'required' it.)
Ok so there's a catch. They are a bit of a celebrity. I don't care about celebrity status though, and I too have big hopes of working with film and acting (I even manifested being in a movie---the universe is funny though, because I was just an extra as I never
specifiedin my wants being a lead!) So for a few weeks I've been mediating and visualizing this person in my life... specifically this time! I made up a vision board and I keep feeling it as real as possible. I even speak to other people as if I'm already with this person, I feel slightly like a creepy fan doing it, but even my friends start to play into it! But like I said, I keep finding odd coincidences that happened before I knew of him and I even had a dream I was with him--which is what really sparked my interest in him. He also appeared as an accidental cameo on a reality show I had started watching and being really into recently--I didn't even know!
Now, here's where these signs come in. A couple nights ago I had a dream that I was with this person, we were dating and he was preparing something for an engagement. And let me make this perfectly clear, I never dream of people I like, and it's even more rare for me to remember my dreams as vividly as this one. The next night I dreamt I was looking for a wedding venue with people I didn't know. I don't know who was getting married but I took it as a sign as a close friend later the next day told me they suddenly had a dream I married a man with the same hair color as the person I really want to be with!
A month ago, too, I was obsessing over this magazine that had an article about some celebrity diet thing and I finally bought it with the money I got for my birthday. I was turning the pages idly when I came upon this article that I didn't know was in there about a woman who was with a man with the same name as
my guy! It's NOT a common name by any means! I found this to be exciting so I bought the book that the article was about. I'm waiting for it in the mail!
Now I'm still having a hard time believing! It's frustrating that I'm still holding back on belief so I tried the 'blue feather' visualization and within 3-4 days, without looking for the blue feather I finally saw it in a movie on the feathers of a painted eagle on a bus. But it wasn't a feather in my hands! I tried another 'test' where I wanted to find a dollar with a rose, well I never got the dollar but I was more focused on the rose, and while driving this one route I would go on every day I saw the most magnificent rose garden in a neighbor's front lawn. It was so beautiful and vivid, but I'd never noticed it before. I tried looking for it again a few days later... but it was nearly dead and not how I had seen it just days before.
Finally I asked yesterday for the universe to send me a real sign that what I was doing was paying off, it's not that I mind waiting, I just don't want to be crazy! I wrote down specifics, that it had to be obvious to me and that it had to be the next day of me asking. Today I went about my business and was looking for a game to play online when two games side by side had some interesting sypnopsis. I don't play online games often either, so it was just very weird to see this, but one game was about a girl named Loa... haha, Loa and LoA?! And one below it said it was about being a magnet to something, I forgot the wording already but it sounded like what LoA is all about! Then just now I was reading a book I was given earlier by my mother. It's completely unrelated to LoA and it had a whole page about how the mind is powerful and visualizing is so important to any kind of success.. not action, just visualizing! It was as if the universe was speaking to me loud and clear and I actually said outloud "You've got to be kidding me!" Then I immediately ran on here for feedback!
What do you guys think? You think I'm manifesting this person? Or do you think I'm manifesting something like the blue feather and the roses, something I can see but not touch? I've learned my lesson to be specific, I don't like it when something I specifically want is dangled in front of me though. Has anyone had anything similar happen to them? Let me know because I feel like I'm going nuts!
January 10, 2011, 09:08:00 AM
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