sad after initiating contact :(

[kjkitt]

I agree!

crazysoul, you are tired from talking late into the night. He may be as well and needed to sleep. Be grateful! Write down all the good things you talked about and "Today, I am grateful for . . "

Nothing is ever as it appears. Take control of the negative thoughts!

Blessings my dear!

[beautifulmesss12sc]

i have thought about changing my number as well but i have it on all my business cards.. so I cant right now...but i was thinking ... about the progress ... i heard frm him.. i didnt contact him ..he contated me!.. and Crazysoul when u texted him ... he replied... he didnt have to ... so you have made progress.. maybe it is taking way longer than u and i thought but its progress none the less..

Tulip i feel like my guy will eventually realize  that we cld have a good thing .. i feel like u all do that sometimes i just grow tired of all of this

But i really loved him .. and i guess until/if someone comes along that changes how i feel i will keep affirming ..

I do feel like i have come a long way .. because when he contacted me a cpl weeks ago i didnt go to him .. i wanted to but i just couldnt make myself because he didnt say what i really needed to hear .. sure he said lets talk .. but somehow i think i wasnt ready for that .. i know there will b another time .. and when it feels right .. i will go to him   3 months ago i wld have gone to him and not even thought about myself .. so yeah im making progress.. 

[57angel]

Crazysoul, thank you for sharing your story here. From the book, Radical Forgiveness, people, situations and circumstances keep coming back in our lives when there is part of us that we haven't completely forgiven yet. What is really amazing when we learn and apply LOA in our lives, we now know to take responsibility of our actions and feelings, and that we have the power to have the kind of life we want to have. Now is your time to look into yourself, deep from within what are those that need to be healed, what are those that need to be forgiven Hmmmm if there is something that you need to forgive, am sure that you will see your man from different view, instead of seeing him as someone who hurt you, but as someone who will bring to your present experience the people, experiences and feelings that hurt you from your past, so you will be healed and can move on You are in your way to have the kind of relationship you want to have - everything brings lessons and blessings for you

[JustForToday]

thank you angel for your response and advice 

i know that i am in need to let something go.

just going to start a new topic now, thank you