My story, nearly two months later.

[seb913]

trust me, david, you got this! =] I know it's hard for your subconscious to keep remembering that she's already yours, but it's hard for all of us as well; you aren't alone in this ;]. just keep on trying! if you want something badly enough, you'll get it, and I know you really want this.

just focus on yourself. it's much easier to forget the doubts and worries when you don't think AS much about her.

[stevelewis]

David, it mainly seems you are doing well here, just one thing on your post, it states "BELONGS TO ME", no one BELONGS to anyone else, they choose to be with you or not... So I would change that to she loves me, and is 'with me', and shares my life with me or something along those lines... Keep it up though my friend, you are indeed getting there, as we all are

[David V.]

Today's progress:

......I am thankful for having made this journal........because today I went to analyze everything that I recorded so far.

Having read many times from many people how the more positive they were about their goals, the quicker they came....well, I read that how ONE DAY AFTER I had heard that material so extensively and felt the sensation of holding her so vividly.....she unblocked me from msn. She has not showed up afterwards, and honestly, today I had another surge of negative thoughts. But when I came here, and saw that, I am filled with hope once again!

[mkitten]

Hi dear David,
First of all Happy Easter to you!
I know exactly how you feel.
I would recommend you to make some plans for yourself with smaller goals, so you can have quicker success and this will help you out in the long run. It will help you to focus on different things, to feel happy and content.  Also it will keep you motivated and let you move towards your goal.

Love,
Kitten

[David V.]

In fact, Ms Kitten, I think I already have. For example, next week is full of final exams. I expect fully to get a perfect 10 in all of them. That is infinitely easier and more believable for me. I also expect to lose weight over that very week as well. And I expect to find a productive pastime to keep me occupied, like learning something.

And right now, I am repeating to myself that the one I love loves me as well. I want to convince myself of that, no matter what.

[David V.]

Today's progress:

YES. I am on the way to finally winning. Today I watched THE SECRET with a friend I brought home. We both by now love to talk about LOA and how one's thinking manifested. He said about how a friend of his wanted to find a bag of money, and within two hours he found it!

I wanted to inflate my ego today, and I went on my longest walk ever, two hours long, and losing kilo and half in the process. I made myself a new goal. I want to get in shape, and lose a lot of weight. I want my perfect weight to be 59 kilos or under. This because I want to gloat to myself about how I lost that weight, and about how my partner, in addition to loving me unconditionally and completely, loves me for the uber handsome man I want to become. That would add an entire new dimension to our love.

Also, I am starting to get through my skull what the secret is all about. ASKING, setting a deadline, going about my day normally and then gloat when recieving. That said, I imagine myself with enough power as to ask the uber universe to bring her back to me, and to give ME a bag of money IN MY GARDEN, just like the man on that story!

[Ankur Sancheti]

Very Well Doen My Friend!!!

As per me learnings all one needs is:

Paitence!!!    Faith!!!   Discipline!!!

Good Day
Ankur

[Sneha Kulkarni]

hey!!

Its juss so wonderful to read all those post, my suggestion woudl be read your affirmations daily!!

sneha

[David V.]

Today's progress:

Well, people.....I have something very good to share with you.

I attracted to me the way with which I can finally LET GO of the outcome of my desire, and simultaneously feel good. It occurred to me today as I woke up! And this, because my last thoughts before going to sleep were "I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be happy."

When I woke up, I came to the idea, and when I made my decree to the universe, I got the idea of making this affirmation. It has done a lot of good to me, as it kept me smiling the whole day, and kept my mood up. It is as follows:

"I feel love and gratitude".

I am able to block everything but THIS affirmation. I keep it with me nearly at all times, alternating it with the outcome of my desire. I was, thus, able to feel very good today!

[David V.]

...another update.

I am just going to sleep. But I am thankful for the following:

I was able to attract to myself a state of mind on which I can absolutely love myself and her. I see myself with a lot of love to give her. I see myself wanting to be every bit as supporting of her as she was ever of me. I see the joy of us having equal amout of inner happiness and light. I see us in our best relationship than ever, because both of us radiate only positive energy.

[David V.]

Today's progress:

I got myself a handful of these called SECRET SHIFTERS. Things to which prolonged exposure made me happy. I spent the day watching funny pictures, hearing happy-ending music, feeling the sheer and utter JOY of having won, of having it more and more ingrained into my subconscious that the Universe wants me to be happy, and if I say it is with her, it obeys me.

Today was a very happy day, with lots of laughter and joyful thinking!

TODAY I am thankful because it becomes more and more natural for me to believe we are made for each other. That she loves me as much as I love her, and that as Ms dhruv said, that this is only a test. A test that we will pass with flying colors, and whose reward will be everlasting love and happiness.

[mkitten]

Very well done! It's nice to see how you evolve each and every day! Keep up the good work!

[David V.]

Today's progress:

...I have come to see myself as someone whose eyes are slowly but surely opening themselves to the abundance and joy. Today I found I can now easily say "I am happy and thankful that ____ is back with me and we are happier than ever together" and BELIEVE IT!

[Ankur Sancheti]

Am i invited in your wedding, Sir?   

[David V.]

I will be sure to at the very least record the whole thing and post it here. I hope this place still stands after five years.