manifesting as a crazy bitch, but a bit scared or something.

[Chantal]

Hi all of you,

A lot of things are going in in my live right now. I came on this forum, because I want my ex boyfriend back. I made a vision board, where I wrote down things. We emigrated, I moved back to the place I am from when he broke up with me. Well, things I wrote down on my vision board, where things like: I want to go to school again, I want him back, I want to go back to that place we were living in (and he still lives there), I want a place where I can see trees. I also wrote down what I wanted in a relationship. (trust, respect, things like that, did not had the feeling I got that from him the last few months before he broke up )

Well, it is great! I am going back to school in the place he is living in, because it is nearby the country I am from and I can study there for a little, so. Also, I got a place in an anti cracking office, guess what, I see trees in the middle of the centre in Antwerp, which is RARE. Also, because I can live in the place temporarily because it is anti cracking, it is very cheap to live in. My ex emailled me the day before yesterday, we called and chatted and texted, but I guess I messed up again because I asked him something and did not got an answer back. But actually, I do not care. I think I KNOW the Universe will offer me exactly what I need. Might sound stupid, but because I do not know anyone in that place, I am on a forum to meet new people over there, and without having the intention, I am chatting a lot with a very cool boy. Even more strange, when we started to chat he was with a girl. I was like: Hm....perhaps he is interesting, he and the girl broke up now. Yesterday we exchanged numbers and texted (did not called ... YET???)  Today I did not heard anything of him and also did not contacted him. I just want to take it easy and definately do not want to chase. When he is worth it, he'll do that. And when the Universe thinks it is right.

I also am intending I'll get friends there easily. And I am going to move back this Sunday with help of my parents. I am going to live in a anti cracking office where 9 other people live, so perhaps I'll make friends with them. But, the quetions are: My parents are like: You have to make something of your live, you are 27, you do not belong in an anti cracking place, you have to be less dependent, this costs us way to much energy. You need to find a fulltime job (I also want to Illustrate and go to school and meet new people, I want to work 20 hrs per week) How do I handle that? I have the feeling that they do not really listen to my opinion about MY life and the way I wish to live.

And the second question is: Well, I do not know people over there. I know a lot of people over here, so I am a bit scared...like: What if I wont meet anyone cool there soon? I'll be all alone. Because I KNOW I am not going back to that place for my ex, but for me, to get another diploma for a study...but I really need to meet sweet caring people and am very scared that that will take a long time.

Has anyone suggestions for me? What can I intend, visualize to make these toughts (or doubts) postive? Thanks so much already

[SSS]

Congratulations for manifesting already! i am so happy for you...keep up the good work.

Well i think that you get whatever you put your focus on, if you are thinking what if i will end up alone, what if i dont meet people...etc then guess what that is what will happen. Change the focus and stop worrying, start telling yourself i will meet so many cool people, i will have company (dont say i wont be alone, the universe will see alone! and that what u will get) explain to your parents what you want, dont allow anyone to bring you down and make you think in a negatvie way. have confidence and belief that everything will be OK and it will.

good luck x