Is it possible to attract my ex back, even if she is from another country?

[Angelland]

Hi,

I know I posted another topic on this, but I can't find to delete it and wanted to share a bit more.
We met in 2009 and she broke up in 2010.
Before she was really crazy about me and I about her.
She even talked to her sister that she could imagine to marry me:-)
It was as if God Himself brought us together, so it felt for both of us.
But because I never had such a wonderful love, who loved me ( even more than my whole family did) i was afraid of losing her and so i did, The universe let me do something stupid and we got words on the phone, because she is from another country.
No cheating, no real fighting, just words, but hurtful words.
I never heard from her again ( deu to the fact that her country is still very religious and she also.
Now I did all I could to show active faith, I quitted my music band i had, I cleared out my entire house, gave my complete household to poor people who could use it, packed my suitcase and did all i could to show that I really want her back and emigrate to her country.
Really no nail is in my walls anymore, just a couch and a bed to sleep in.
I visualized, affirmed, made mind movies, read tons of books, arrgghh so many books, more than my whole life together.
I used our pictures together as if we were still together, I use her gifts I got from her, I use her cards I got as if I just got them, I even send myself cards as if they came from someone else to congratulate me that we are back together.
I made a website, because I wish to start a music band there again
I even send her last week a short e-mail to tell how I think about her.
Was that my biggest mistake?
Is it still possible for me to win her back after more than a year of not hearing from her?
Did others win their love back?
And how did they do it?
She is my everything, I will give up my family, country, job, musicband, everything I own to be with her and start anew.


Was is wrong for me to write her last week, because I havent heard from her?
Did I pushed her further away from me, by sending her that e-mail and telling how much she means for me??
We both felt and said we were brought together by God, The Universe, being from different countries.
When she visited me, she felt instantly at home with me, and I when I visited her also there with her.
It was as if we knew each other much and much longer.

Its been so long now, and I am starting to lose hope, faith, sitting in an empty house.
Is it just wishful thinking or can I still win her back?

[I AM LOVE!]

Hi angelland ....

Welcome to the forum  You will find so much love and support here..

Firstly Your website is great  Congratulations..
So you are from Netherlands!! Great country to be.I myself want to visit it one day..and so is Austria 

Regarding your situation
"No cheating, no real fighting, just words, but hurtful words" I understand how sometimes words can hurt alot but the good thing is you do not have much thrash to remove from your old relationship
I know you have been doing a lot but does your subconcious mind really accepts that?I mean do you at your core believe that you and her can be together.If you do,forget about distance..Geographies,boundries play hardly a role in LOA..Whatever our heart desires for is manifested but the most important aspect is LET GO!!Now it does not mean letting go of your desire to be with her or to forget her..It means letting go of the need to be with her.As a human being our basic needs are only air,water and food..Rest everything is accessory.Dont take me wrong but please consider connecting with you first.Another forum member Leyline also had a same story.Her guy was in another country but she manifested it.Please read it and some others too.This forum is full of success stories and living examples of people you have done it..and so can you
Have faith my friend 
Much Love and peace your way 

[peter_93]

Avoid placing yourself (mentally, physically etc) into status of "willing to give anything to be with..."
That is the only mistake, other than that call her, think of her, ask how she's been, write her a message of care and etc, these are totally fine.

LOA is your power or self power. It only powerful when you conscious about value of yourself, that mean, improve yourself, develop career life, develop your fitness, craft your skill etc...

On the other hand, if you feel want to give everything in the world (your world) for one person, it's equal to let the power be taken away completely.

There is no attraction if there is no power from the source, the source is you!

[Angelland]

Thank you all!
But I feel, know, and see that I am good person and not someone who needs someone to be happy.
I can entertain myself quite good alone.
I am not desparate but really would love to be with her again, because there is one thing I do know:
We are all the same, everyone smells after going to the toilet, everyone smells after not washing for a few days, and everyone puts on their pants the same way I do.
And everyone feels sick and bad when they are sick, so no one is better than me, you, him or her.

But no matter what, she means the world to me anyway, because I really do love her more than anything in the world ( after myself, because the most important person in the world, will always be me, myself and I  )

[tereza]

Just curious, why haven't you moved yet? 

[Angelland]

Its hard to get a job there when I am still here, and a place to live.
And I am not someone who just jumps on a plane and when landing try to find a place to stay and a job.
Another thing is when I sold the truck from my band I had, I was scammed for a lot of money and that I am now trying hard to recover and etc etc but that is a bit too much privacy to turn loose here.
So in a way I am trying to attract her back and the money I lost.

[Angelland]

Oh yeah, when I drive to work or somewhere, I mostly ask the Universe to show me some letters on license plates to tell me if she thinks of me.
And I always see those.
Or show me a plane in the sky with white stripes behind it, as token she thinks of me.

Is this real or do I just attract that because I wish too?

This is like this for more than a half year now, and now wish to receive a positive message from her....

[ava]

Everything that you wish to attract,you attract it in your reality.so the universe wants to tell you,i know your desire and it's coming to you.every one has a different opinion about signs,if you BELIEVE that they are signs,so the universe show you more signs.i personally think that signs are about the things we think about them much more than anything else,and as you know what we think about more,we attract it faster.so the signs can guide you,they can tell you what you think about more and what you will attract so soon.

[Angelland]

Hi Ava,

I'm not sure if I understand what you mean?
When Im driving ( its my job as a driver) I sometimes ask the Universe to show me of she thinks of me by showing me the sign I ask for and most of the times I get the sign.
So does this mean, that what you say is that the Universe gives me answer to my question?

I also intent to tell myself over and over again many times since last weeks tuesday, that the e-mail I have sended is a great success...... but then again if it was I would be having a positive message from her by now right?

I have been trying this since april last year, so just wondering what it is, that I am doing wrong

[ava]

you understood my post.that's true,i mean when you want from the universe to show you a sign and you see the sign,that means the universe wants to tell you i know your desire,and as i mentioned before,signs can even guide us,cause what we think about more,we get more signs related to the subject we think about.and as you know what we think about more,we will attract it faster in our life...........don't worry,you are on the right track.

[Angelland]

Thank you Ava!!!!

As you could read I have send her last week a e-mail with how I think of her and what she means to me.
But since sunday I have been thinking that it was maybe wrong to send that, maybe it seems that I am still holding on too much etc.
While they say you have to let go and maybe even forget about it.
And maybe even pushed her further away from me with that email i have send.
Still hoping that it was a succesful mail I have send her....

[ava]

Don't worry.all of us have made mistakes.we do something emotionally and after sometimes we think about it and then we say i wish i didn't do that.past is not important.you can fix it again.believe me.you didn't do any thing wrong.you sent the email cause you felt good with that.stay positive and don't think about past and if i could do this,if i could do that.........if you believe that she loves you no matter what you did before,she loves you no matter what you did before .WHAT YOU PICTURE IS WHAT YOU GET

[Angelland]

Well that Is the point, I really don't KNOW if she loves me or not.
Since I had no contact whatsoever with her since past year april.
And those signs, I have them already since last year summer, so they still keep coming when I ask for them.
So wouldn;t it already time I GET that positive message from her by now

[Angelland]

and i dont know if it has to do with anything???
But since today I have such a pain in my neck, with every movement I make with my head.
is the Universe telling me something or just a cold in my neck???