I would really appreciate your loving thoughts

[onetwothreefour]

Today is the day when i move to another city, to begin university. Today emotions, memories, loves, persons from my past just came to overwhelm me. I am devastated. I doN't even know if i want to start this whole thing. I have to share my room with a stranger, the room is quite filthy, and i am alone in a city i have never been to. I feel fear. I am afraid more than i have ever been in my life. In the morning i felt like i am about to have a panic attack. The girl i love just started school too, i haven't seen her for almost three months, and i feel that the chance of us meeting again is scarce. I am afraid of the material i am about to study. I am going to study physics and i have never been so good at it, i am just interested in that subject. Right now it seems that all my decision in the past year were idiotic, and i am about to fail miserably. I am afraid because the girl i love is about to meet a lot of new people, she may have already forgotten me, got over me. Just everything is overwhelming at the moment. I am not a crying type but i just can't stop sobbing since morning. I only have three hours before my life changes altogether, and i am afraid to let everything go, fade into simple memory.

[Firefly2000]

Dear 1234
My heart goes out to you. I too am going through some major relationship changes in my life. So sending some love your way...

[57angel]

Right now it seems that all my decision in the past year were idiotic, and i am about to fail miserably. I am afraid because the girl i love is about to meet a lot of new people, she may have already forgotten me, got over me.

onetwothreefour, you don't have to be afraid of because you decide to do these things, not unless you just decide less your heart in doing these things. If you decide that and you believe in yourself, and you decide because you love doing that, then there will be no retreat no matter what it takes! You have nothing to be afraid of, you know LOA and that you can be, do and have everything you want. Remember, thoughts become things, and if you think that you are about to fail miserably and you will not try to shift those thoughts, then it will be a sure way to failure. Take the challenge, enjoy the experience towards becoming a better you. And, if you keep that negative thoughts that she may have forgotten you, it will manifest not unless you do something Keep loving yourself, be the best and the happiest you can be - and everything will fall into place. Keep coming here, we are all here for you! I am sending you positive vibes, best of LOA to your new life

[Detached&Allowing]

57Angel has some very good advice.  Here is the thing about LOA, "like" attracts "like" so embrace the opportunity.  Many people do not get this opportunity.  Look for every "silver lining" you can.  Remember, everything happens for a reason. This is a step to get you to where you truly want to go.

Change for any human is hard.  Especially when you leave what is comfortable.  Be grateful for each and every moment (good or bad).  It has made you who you are today.  It has brought you to us.  A community who loves you and wants you to succeed.

Lots of love!!

[UpLOAding]

1234 - Physics is hard but most of my friends who have started studying that subject have [become] bright minds. It makes you creative about the world and who knows, you might even discover some of the material correlates between science and LOA, as I have often found with psychology.
The love of your life might meet new people, and you might meet new people as well, and you might discover that you will have many new friends in common, or that her new friends have friends in common with your new friends - or you may organize a trip with your new friends to visit your girl.
Or if she likes to travel, why not even invite her over?
 
You will soon discover that sometimes even amidst the worst changes you can find the best opportunities to achieve your objectives.
 
But remember to actually take them.
 
And don't look at other chicks while you're at uni