I don't know what to do anymore

[mitch]

I'm going to try and make this short...but here is the whole story.  I've known the love of my life for my whole life, we started dating 6 years ago.  We dated for 3 years and I was ready to get married but he's the type of guy who over thinks everything instead of just reacting with his heart, he wasn't ready to get married so he broke it off with me.  We were separated for 2 years but we were still seeing each other all the time and he was still telling me he loved me.  Finally after 2 years of being separated we got back together (this happened after I let go).  We've been back together for almost one year.  Two week ago he broke up with me again because he still felt like he was not ready to get married (he's 27 and I'm 28).  I feel like I pushed him away by putting pressure on him to get married and we had been arguing a lot.  We still talk and he still tells me he loves me after each call.  I miss him so much I want to see him more then anything.  Some days are better then others but I need help with what the next step should be.  I want this relationship back and better then ever.  What should I do next?  I'm trying to be as positive as possible but it's hard when I think about all I've lost.

Thank you for your help

[Mr positive]

You did not lose him, you lost yourself and you need to let go again. Its the only way and better yourself! When fights happen its easy to get lost in negative reactions but you need to next time just agree to disagree! If hes not ready for marriage, it could very well be because you placed him before yourself and these vibes will kill off most relationships so just focus on you and let go! Immagine a better relationship than when you get another chance which you will than focus mostly on you and how you want the relationship to go! The universe knows what you want!

Good luck my friend!