He's always be in my heart

[mya]

Hi all,i wanna tell u all bout my problem. I hope i can learn from all of u. So,here it is..
Since i was little girl,i always dream about one man. This guy is always same. Have a big posture,long hair,and i Asian face. I dreamed this guy will be my love of life,will be my husband that i can make a happy family with him. Year after year,so many guys come and go in my life,but no one of them like a man that i dreamed when i was child. One day, i saw in my facebook,a friend ( i don't even remember when he add me or i add him) and on that second,my heart said, " Mya,this is d one u looking for". He has all,i mean ALL of character in my man of my dream! I start to contact him and everything was soo right. He call me,he ask me to met him,everything that i hope is goin to real.
But, i made a mistake. I always have negative thinking for my happiness. I'm too scare to be happy,coz yeah,i feel that i'm not lucky enough. And maybe i act to much bcoz of my negative. I ask him question that no appropriate, i act over,i did stupid things so many times. And one day,he mad at me until he said he doesn't want to meet me or contact me anymore. He asked me to erase his phone number,his facebook account and his yahoo messenger. I did it.
Now,it's been a year. I do have relationship with another guys,but he still in my heart and in my mind. I really want to meet him again,fix all my mistake. But how? I pray everynight, hope that tomorrow will be some miracle for me. But it never happen..What should i do? I need help. It's killing me..Thank u.

[Andrew Wilkie]

What's you end result? What do you want?

For me I'd learn and apply EFT to get over your emotions which you currently have. If you where to get into a new relationship with him or anybody else, would you want to come with all that negative baggage?

Focus on your end result. Not the how to, but the what it is.