My boyfriend broke up with me two months ago, after being one month into the relationship with me. To be honest, both of us were not ready for a relationship. He was facing a lot of stress at work, and I was emotionally not ready because of many bad experiences in the past. He left because he couldn't cope with the frequent argument we had. Actually we only have a few disagreements in that one month and one very major argument.
But looking back, the separation was the best thing that happened to me. Before he left, he told me he found me to be too negative and loses my cool too easily. I reflected and I agreed with him. And I also have this sudden realisation that I need to get over my past in order to ever have a fulfilling relationship.
I started to apply gratitude, LOA, positive thinking, listening to subliminal CDs and using subliminal blaster etc. And can really feel my vibrations rising everyday. small things start to manifest to me. Whatever I think of, next moment it will appear in front of my eyes.
I also beginning to really have the faith that he will come back to me again. And whenever I miss him, I can feel that he misses me too. I can really see us together again.
After he left, I've text him twice. Once was to ask him how he was, and another was to ask if he was feeling better (I found out he was sick). In both occasion, he was very slow to reply to my text and was very cold.
Today is his birthday, I told myself I will text him to wish him happy birthday and will not expect anything in return. He can ignore my text. I will not be affected and will continue to work on me.
But he replied! He replied immediately! He thanks me and also wish me happy holidays. I am really grateful for his reply! I felt warmth and acceptance in his text again.